bench
95 x 10
135 x 5
165 x 5
195 x 5
215 x 3
235 x 4
245 x 3s x 4r
thrusters
notes
just continuing with a 'taking it easy' approach right now. I think I'm fighting a chronic depression for a lack of a better word. Its not a word I like to frequently use since it sounds like feelings, emotions, and weakness, and as a man, I have none of these things. However I have noticed that when I go extremely hard at the gym the past month or two (or three) it leaves me really exhausted physically and drained mentally. and when my numbers don't hit my goals, it leaves me even further drained mentally.
so right now I'm just going at it a bit lighter, more of a bodybuilding approach. more movements, more fun. Less intensity. Keeping active, fit, and lean so that things don't get away from me until the fire is lit and i'm ready to set the gym on fire again. (in a good way)
That is what keeps me going. Like you said too, need to do a better job of not having such peaks and valleys that go to extremes.It always feels like the gym comes at me in waves. I'll have a really good training cycle for 2-3 months and set a PR somewhere, and then things crash a bit. I need to learn how to either not overdo it to the point of the crash, or how to minimize the downswings a little better I think. but knowing that it always comes in waves kinda keeps me in the game because I know that after every downswing comes another upswing.
That super set the other day looks like a killer
Its such a mental game for me. huge mental barrier with the pain. I honestly dont know if I have an injury or if its all in my head.
probably both, the body might say discomfort and the brain may send the signal, i was injured there, better back off make him feel pain
That push press drop sets looks like a killer