That's the thing though, you don't need steroids at your height and weight.
Plus, you sound like you're 16 years old. You'll never get ahold of anything unless your 21.
You are correct when you said that this is a pro-steroid community. However, steroids should only be used once you reach your genetic limit. If you're under the age of 21 or 22 and you take roids, you can mess your body up permanently.
Nobody is trying to be mean, and even if we agree to suggest what you should take, we wouldn't be able too because you never posted any stats.