GangstaJDog said:
I'm curious as to why you switched medications so many times. Did you take each of them long enough to properly determine if they were doing their job or did you switch because none of them did? Also, if your doctor thought your symptoms were under control, why would he give your MORE medication for no reason? Did I miss something? Did he give it to you because you had no bi-polar symptoms but still had ADHD symptoms? If he did he is fucking stupid.
ADHD is very often misdiagnosed when in actuality it is bi-polar disorder. So basically you have one or the other. Bi-polar symptoms entail those of ADHD, so if you had ADHD symptoms, it means your bi-polar medication was not working. You don't take one med for ADHD and one for bi-polar disorder, it's one disorder, you can't have both.
I see my Dr. about every 6 weeks. Before, when I had chronic insomnia, I saw him once a week. He still insists seeing me on a regular baisis due to starting the Strattera this past February.
I looked like **** and felt like **** back when I was not sleeping. I've taken a handful of barbiturates with no effect. I tried anything he wrote for me and he was seriously worried about me at that time. He was afraid my body was going to shut down and no one knew when or where it would happen. He wasn't worried about suppressing REM sleep .....he just wanted me to close my eyes and get any kind of sleep I could. I had one sleep study done, which was unsuccesful as well. I have had several consults with specialist and all agreed it was a bipolar disorder.
As for the differant meds I've taken. Some worked. Some didn't. The ones that did work seemed to make me retarded. Once, after I started taking trazadone I was sitting at a red light in the city..........the light turned green and I didn't have a clue what to do. I have an above average intellect and I was sitting there dumbfounded as to what green meant. After about a minute I decided it was to 'go'. There was a dullness to my eyes. Lifeless look.
1600 mg of Lithium was something I would have loved to have continued. After about 6 months on it I developed morning tremors or the shakes, this being after I would take it at bedtime the night before. I couldn't hold anything without having a (obvious to me) tremor in my hands.
The Parnate combined with Zanaflex at bedtime worked. Although, Parnate is dangerous I continued it until this past February when Strattera came out.
Now I take Strattera and Zanaflex. It seems to work well for me but I have only taken it since February. I'm curious to see what happens as the seasons change.
So, as you see , he replaced a manic/depressive (parnate) medicine with an ADHD (strattera) medicine. I, actually, was shocked he wrote me the adderall for the reasons you've stated. I was asking for phentermine so I could drop the clen but got adderall. I really doubted he would write the phentermine.
I suppose he thinks I'm controlled and can handle it. I am guilty for not bringing the possible/probable side effects to his attention for fearing he would reconsider what he was writing for me. I know that is bad, but I wanted the boost in energy. Grad school is trying to kick my ass, my 12-hour a day job, and working out ,.....leave little to be desired at the end of a very long day.
I know I won't take it forever.....just to get over the hump.