Brienn8989
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Isn’t it such a strange feeling to look so good but feel like ****? Haha
Yeah that lethargy can be a b1tch. Congrats on the PR. Over 2 plates now. Next stop 3 plates
Isn’t it such a strange feeling to look so good but feel like ****? Haha
Absolutely. I feel on top of my game right now in nearly every department - strength, looks, recovery, etc.. My activity level just doesn't show it! lol
If only more people understood the sacrifice it takes and the physical toll to look good/lift heavy ass weights. Congrats on a productive cycle!
Get a tennis elbow band. I had some serious issues last winter and had a hard time doing my normal workout routine. The band helped me continue training (without pain) and it has since healed. I got two of them on Amazon for like $10.Update:
Back with another update for everyone! Some good news and bad news..
Good news is, got my hand/wrist checked today and nothing is broken! The doctor does think there's some tennis elbow going on though. After I explained to him what I was feeling, he immediately pressed on a part of my forearm that not only hurt there, but sent pain down to my hand too. I'm just happy no surgery will be needed. He does want me on, what I feel is, a pretty hefty NSAID "cycle" though. 10-14 days of 600mg ibuprofen doses, four times a day. What do you guys think of this? Seems like an awful lot, but I'm no doctor!
Bad news is, the past two days have been utter hell. I think the suppression has kicked in full force because I feel like I can't get enough sleep to kill this lethargy. Pre-workout is doing nothing (C4 Ultimate yesterday, RE1GN today), no caffeine is helping otherwise - I'm shocked I even hit a huge bench PR yesterday. I get spurts of energy, but when I'm down, I'm DOWN. I even took an hour nap after work yesterday which I never do, and can't think of anything else at the moment besides sleeping lol. I'm thinking I might kick-start PCT to start getting nolva in my system, and I'm debating ending DMZ at the end of this weekend (my bottle might be almost out anyway). I'll miss the gains, but I'm really happy with how this cycle went and hope I can hang on to most of this.
Get a tennis elbow band. I had some serious issues last winter and had a hard time doing my normal workout routine. The band helped me continue training (without pain) and it has since healed. I got two of them on Amazon for like $10.
Yeah olympic bar is 45lbs. Ive weighed one before and its actually slightly lessUpdate:
Well today ends DMZ. I took my 15mg pre-workout, and will be taking another 15mg today around 6PM. Very sad, very sad.
Like I said though, we're going out with a bang. Last night I planned out my next PR - incline bench! Started today's session out with some incline bench, but did sets that wouldn't burn me out too fast like I do sometimes before attempting a PR. Everything felt great. Warmed up with 95lbs x10, 135x10, 165x5, 185x5 (5th rep was a little janky, lost mind/muscle connection), then wanted to shoot for a PR single. I believe prior to today, my single PR was 190-195. I tried looking through my logbook quick at the gym, and only found a 190 single. I swear I did more but whatever. I threw 30lbs on for the PR attempt because 185 moved fairly well with lots of control until the last rep. I ended up nailing 215 for a single to the point I shot a touch higher at 220 and hit that great as well.
That ends my cycle with a 220lb incline bench, 245lb bench... I may have posted saying it was a 250lb bench PR, but we'll call the Olympic bar 45lbs rather than 50lbs. There's some people at the gym, including workers, that claim it's a 50lb bar, but i'd rather say a conservative number.
Prior to this cycle my numbers were TOTALLY different..like worlds apart. My best bench was 215lb single, best incline was around 185lb single. I'm stoked that my bench has finally improved, now just hoping these gains stay for the most part.
I did hit another PR.. Close grip bench for a 215lb single to end the day. Like the others, this was also MUCH lower prior to cycle - maybe like the 170-180lb range? I'd have to double check, not a number I pay huge attention to.
Overall I'm really happy with this cycle, but can't wait to rest a bit. My body is definitely taking a toll while attempting maxes this week and last, but where I'm currently standing, these numbers are becoming more and more respectable. I may still attempt a conventional deadlift PR later next week, so I'll be sure to keep everyone posted on that. I do wish I can squat, but I'll work on mobility while off cycle. Not sure what's going on, but I have a feeling it's tightness in my lats, but not 100% positive.
I also forgot to mention yesterday and today.. I'm ending the cycle at about 210lb BW, and same 34.75" waist (measured around belly button) as at the start. I've had a hard time breaking 210lbs legitimately. I've only been over 210lbs if it was from excess carbs the day before. I want to blame this on a mental block from being afraid of getting fatter lol.
Yeah olympic bar is 45lbs. Ive weighed one before and its actually slightly less
It may be buried in the log somewhere, but can you share why you decided to go with nolva vs clomid? I am planning a future DMZ cycle and wanted a benchmark.Update:
Started PCT on 9/8 as planned. 20mg nolva ed. I've done morning doses but going to switch it to nighttime due to the horrendous taste it coats my mouth with lol. Alongside the nolva is 350mg l-dopa 1x/day. So far i'm feeling great. Honestly even the first day of nolva I was feeling better just a few hours after the dose. Could be placebo, maybe not. I'll continue this exact dosing protocol for 2 weeks then move to 10mg nolva + l-dopa for another week or two - just going to judge based on how i'm feeling I think. Again, bloods will be drawn.
Otherwise today I did some deadlifts just to try and ride the PR train. While I didn't hit a weight PR, I did hit just 10lbs under my weight PR (425lb) for a single without straps or belt. My 425 PR was with straps/no belt. That felt good, although I'm not sure how pretty the rep was. Overall, this probably wasn't the best idea for today, but I had a good bit of carbs last night and was hoping to ride off that. Oh well.
I'm planning to start a new training cycle soon. I'm going to use the same periodization program I used that got me my pre-cycle s/b/d numbers, so hoping to make some proper gains off this again. The only reason I didn't start the new program today was solely due to the fact I can't back squat. Whether it's lat or trap tightness, I just can't get my arms in squat position. Ugh. Just going to start doing stretches to help regain mobility for the next week or two.
My final note to add to this post is that i'm going to continue eating on PCT as I was on cycle. My body feels pretty happy here, and with the planned upcoming program, i'll need this food intake. I really want to lean out, but I also want to get muscularly big for once. Ah the struggle. I'll just continue stalking myself in the mirror and adjust eating from there I think, only enough to not hinder strength gains.
It may be buried in the log somewhere, but can you share why you decided to go with nolva vs clomid? I am planning a future DMZ cycle and wanted a benchmark.
Yeah let me know how it goes. I've used clomid successfully and so have always just done what works . It gets the boys working again pretty well, but wreaks havoc on my emotional state...if I can avoid that with nolva, I'll probably give it a try.I never really stated a reason why actually! I really just found nolva to be the most recommended choice among the masses between results and least amount of sides.
It seems you really can't go wrong either way, and one is likely better than the other for certain people so I may or may not find out the hard way how I react to nolva. I wish I could provide more evidence behind my reasoning, but like I said, I just based my decision off of general research here on the forum and on the web (that I'm sure you've done already too).
I'll of course share my experience with nolva which may help you make a decision too! So far.. Tastes like "cherry" cough medicine I used to take as a kid lol.
Yeah let me know how it goes. I've used clomid successfully and so have always just done what works . It gets the boys working again pretty well, but wreaks havoc on my emotional state...if I can avoid that with nolva, I'll probably give it a try.
Yeah let me know how it goes. I've used clomid successfully and so have always just done what works . It gets the boys working again pretty well, but wreaks havoc on my emotional state...if I can avoid that with nolva, I'll probably give it a try.
I just got done running Pct with nolva and my nuts are up and running and my test is at 1137 ( although my estradiol is high also ) but I didn't have any emotional sides. Or any sides at all from the nolva for that matter. Try it out man.
Guys... Help.. I'm withering away lol. Lowest weight I've been in weeks and I'm even eating a little extra compared to cycle diet because my appetite seems increased lately.
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Say bye bye to all the glycogen haha it’s to be expected with dmz.
RIP Glycogen. I did expect it at least, but I'm shocked at how fast it's happening :-O. This weigh in was quite the eye opener this morning!
Haha now you see why people get so depressed during pct sometimes huh? It sucks but just part of the process.
Creatine, HMB or BetaTOR, Laxogenin (high dosage 300mg+/day with cyclosomal delivery a must), Kratom (for pain), Vaso6, and DMHA/other Stimulants, all fantastic during pct.
Perfect time to start eating piles of Creatine to try and keep as much glycogen as possible. I've seen some pros eating as much as 20g a day in attempts to keep what's there.
Creatine, HMB or BetaTOR, Laxogenin (high dosage 300mg+/day with cyclosomal delivery a must), Kratom (for pain), Vaso6, and DMHA/other Stimulants, all fantastic during pct.
Keep working out hard and eating a lot, especially protein and I'm sure you will keep some of the weight. But it's definetly expected to lose bit. The scale can be demotivating sometimes. As long as I keep some size and definition I'm happy.
Small Update:
Wasn't happy with the amount of sleep I got last night, but still got to the gym before work and made it happen. I'm kind of in between programs at the moment while I work to get my mobility back, but I'm following a general plan which made today lower body day.
Started with front squats like usual, simply wanting to test how that strength is since I've been mildly let down by other lifts this week. They were actually moving REALLY well. So well that I decided to work up to a PR. 185 moved like nothing, I did 225 for a 2-3 second pause rep and it flew, so it was time to attempt a PR.. My PR before today was 245. I could've went for 250, but I've failed 255 in the past and wanted revenge. Got it!! 255lb front squat, no sleeves, no belt. I'm real happy about this. The last time I "failed" it, I was barely able to hold it in front of me. I got it off the rack twice that day and felt no confidence in trying to rep it. Today I ripped it off the rack and straight sunk it. I really hit it deep, no question at all on depth or else I wouldn't even post this
Speaking of revenge, I wanted revenge on deadlifts from Monday. Instead of conventional though, I wanted to switch it up and do sumo. It's been a few months since I've done sumo, but when I was doing it, I wholeheartedly believe it was assisting my conventional in that program. Anyway, since I really only wanted to "test" sumo, I threw on a plate and planned to just add 25's as I went. Well... let's just say I added a lot of 25's and worked up to 405 sumo LOL with straps. My PR was probably 315-335 before today, and, again, it's been months since pulling sumo. I know, I know, sumo is cheating, but it felt really, really solid today. Plus this was on a really stiff bar! Definitely brought back some minor confidence lost since DMZ ended.
That's all I have today. Back to eating!
Good for you bro! PCT is more important than the actual cycle. Keep grinding.
It’s always a relief to be done with a cycle, atleast for me haha the last week I’m pretty much over it. Well except for real sauce, I never want that to end. Haha
I hit a 315 front squat a couple months ago and thought 405 would be cool. Ive been too busy working on my back squat though and havent worked towards it at all lolThanks a lot man!
PCT has been smooth sailing so far. Diet has remained consistent yet maybe a bit more food than on cycle just because I'm eating when I'm hungry rather than ignoring it, but still not overdoing it. Seriously happy about today though because it was a nice confidence booster for tomorrow's training. I'm also inching closer and closer to a random, sort of goal lift I thought of earlier this year of a 315lb front squat. I hit a 225lb single earlier this year and thought "it'd be cool to hit a 315lb front squat".. Now only 60lbs away.![]()
Nice! So you had the same mindset after 3 plates as I had after 2. What's funny is that after I hit a 2 plate front squat, I also stopped front squatting for a few months to focus on back squat up until recently. It took a little time to refamiliarize myself with front squats, but once I did, I was hitting PR's like nothing.I hit a 315 front squat a couple months ago and thought 405 would be cool. Ive been too busy working on my back squat though and havent worked towards it at all lol
Tough to say right now. I'm debating TD trest + Msten. Maybe var only. Still planning, but I'll be sure to mention it once I know for sure!Any ideas for your next cycle?
I find with all these cycles at least for my ectomorph frame, it's a 3 steps forward and 1-2 steps back each time you cycle off...Forever withering away... Not sure how much more I can stuff down my throat lol. Waist remains the same. Might just start shoveling the peanut butter down! Invalid Link Removed