HokiePride
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FYI: Drought continues but I will get back on track this weekend because vacation starts.
Yeah its real easy to let people and life in general drag you down and take away your motivation and drive. Really easy. You never have to give in to that though, you can just keep pressing through and eventually you come out the other side. I wish i wouldve learned that younger
Yeah that doesnt sound like a good situation. Hope it gets better quicklyI hear you and appreciate the response. It’s no so bad when it’s outside factors but it’s devastating when it’s family that attempts to drag you down on pettiness and attempts to attack my soft hearted character. The response was not good when this occurred. It made me realize just how much I need to distance myself from this persons drama who meant something to me at one point. Still family but I choose to now not deal with the person, yet their living in my house. I’m praying they make a quick exit at this point.
Update:
Benchmark #1 achieved:
Deadlift: 475 x 1 RPE: 9.5 Beltless
Yeah that doesnt sound like a good situation. Hope it gets better quickly
Yeah build on that. 475 is a good number to build on. Im sure youll pass me up in no time lol7/26
Not at all. I’m just tired of the negativity and I’m on vacation. I’m not going anywhere but getting my health and life in order but living with this person makes it tough. I have an exceptionally lengthy vacation and it won’t be this long again. EVER. I’m trying to make the best of it without making anymore waves because the other day I blew my top due to
Mother in law. I’m not getting all the necessary sleep or food. It’s basically tiring. I’m fed up.
On another note
My strength seems to be fading. Not sure if it’s due to lack of sleep, stress or food. Well I probably just answered my own question. I’m going to back off on top sets and increase volume.
At least the deadlift seems to be on track. I need to smash these accessories on back. I know legs and chest are suffering but I need to really figure out why.
I just found recently my test levels are trash. I wonder just for how long. Over the last twenty years I’ve been taking on tons responsibility and stress. I’m sure the things I held within my mind was extremely toxic.
Working on becoming much more calmer.
At least I hit that dead. Let’s hear a cheer for that 475x1. No it’s not like it’s trend or
Something. It’s my number today. Let’s build on it.
Also i know how it isnto live with someone like that. I had to live with my ex girlfriend for a couple months once bc we broke up after several years together and neither one if us could afford to move and neither of us had anywhere to go. That turned into a sh1t show real quick. As for the negativity my wife is a stress case and sometimes her negativity makes it rough for everyone in the family but we work through it and it passes. Its tough though for sure to live with negativity around you. I got some serious stuff going on in my life too and at times it seems like im just surrounded by negativity and theres no way out. So i know how it is7/26
Not at all. I’m just tired of the negativity and I’m on vacation. I’m not going anywhere but getting my health and life in order but living with this person makes it tough. I have an exceptionally lengthy vacation and it won’t be this long again. EVER. I’m trying to make the best of it without making anymore waves because the other day I blew my top due to
Mother in law. I’m not getting all the necessary sleep or food. It’s basically tiring. I’m fed up.
On another note
My strength seems to be fading. Not sure if it’s due to lack of sleep, stress or food. Well I probably just answered my own question. I’m going to back off on top sets and increase volume.
At least the deadlift seems to be on track. I need to smash these accessories on back. I know legs and chest are suffering but I need to really figure out why.
I just found recently my test levels are trash. I wonder just for how long. Over the last twenty years I’ve been taking on tons responsibility and stress. I’m sure the things I held within my mind was extremely toxic.
Working on becoming much more calmer.
At least I hit that dead. Let’s hear a cheer for that 475x1. No it’s not like it’s trend or
Something. It’s my number today. Let’s build on it.
Also i know how it isnto live with someone like that. I had to live with my ex girlfriend for a couple months once bc we broke up after several years together and neither one if us could afford to move and neither of us had anywhere to go. That turned into a sh1t show real quick. As for the negativity my wife is a stress case and sometimes her negativity makes it rough for everyone in the family but we work through it and it passes. Its tough though for sure to live with negativity around you. I got some serious stuff going on in my life too and at times it seems like im just surrounded by negativity and theres no way out. So i know how it is
8/27
Its a new week. I’m still half assin it in the gym. My focus is destroyed due to a live in mother in law. I thought I made major mistakes before. This was by far the biggest. If you ever think about doing it, smack yourself until you bleed. Then go to the ER after you get done beating yourself up and explain what you were about to do, so they can smack the **** out of you too.
Sorry to hear this Bro,and I hope things get better for You..
Thanks bro. Situation finally took a turn and improved. I’m now able to get refocused now.