Awesome dude!Day 41
As above dosed some caber at 0.5 plus nolva at 40 to just get this little gyno flare up under control. Monitor and adjust from here.
Feel awesome generally through. Joints are in good shape and strength gains coming on really strong.
Was my last Friday on a 2 rep deadlift (switching it to sumo next week as that’s a weaker lift for me and I need to pull some lighter weight before I burn out my cns - will be keeping the heavy 5’s on tuesdays)
Anyway last week I put up 462 pretty well - built up with bigger jumps than normal, 440 for 2 felt decent so threw 484 on and smashed that up as well. Obviously felt heavy but I easy had one more messy rep or a higher weight really ugly double there. Really happy with the progress on this lift.
Was tight on time so hit a one rep push press at 198 (pressing is my weakness lol) and then a load of shoulder volume.
Away this weekend and smashing a load of food (intentionality just gonna eat whatever). Last day of tbol as well today.
Literally my only issue is just how much of this weight gain is lean mass and how much is fat. I’m eating exactly as I did on a 1/4/epiandro cycle (cardio is same level) and I got leaner on that cycle, I held a lot less water though so I could see it. This time it’s hard to tell as I just look fat but I know in theory I really shouldn’t have gained any (plus I looked the same as I do now after 1 week of cycle with abs gone - impossible for that to be a lot of fat gain).
Clen is a back up option but for now I’m gonna keep pushing the weights and the food and enjoy getting strong AF lol
Have a great weekend guys
I've never had any bad sides from caber just the oposite beter sleep and way beter sex and orgasms.I have been fighting gyno flare ups off/on for 1.5-2 years now. Seems when I change cycle or use Tren lately gives me a flare up... It was right nip in the past, lately left nip. But Exemestane 25mg daily seems to suppress the lump and it goes away after a week or so.
I only use Exemestane when flare up occurs then discontinue once under control. I haven't ran Caber, but if Exemestane ever did not work... I'd get that, I just avoided it this far, some claim it had nasty sides?
Oh I need both of those, guess I need to get some.I've never had any bad sides from caber just the oposite beter sleep and way beter sex and orgasms.
Ya google it ull see thats one of the sidesOh I need both of those, guess I need to get some.
Huh, I somehow mixed that up with Prami sides in my head!
Do you have the energy to type down your diet whiskey?
And.. Is it the same diet or the same amount of calories as last cycle? My advice since you've been losing a ton of weight is to focus more on fats than carbs.
I don't think any of these you're running can me compared to winstrol so potential water will probably go away when running that.
Edit.. Had to go back and read. You have test at 450? And you added mk677.. Both can bloat you quite a lot in the first weeks. I think when it comes to diet you either go low carb high fat or high carb low fat.. Now when you have high protein and you have quite an amount of both fat and carbs it can be tricky as these two don't go well together.
Preferably cut down the carbs.
Do you have the energy to type down your diet whiskey?
And.. Is it the same diet or the same amount of calories as last cycle? My advice since you've been losing a ton of weight is to focus more on fats than carbs.
I don't think any of these you're running can me compared to winstrol so potential water will probably go away when running that.
Edit.. Had to go back and read. You have test at 450? And you added mk677.. Both can bloat you quite a lot in the first weeks. I think when it comes to diet you either go low carb high fat or high carb low fat.. Now when you have high protein and you have quite an amount of both fat and carbs it can be tricky as these two don't go well together.
Preferably cut down the carbs.
Hey Chados, thanks for the input.
A normal day for me looks like:
Meal 1 - 100g oats, almond milk, 45g protein powder, dried fruit, nuts and/or seeds
Meal 2 - 2 eggs, 6 egg whites with mushroom, peppers and asparagus in an omelette, piece of salmon/chicken/tuna steak with it and some salad
While training - dried fruit, protein bar
Meal 3 - sweet potato, chilli, broccoli (or Thai green chicken curry with rice or similar, there’s always a carb source, protein and veg but it’s the family meal so varies the most)
Meal 4 - 200g prawns with stir fry veg
Meal 5 - chicken sausages in a wholemeal pitta with pickles (or tuna mixed with avocado in the pitta)
Meal 6 - bowl of fruit with Greek yoghurt and a protein bar or shake
I’ll snack on almonds or walnuts sometimes
I do use some seasonings, low/no sugar sauces, soy, fish sauce etc
Also around 400ml milk with coffee throughout the day
Use some zero calorie sweetener (stevia) as well
I track everything and hit min 350g protein (normally 400 plus), never more than 400g carb (normally 350) and around 100g fat.
My salt intake is pretty high plus I use creatine but that’s the same off cycle.
I do think my excess skin doesn’t help as I have more surface area under which to hold water......I don’t mind looking fat on cycle, it’s the not knowing if I’m gaining fat that’s frustrating.
On holiday I stopped mk (just forgot to pack it) and lost 4lbs within days, that came straight back on when I started it again. I can attribute around 13lbs of weight gain to water just from the cycle I think.
Blood pressure was a touch high for me the other day but not quite in high range (mine is normally absolutely spot on or low). Obviously keeping an eye on that.
I’m always happy enough cutting carbs but I do want to make sure I’m gaining muscle on this run. It’s an ongoing internal battle with my former fat self to eat enough to see the scale go up whilst looking fat again. But I do hope the winny flushes it out
I was planning to post midway pics in a few weeks so you’ll see the extent of the water lol
Hey Chados, thanks for the input.
A normal day for me looks like:
Meal 1 - 100g oats, almond milk, 45g protein powder, dried fruit, nuts and/or seeds
Meal 2 - 2 eggs, 6 egg whites with mushroom, peppers and asparagus in an omelette, piece of salmon/chicken/tuna steak with it and some salad
While training - dried fruit, protein bar
Meal 3 - sweet potato, chilli, broccoli (or Thai green chicken curry with rice or similar, there’s always a carb source, protein and veg but it’s the family meal so varies the most)
Meal 4 - 200g prawns with stir fry veg
Meal 5 - chicken sausages in a wholemeal pitta with pickles (or tuna mixed with avocado in the pitta)
Meal 6 - bowl of fruit with Greek yoghurt and a protein bar or shake
I’ll snack on almonds or walnuts sometimes
I do use some seasonings, low/no sugar sauces, soy, fish sauce etc
Also around 400ml milk with coffee throughout the day
Use some zero calorie sweetener (stevia) as well
I track everything and hit min 350g protein (normally 400 plus), never more than 400g carb (normally 350) and around 100g fat.
My salt intake is pretty high plus I use creatine but that’s the same off cycle.
I do think my excess skin doesn’t help as I have more surface area under which to hold water......I don’t mind looking fat on cycle, it’s the not knowing if I’m gaining fat that’s frustrating.
On holiday I stopped mk (just forgot to pack it) and lost 4lbs within days, that came straight back on when I started it again. I can attribute around 13lbs of weight gain to water just from the cycle I think.
Blood pressure was a touch high for me the other day but not quite in high range (mine is normally absolutely spot on or low). Obviously keeping an eye on that.
I’m always happy enough cutting carbs but I do want to make sure I’m gaining muscle on this run. It’s an ongoing internal battle with my former fat self to eat enough to see the scale go up whilst looking fat again. But I do hope the winny flushes it out
I was planning to post midway pics in a few weeks so you’ll see the extent of the water lol
Damn you eat clean then.. I can only put myself as an example here.. There's a difference between not adding fat and not losing and that's obvious but when I had a tren cycle at 400mg tren I ate 500gr of carbs and gained roughly 20lbs. I then looked leaner than before but I still felt puffy and not really lean because I added a little water and with that gain its hard for it to be all muscle.. The muscles made me look just as lean but undoubtedly I put on a bit fat. So I ran tren at 200 as a much milder cycle and I ended up at about the same weight as last time while actually burning fat. I went from 6 pack to 8 pack and my carbs were no more than 200gr a day often at 100gr.
Carbs just holds a lot of water and while I believe people can handle them better than others I still believe fat is more important for the muscle building process. As long as you have the energy during gym and you don't walk around hungry you don't need more carbs.
Obviously you know your body better than me and your weight loss was nothing but hard work and dedication. If this works for you don't stop it but as you said before helping another guy, change isn't always bad even if something else worked.
Im doing meal 2 right now, thanks for the inspo bro!Hey Chados, thanks for the input.
A normal day for me looks like:
Meal 1 - 100g oats, almond milk, 45g protein powder, dried fruit, nuts and/or seeds
Meal 2 - 2 eggs, 6 egg whites with mushroom, peppers and asparagus in an omelette, piece of salmon/chicken/tuna steak with it and some salad
While training - dried fruit, protein bar
Meal 3 - sweet potato, chilli, broccoli (or Thai green chicken curry with rice or similar, there’s always a carb source, protein and veg but it’s the family meal so varies the most)
Meal 4 - 200g prawns with stir fry veg
Meal 5 - chicken sausages in a wholemeal pitta with pickles (or tuna mixed with avocado in the pitta)
Meal 6 - bowl of fruit with Greek yoghurt and a protein bar or shake
I’ll snack on almonds or walnuts sometimes
I do use some seasonings, low/no sugar sauces, soy, fish sauce etc
Also around 400ml milk with coffee throughout the day
Use some zero calorie sweetener (stevia) as well
I track everything and hit min 350g protein (normally 400 plus), never more than 400g carb (normally 350) and around 100g fat.
My salt intake is pretty high plus I use creatine but that’s the same off cycle.
I do think my excess skin doesn’t help as I have more surface area under which to hold water......I don’t mind looking fat on cycle, it’s the not knowing if I’m gaining fat that’s frustrating.
On holiday I stopped mk (just forgot to pack it) and lost 4lbs within days, that came straight back on when I started it again. I can attribute around 13lbs of weight gain to water just from the cycle I think.
Blood pressure was a touch high for me the other day but not quite in high range (mine is normally absolutely spot on or low). Obviously keeping an eye on that.
I’m always happy enough cutting carbs but I do want to make sure I’m gaining muscle on this run. It’s an ongoing internal battle with my former fat self to eat enough to see the scale go up whilst looking fat again. But I do hope the winny flushes it out
I was planning to post midway pics in a few weeks so you’ll see the extent of the water lol
Im doing meal 2 right now, thanks for the inspo bro!
Im doing meal 2 right now, thanks for the inspo bro!
429 for 5....nice work man! Cant wait to see what you pull next week!Day 44 - felt big and heavy (not in a good way) after the weekend. Hit some volume chest and back with a bit of a bro session on arms. Nothing intense though
Day 45
Felt a bit ropey today, I often get the start of a cold or infection that never comes to anything (I think my body just fights it off without me really knowing I had it) and that left me a bit drained.
Weighed this morning, usual time, 237.5lbs lol crazy weight gain on this cycle. In reality 15-20 is water, I’m working on the basis 10 is muscle and hoping not much is fat.....but that’s a possibility. Still, I’m a big mother fcuker now haha.
The nipple sensitivity has gone, gonna drop the nolva and keep the caber going (to assess try to link any changes to a compound.
Cardio (running) is becoming a challenge at this weight. I’m doing it but it’s tough now.
Lifted today, just hit my main sets as felt ropey, got the sweats at one point. Highlight was pulling 429 for 5, definitely a pr and not maximal.
Just planning out my second half of cycle.
Thinking of keeping test at 600 rather than pushing up at the end, mainly due to the water retention. That’ll make it a 16 week run.
Going to start the gw and sr9009 at the end of week 8 (to coincide with finishing the liquidien)
Also going to spend the money on bloods after week 8. Basically to try and dial in this ai for future reference but also to see whether high e is causing water retention or not. Whilst I can live without seeing my abs for a while, lugging the extra non beneficial weight around is a bit of a pain.
429 for 5....nice work man! Cant wait to see what you pull next week!
Kickin ass! Glad to hear you shook the bug and still pulled a PR. Sounds like you’re going full gorilla status. Last time I was that weight I had the best meet of my life (I definitely didn’t have abs).
Thanks bro. I am a stubborn fcuker and it takes a lot for me to sack off training. I do just feel strong right now. To be honest even if I’ve gained fat and it’s not as much water as I think then at least I know I’ve definitely gained muscle/strength and it’s a learning point for next time.....being strong can be a fun as having abs for sure lol
forgive me.. but whats an abs?
Nice work dude!!!!Day 50
So the start of week 8 and the last week of the liquidien before a few weeks off everything except test (although I’ll start the gw and sr9009).
Nipples feeling great (sounds weird but you know what I mean lol), only dosing the caber with adex at the same dose it was before they got sensitive so I’m thinking hairygrandpa was correct and prolactin was the issue.......useful to know as npp is on my must try list at some point (along with tren maybe).
This is the point on an oral only cycle where I’ve really started to find it tough before but this is getting easier, pinning test 100% better than oral for sure.
So training, well although a bit rushed for time it was a fcuking delight today.
Back squat 5 rep pr at 335
Bench and bent over row prs at 236
I’m past anything I did at the peak of my last cycle on all lifts now. Feel like every week I’m just gonna be stronger.
Weight has stayed the same for a few days, down slightly at 233 but very slight increased vascularity in some areas. Water around the stomach (where most of my loose skin is) means abs barely visible but everywhere else looking good.
Here’s to another big week
Nice work dude!!!!
Yeah my diet is dirty af atm. Need to go shopping today, stock up on meat.Thanks mate. Feeling good.
Forgot to mention the food, absolutely no issue eating at the moment, doing 4K clean Cals with no issue day in day out. Have struggled when keeping it clean to get to 4K in the past but not on this run.......
The numbers just keep climbing!
"Golden Shower" "Work" "London Hotel"....I know what you where doing....Jack the RipperDay 51
Didn’t update yesterday as nothing really to note. Training is always lighter on a Monday (volume on incline bench then a load of stuff for traps, scap, rear delts plus arms)
Day 52
Bit fcuked off today. Combo of a trainer pulling out of sessions at the gym and work demands to travel to London meant the time I would have trained was spent taking a class instead. Hotel in London has a gym but no squat rack and not enough weights for deadlifting.
I deliberately designed my training week so I had the option to move rest days but this is the first time I’ve needed to and I really wanted to lift.
But that’s life so focused on work and will lift tomorrow night.
Was on a train for a while and did some musing.......in particular about whether a dht compound would help with water - Maybe a test/mast combo next time. Or just high dose epiandro (love that stuff).
I did also have an internal debate on whether a golden shower whilst having a normal shower would be better or worse that whilst not......it was a strange trip

I think it would be better outside the shower, until the end, at which point I feel one would like to have a shower nearby.Day 51
Didn’t update yesterday as nothing really to note. Training is always lighter on a Monday (volume on incline bench then a load of stuff for traps, scap, rear delts plus arms)
Day 52
Bit fcuked off today. Combo of a trainer pulling out of sessions at the gym and work demands to travel to London meant the time I would have trained was spent taking a class instead. Hotel in London has a gym but no squat rack and not enough weights for deadlifting.
I deliberately designed my training week so I had the option to move rest days but this is the first time I’ve needed to and I really wanted to lift.
But that’s life so focused on work and will lift tomorrow night.
Was on a train for a while and did some musing.......in particular about whether a dht compound would help with water - Maybe a test/mast combo next time. Or just high dose epiandro (love that stuff).
I did also have an internal debate on whether a golden shower whilst having a normal shower would be better or worse that whilst not......it was a strange trip
"Golden Shower" "Work" "London Hotel"....I know what you where doing....Jack the Ripper![]()
I think it would be better outside the shower, until the end, at which point I feel one would like to have a shower nearby.
I finally made it!!!! Too many pages to go back and look all of it up but i am here for the duration!
Hey good to have you here brother. Was wondering where you’d been!!
how high are you running your AI?