anabolicrhino
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Hey guys I seemed to have misplaced my ego. Did anybody see it. I think I left it here or maybe it's in the "sports" section.Grunt76 said:That is quite right, but until someone publishes a handbook on how to become a diety again, those are just words.
About the erasing part: destroying the lower, stupid, ugly self is erasing all it is made of, isn't it?
I used to experiment alot with egoless existentialism. There were some moment(s) of real clarity, that I still value to this day. However the more I explored the universal consciencesness, the more I rejected the day to day ego based reality that most working class people must endure. This proved to be disasterous for me, as I lost my will to compete with the other males of the species. I thought this was a good thing, until I realized that the other less enlightened males were still trying to compete with me. I took quite a few ass kickings ( physically, mentally, financially) and women were universally not interested in my wimpy enlightened ass. So, I fought my way back to the ego world. It is somewhat like the Matrix, where there are two co-existing realities. One ethereal and the other corporeal. I need both to survive. I just wanted to caution anyone who is experimenting with ego loss. It can be dangerous..just like anything else that is worth your time!( and or place )