Trashed Endocrine System

[Mattinde520]

At age 16, Took 2 consecutive cycles of Methyl 1d when it came with HGH. No pct. Took another cycle about 3 months later. Did ANOTHER cycle of Mesodiol about 3 years later just to try to raise my test levels to feel decent again. Been depressed and borderline schizophrenic for about six years now. Im 22. What can i do to fix the problem? I can only think of TRT as a remedy. Got my bloods done today and anticipating the results.

 

[SLW2]

I think you need to consult your doctor on that one.

 

[warbird01]

There are some things that could help, but I would go to an endo ASAP.

What some ppl do:

nolva
20/20/10/10/10/10
Clomid
50/25/25/25/
DAA
6 weeks
Erase
4 weeks

Also blast some HCG. I would do 1000 EOD for 2-4 weeks.

But really, go to an endo.

 

[Mattinde520]

Have. Told me to take some SSRI's. Been down that route, taken every anti deppressant and anti psychotic on the market. Only burned a massive hole in my pocket. Ive been taking Erase lately and it def helps. Brings me back to a functional level but socially? Still an outcast

 

[Mattinde520]

ya warbird. The AI work really well but still doesnt bring my test up enough to be witty (enough). I am less indecisive and have much better control of emotions (especially since i have them now on the AI). But with the unconfidence still looming and slight anxiety, my strong personality can be quite abrasive to sensitive people and opinions that uneducated people dont even comprehend.

 

[foxpharma]

ya warbird. The AI work really well but still doesnt bring my test up enough to be witty (enough). I am less indecisive and have much better control of emotions (especially since i have them now on the AI). But with the unconfidence still looming and slight anxiety, my strong personality can be quite abrasive to sensitive people and opinions that uneducated people dont even comprehend.

Bro I'm sorry for your problem, good luck to bring you back to normal!. stay on this forum and safe some fools from the same destiny... there are so many people who messed them self up or gonna mess up in future.

 

[Mattinde520]

Totally Fox, i cant believe the ignorance i had when i started (started PH's at 16 ) Even still i think PH's or roids are a bad idea unless you make a living at bodybuilding and have an absolutely perfect doctor. Im staying positive about the whole thing because i believe in our day and age almost nothing is impossible

 

[foxpharma]

Totally Fox, i cant believe the ignorance i had when i started (started PH's at 16 ) Even still i think PH's or roids are a bad idea unless you make a living at bodybuilding and have an absolutely perfect doctor. Im staying positive about the whole thing because i believe in our day and age almost nothing is impossible

Yeah bro stay positive that help s lot! Never give up! I must admit that I used injectable way to early (with fresh 17), its just my luck that my body respond good to gear (I get very less sides, even from higher doses) and nothing mayor happend. Read around the forum bro, there is a tread called 'is death certain..', you won't believe how stupid the kid (op) in this thread is....

 

[Mattinde520]

Funny you mentioned that thread fox, i saw it was like....wtf? Why run so much? I cant believe people wanna get so big so fast! (Im guilty myself so i cant say much) But with age ive realized you gotta put on the breaks and adjust to your physiology slowly if your gonna get true results. You may become a monster fast but if that over confidence is built through physical appearance alone, your mental attitude could turn to arrogance and ignorance and that gets you no where fast!

 

[foxpharma]

Funny you mentioned that thread fox, i saw it was like....wtf? Why run so much? I cant believe people wanna get so big so fast! (Im guilty myself so i cant say much) But with age ive realized you gotta put on the breaks and adjust to your physiology slowly if your gonna get true results. You may become a monster fast but if that over confidence is built through physical appearance alone, your mental attitude could turn to arrogance and ignorance and that gets you no where fast!

Exactly. What's the point in being huge if you sacrifice your health?