op, get a blood test... guessing how shut down u are by the size of your nuts is retarded...
you shouldnt have stacked 2 methyls
if using hcg, you use it ON CYCLE... not in pct or post pct it can supress you further...
good luck, but honestly your crazy if u dont go get bloodwork before you try to fix yourself
this.
you should have run the nolva 40/40/20/20. some people like to claim "oh its just h drol you won't get that shut down, you might not even need a serm, just run a low dose maybe if you feel like it". Clearly, this isn't the case. Also, hcg acts similarly to leutinizing hormone to stimulate test production. Injecting hcg will supress natty LH production, hence why previous posters were saying it should only be used on cycle.
the fix:
get blood work. ask your doctor to order a CBC, chem-20 (CMP), free testosterone, total testosterone, estradiol, DHEA-S, FSH, LH, and progesterone.
hcg 250iu 2x per week for two weeks. During the second week, start nolva at 40mg ed taken at night. continue for two weeks. Then, 20mg ed for an additional two weeks. After, if you feel recovered, that's it. You're done. If not, have your physician order the same blood tests again.
just a heads up, see an endo. your PCP will most likely not be able to get your insurance to cover this, and these tests get expensive (insurance will most likely cover the CBC and chem-20, but not the others). an endo should be able to get insurance to cover this.