Always been plagued with this, but recently more than ever. Have a very high stress career, which makes it even more so. Just got done with PCT and have no motivation to lift. I run 3 cycles a year... pretty much have on and off for 10 years. I have a bottle of Osta that I have from years ago, thinking of running it before my next run in 2 months. I know broscience says this isnt ideal- but I'm mainly interested because it's not liver taxing. Not concerned about shutdown. Thoughts, opinions? I have an urge to hold a certain physique and in my head when I'm not on, i feel peasant.