Committed suicide by hanging himself, I was notified this morning at 9 am. Fluctuation in hormones and personal issues can be a perfect storm. I have been saying for years keeping e2 in check with AI may lead to neurological issues. I was told this many years ago from one of the very well known Hollywood HRT dr I mentioned it many times, but as usually no one listens. Now you know why I was searching for alternative ways for over a decade because I knew. Due to my Aspergers I had to get off them for the impact they may have on neurological issues. I am now completely free of AI. By removing the offenders causing the increase of inflammation driving the aromatase in the first place my e2 is stabile and my shbg is now 18 vs 60 from 6-8 months ago.
Wayne Dyer said something about suicide that rings true.
Not to derail, Ive been very moody recently, after coming off a test eq cycle, using finasteride sparingly, and raloxifene 30 mgs the whole time. Been off three weeks, and on trt dose, hcg, and tapered off raloxifene down to 12.5. On top of this changed my sleep schedule,and sleep was broken, waking up after falling asleep, staying awake. I could be wrong, hcg seems to cause some hormone fluctuations in myself, even at 250 -350 iu's as its easy to accidentally go over 250 iu's. Erectional dysfunction very high, not being able to ejaculate for days. Personal issues, as im single, and rejecting girls , and unmatching with them on dating sites. Not smiling much and being to the point of very brief, not talking to people much or at all, only if I must for work. I have my ups and downs, and still moody. Feel like im doing a bit better. Life could be much, much better especially financially. That said, im thankful for what I do have. Looking for ways to get more, while im still alive and can get it. My hormones seem to be doing a bit better.
it can be easy to get into a negative mindset, do whatever it takes to pick yourself out of it. Im not here to preach, RIP Dr Crisler.
