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Shazeezee runs DMZee + EPI and trest

Okay. I would like to point something out. So I gained 50lbs over halodrol pct DMZ pct. and Literally I look leaner than I have ever been. Probably because my muscles are bigger. But one thing I am not happy about is that My quads literally are about TEN times bigger than they were after I tore my ACL so I have stretch marks down my thighs pretty bad. but oh well.

My lifts have gotten somewhat ridiculous level strong that i was worried I would easily lose it all.
And jsut last shoulder day i was still doing good form lateral raises with 50lbs dumbells. I mean i never even ventured past 25lb dbells for lateral raises my first cycle and i didnt know my potential.

You really dont know what you can press until you try. I literally surprise myself because I got stuck in habit of always putting 95lbs on the barbell for curls and then I was raging off of trest and realized that I can do 135lbs with good form on curls for sets of five and after pushing that heavy weight the whole cycle i was able to do 10 reps now. I am glad i didnt stick around the same weights that Got so use to pushing and the mental barriers i set for myself.

I feel like that is a huge problem with most people. We set these barriers after working so hard to get to them. We think, "damn that was ****ing hard to reach It must be impossible to make more gains." Or " this is so ****ing heavy for me that its going to hard to be consistantly going up in weight." I mean I have a different training style than almost every single person I know.

I got to these weight where I would be able to do 10-15 reps with depending on diet. and would always stick to those and occasionally max out. I mean I have always been strong but nothing ridiculous. Like i would see "big guys pushing ridiculous dumb weight" like repping out 315 on bench and would think to myself damn Ill never be able to do that.

Like it feels crazy being that guy with some lifts now. The reason for the sentiment today is because of something that happened when lifting yesterday that reminded me when I first wanted to get as big and strong as possible.
I had 335 on the bar and just my brother that is pretty small spotting me. they asked if i need them to watch the sides of the bar. Then I said no and pressed it 4 times.
I never thought in my life I would be able to press 315 for 6 reps.



I mean I love bodybuilding and powerlifting. It is just the one thing you can only hold yourself accountable for. It teaches you so much. It teaches you scheduling and time partitioning. It teaches you mental toughness and self control. It makes you learn how to do something that you dont want to do even though you want the results.


I am not going to lie, My injury lit the biggest fire under my butt that I have ever experienced. Every day I go to the gym, wanting to be there or not and sometimes think to myself, "I dont feel like lifting, so i might just do lighter weight." then I look at that picture of me a year ago and ( ON cycle or OFF) i say **** that. I AM here and I am going to lift, and lift heavy.

I know that everyone has different things that work for them, like volume training or 5 sets of 5 or what not. I kind of have a weird style of training and do my own thing. I kind of lift everyday like doing a set for 12 where i really strained then deciding i want more, then going up in weight. Then deciding I want more than going up, then deciding i want more then going up.

That why sometime i have some weird logs where Ill do like 15 sets of one lift LOL.

The only thing I know That works for me Is lifting HEAVY A$$ WEIGHT.... I know that IF I AM pushing heavier and heavier weight ever lift period that My muscles are getting bigger and bigger to compensate.

And Im not gonna lie I AM addicted to the feeling of kicking up 100lbs dumbells and getting that OH **** thats heavy, im going to ****ing push it, feeling. Then dropping them and deciding you want more pain and weight.

It seriously takes a special kind of person to be into changing their body and an even more special person to chase bodybuilding and mass. You have to be psychotic and love pain and gain. You have to be able to manipulate your mind past what your body want (to stop, rest, eat bad food). Remember that feeling when you first started lifting, where you would push a new max and feel like the strongest man ever. Why not feel like that every time you lift? Feel like a ****ing monster every time you drop the weight after a set. Drop the bar after everyone just stared at you over head squat pushing 225 for sets of 10 when they thought it would have even been impressive if you just front squatted it.

I feel Like everyone On this website has that mentality and shares those characteristics, and we get along because of it. We are from all over the world and give each other motivation and notice each others hard work. I mean Even after Joining forever ago and saying this then, I am grateful for everything this website taught me.

I have met awesome guys and gals on this that I am actually super close with. && Dma378 for personally showing me the ropes on a lot of things and not getting annoyed at blowing up his inbox. :P

sorry for the rant guys. this probably is gonna be a lot stupider than I feel like it is as I type hahaha.


Like Ronnie said, "EVERYONE WANTS TO BE A BODYBUILDER, But AINT NOBODY WANT TO LIFT THIS HEAVY ASS WEIGHT. Ill lift it though."


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Well if that doesn't motivate you folks then you're dead inside. You've become an inspiration for me in return brother. Great log. Be tagging you up when mine starts in a month or so.
 
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There!!!! DAMMIT KilaCali
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lol awesome, yea looking good man but yea you need to hold the phone at arms length and doit, im telling you man itll show more of that def, like pretend your doing an extremely close grip bench and you just unracked the bar and brought it down about 1/4 the way with your arms 60-70% extended and we'll be able to see the chest and some core.. like this or give a side shot like #2 I wanna really see that def bro!!!
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But this is my go to pose habababa
 

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Hellz yea, now that's a good one!! I like that bro, its amazing your bulking more then most mofos on AAS!! and staying lean, craziness for real, no recomp in the lineup for you, you need to jum[p on some MSTEN and Alpha1, also some M14Add, need to get on the quad stack like me, you would be a terrifying site to see on pure bulk mode, all thick neck and **** lol
 
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Hellz yea, now that's a good one!! I like that bro, its amazing your bulking more then most mofos on AAS!! and staying lean, craziness for real, no recomp in the lineup for you, you need to jum[p on some MSTEN and Alpha1, also some M14Add, need to get on the quad stack like me, you would be a terrifying site to see on pure bulk mode, all thick neck and **** lol
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**** yeah thanks for coming in with the HUGE compliment. & I cant wait to get on some more bulking stuff or AAS in the future dude. I fear for the weights in the gym. they will fear my name
 
Ooooooh traps!


Haha, that test is too funny!
 
That made me tear up!!!! Thank you for the motivation! You've come so far and should be extremely proud of yourself, we def are! :D
 
This pic reminds me of your buffness!

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How about that. I was trying to emphasize how much width I've gained on my arms. Look at the shirt sleeve. Same shirt. Shirt wasnt shrunk or anything LOL

If that doesnt emphasize my arms circumference gain and delt diameter gaini dont know how to. But **** my shoulder sticks about two more inches past the shoulder seam than it use to.
 

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Awesome read man, I've only been a member for a couple weeks now but have been lifting for 6 and hovering over forums like this from my google searches for years until I finally decided to join this site and I'm glad I did, great people, great info, everyone helps each other it's just great, can't wait to start my cycle I'm going to log I hope all you guys can join me and enjoy some gainz!!!
 
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Awesome read man, I've only been a member for a couple weeks now but have been lifting for 6 and hovering over forums like this from my google searches for years until I finally decided to join this site and I'm glad I did, great people, great info, everyone helps each other it's just great, can't wait to start my cycle I'm going to log I hope all you guys can join me and enjoy some gainz!!!
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yeah man just PM me a
Link and I'm there for sure !
 
I'm working in the lab for research today just posted this on my snap feed and my college dropped her glassware laughing when she opened it
 

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Good to see you're doing good in PCT. I've been struggling to keep my weight at 215 since ending my cycle.
 
Actually if I had cholesterol base in my lab it's pretty easy to make an enthanate testosterone suspension believe it or not. :D
 
Best back and biceps day in forever.
I'm feeling a little chubbier though but oh well. There is a time and a place to cut down.
 
Fkn beast mode brother your doing awesome I hope my cycle is as successful, today's day 6 of my dmz my computer crashed the other day but I'm supposed to have it back by end of the week, I can't figure out how to set up a log from my phone
 
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Fkn beast mode brother your doing awesome I hope my cycle is as successful, today's day 6 of my dmz my computer crashed the other day but I'm supposed to have it back by end of the week, I can't figure out how to set up a log from my phone
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Forum > anabolics > cycle info > click "create new thread"

BOOM! Log...
 
Thought about you in the gym the other day, is that weird?

Honk honk for some updates, staying above dem pct doldrums, or the horse latitudes if you'd prefer?
 
Volvo140G said:
Thought about you in the gym the other day, is that weird? Honk honk for some updates, staying above dem pct doldrums, or the horse latitudes if you'd prefer?
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I think about you when I stare at the moon, and sometime wonder if you are staring at the moon thinking of me...


And all is good. Still around the same weight. I was a little week today because I just got over a stomach bug and didn't eat for two days. At about 218lb...

My boys are back and firing
 
I should create a progress log man. Something on going because I still update religiously just not as many people tuned in to see pct. ya dig
 
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