Hey guys, some of you may know this, msot probably don't but I broke up with a pretty serious girlfriend recently. She was that one that you thought was going to be "the one." Turns out that wasn't the case.
Now she was a girl that I could be open with about my designer steroid use and everything. But she definately wasn't a good ifnluence on me, especially when it comes to eating and alcohol. That's not the reason it ended, but let's not get into that.
Recently I started seeing someone else. This girl is cute and extremely fitness and health minded. She could definately compete in figure/fitness but I don't think she has an aspirations to. But she is very "goody goody," for lack of a better term, and someone who I do not think would like the fact that I have used in the past and am in the midst of planning my first injectable cycle. And I am planning on doing a few competitions later on in the year and she will probably play a big part in my preperations. I want to be good enough to qualify for some national level competitions next year to get some major exposure in the fitness world...
Now this is the prediciment...she knows about my previous drug use to an extent. I've known her since she wa a Senior in HS and I was a freshman in college and those probably were my worst years. But she is so sheltered that I definately always kept things from her to keep her around as a friend and a FWB...This girl seems to worship the ground I walk on, honestly, but I don't want to push her away.
So what would you do in my situation? Be open and honest about everything?...which I think is a horrible idea personally.
I mean I'm in awe of how to handle this one. I'm usually great with relationships, but this has me in a bit of a bind mentally....
Now she was a girl that I could be open with about my designer steroid use and everything. But she definately wasn't a good ifnluence on me, especially when it comes to eating and alcohol. That's not the reason it ended, but let's not get into that.
Recently I started seeing someone else. This girl is cute and extremely fitness and health minded. She could definately compete in figure/fitness but I don't think she has an aspirations to. But she is very "goody goody," for lack of a better term, and someone who I do not think would like the fact that I have used in the past and am in the midst of planning my first injectable cycle. And I am planning on doing a few competitions later on in the year and she will probably play a big part in my preperations. I want to be good enough to qualify for some national level competitions next year to get some major exposure in the fitness world...
Now this is the prediciment...she knows about my previous drug use to an extent. I've known her since she wa a Senior in HS and I was a freshman in college and those probably were my worst years. But she is so sheltered that I definately always kept things from her to keep her around as a friend and a FWB...This girl seems to worship the ground I walk on, honestly, but I don't want to push her away.
So what would you do in my situation? Be open and honest about everything?...which I think is a horrible idea personally.
I mean I'm in awe of how to handle this one. I'm usually great with relationships, but this has me in a bit of a bind mentally....