it is now 4 years since my microsurgical varicolectomy. please see my posts in october 2010.
for 4 years everything went well, until october 22 this year.
i believe i have accidentally made my right varicocele come back slightly. i think this is because of 4 years of lots of hard running, hard lifting with squats and deadlifts and clean and jerks, and lots of hard masturbating. everything was going well in my life, meeting my running and lifting goals, masturbating well, ejaculations were good, testicles seemed cool and varicoceles were ligated and controlled.
a few weeks ago i decided to try pumping my penis again, i had done this dozens of times in 2004, 2005, and 2006 without any incident. pumping for fun with my girlfriend and having sex was no big deal. thought it would try it again a few times since everything was going well. nothing crazy, started with a small tube, keeping testicles well away, and pumping with low vaccuum for 30 to 40 minutes. at the 40 minute mark when i was about done, and everything still felt ok, i suddenly felt a slight twinge on the right side. immediately stopped pumping, pulled the tube off, and checked my body for problems. right scrotum felt a little difference and noticed possible change in veins or spermatic cord. masturbated to ejaculation to make sure everything was ok otherwise, which it was, then went to bed.
woke up next day, was pretty sure something was different down there. over the next few days, dull aching pains on right, and possible recurrance of 1 or 2 veins of the varicocele - or could be a new varicose vein, not sure. also testicles felt large, swollen. went to ER october 25 because pain was about a 4 out of 10 for 15 minutes at a time, just to be sure no immediate threat or damage. no testicular torsion, no cancer, but they did give me the bad news, a new small varicocele on the right side. and worse, small hydroceles on both sides. which i never had before. was also checked for a minor inguinal hernia, which ER doctor said she could not detect.
follow up exam with general practicioner doctor october 28 also confirmed no large or apparent hernia, so if there is one, it's subclinial. seems to be a real issue though, i cannot lift much weight without aggravating the symptoms, so i'll probably eventually be checked out closely by MRI or CT for a small inguinal hernia which may need to be repaired. new varicoceles, and hydroceles, are symptoms of inguinal hernia, so it's a possibility. i tried jogging a few miles slowly and the hydroceles swelled up like balloons, so i stopped. they decreased in size over time and mostly go away at night, returning during the day if i exercise or do standing work for a few hours.
set to see my original varicocele surgeon, dr sam thompson in indianapolis, on november 10. hopefully we can work out what has happened. really stupid mistake i have made, which i thought was relatively low risk since i have pumped many times in the past, has cost me big time now.
also set to be examined on november 18 by dr marc goldstein in new york city, to get his opinion on the matter as well. flying in and out on the same day and the exam is about 2 hours long and costs about 500 dollars. so i figured it was worth it to get checked out by the guy who is probably the best guy in the country on this stuff.
so yeah, the varicoceles can return, even from a microsurgical varicocelectomy, if you live hard, lift hard, jerk off hard.i suppose any stress you put on those ligated veins could, possibly, cause it to recur. will keep the board updated on diagnosis and progress in recovery. will definitely have to get the hydroceles treated, hope the varicoceles can be as well treated but surgeon may say he's not sure it's worth the surgery just for a small one. which i hate. i want these things gone and under control.