venicebeach
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Hey guys hows it going, im an 18 year old kid who has been using prohormones and steroids when i was 16. Flame all you want, but i think my story may be helpful to other kids like me who said they were, uhm, at least 21 or older on forums. First off I will say I do like aas, alot. I do however regret taking aas when I did. I would have much preferred to have taken steroids later in life, around 20ish as opposed to 16. Basically I was a kid who was 150 pounds when i started lifting at 6'3 and naturally got to 175. The attention people were giving me in high school was great and at that time thats what mattered to me (trust me im only 18 now and can honestly say, why the hell did i care so much?...) anyways i had plateued for six months at the same weight. Looking back I KNOW this could have been fixed with my diet, simply taking more calories would have helped. Anyways I looked here for guidance and decided epistane would be the first cycle choice. I did a lot of research and i do feel like ive done all my cycles safely(proper pct and support and ai). Of course i knew steroids were damaging to almost every system in your body, but being a teen is about the here and now.
The thing is though the psychological pressure I felt was awful. I felt small, and weak, and cared way to much about my physique during and after a cycle instead of appreciating the important things in life, good grades in school, health, and having true friends as opposed to the short term high school fiends we all had. One of the biggest things that i still worry about and haunted me for a long time, was "did my selfish choice to take steroids affect my chances of ever being able to conceive a child with a woman some day?" i plan to have kids and i realized that what if it was my fault that i couldnt have children... when i first cycled i was under the assumption that if my dad was able to get my mom pregnant after how many cycles he did i should be fine. But i soon realized that at such a young age my body and endocrine system was not finished developing so there is a potential for that. Anyways since i started at 16 ive done 4 cycles, which have consisted of sust, m1t, epi, trenavar, ultradrol, . of course not all in the same cycle.
I do wish i would have waited to cycle. im 210 and very lean now and thats great and all, but i miss the real journey of bodybuilding and knowing i felt safe. What about you guys?
The thing is though the psychological pressure I felt was awful. I felt small, and weak, and cared way to much about my physique during and after a cycle instead of appreciating the important things in life, good grades in school, health, and having true friends as opposed to the short term high school fiends we all had. One of the biggest things that i still worry about and haunted me for a long time, was "did my selfish choice to take steroids affect my chances of ever being able to conceive a child with a woman some day?" i plan to have kids and i realized that what if it was my fault that i couldnt have children... when i first cycled i was under the assumption that if my dad was able to get my mom pregnant after how many cycles he did i should be fine. But i soon realized that at such a young age my body and endocrine system was not finished developing so there is a potential for that. Anyways since i started at 16 ive done 4 cycles, which have consisted of sust, m1t, epi, trenavar, ultradrol, . of course not all in the same cycle.
I do wish i would have waited to cycle. im 210 and very lean now and thats great and all, but i miss the real journey of bodybuilding and knowing i felt safe. What about you guys?