Alright guys, so I need some advice.
Due to the fact that most of the people on this board are older than I am and have more life experience this question is more for you.
So lately I feel like I am in a big ole rut...
You would think I should be having the time of my life and in a way I am but I have a few concerns.
I have a house, I am finishing school, I am getting married, etc.
But I have not wanted to do any homework, I ****ing hate school (and feel it is pointless), work (don't even get me started with work), I have interviews with new companys and that should be exciting but I am sitting thinking, what is the ****ing point...
All I literally want to do is sit around, play video games, and workout. Lol, thats it haha.
I've been slacking in all other aspects of life (other than my future marriage) cause I love that girl to death. We are doing great, but ****, I don't know.
Not sure if I am depressed or what it is.
I feel like there is so much **** going on right now I don't even know what to do. Honestly I have been slacking on YouTube with my channel, my diet, its just makes me want to freak out sometimes (but I obviously wont do that).
I just got back from a vacation and I was doing great and then I feel like I fell into a slump again.
Its like stuff around me is flying by and I am just thinking, ahhhhh **** it anyways.
Maybe its because I watched my mom pass away and I knew exactly what she was thinking when she passed. She didn't give a **** about the money, the clothes, the cars, etc. She just wanted more time to spend with family and really live and enjoy life.
That and I think my medication for ADD isn't working well anymore lol, it used to help me get on point and get **** done and now I am like FUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK IIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
Ok rant over. What do you all think? Lol... I am sure some people will say I am depressed but I have no idea why, and I have no idea what to do about it.