So I played around with pinning and cycles in my early 20's but was a the bar every night and didn't take it seriously. Over the past few years I have been OTC PH blends here and there with various side effects usually because of IMO lack of a test base. So this year, I decided to run an anavar and test cyp cycle at conservative doses along with 2 transdermals and maaaaan - I don't wanna stop.
I just never knew what I nice healthy balances cycles without sides felt like before and it's seriously great. I look great, my libido is literally through the roof and I feel great. I had blood work done about 2 years kinda hoping my test levels were already low so I could get on a regiment but I was good. Now I'm in a situation where I'm seriously DREADING getting off cycle. I enjoy pinning and really feeling great. My wife is happy cause I come home from work ready to hit the bedroom and I'm also not aggressive at all.
My issue is that I can't dream of maybe wanting to take a few months off of the gym and my test is fully shut down from running this stuff for a full year or whtever and I'm eating ice cream and donuts while pinning myself to keep my levels up. I'll feel like the biggest fraud. I mean, no...ice cream and donuts is just funny and thats not the real reason but I'm just concered about totally shutting my test levels down for good.
anyone go through this?
I just never knew what I nice healthy balances cycles without sides felt like before and it's seriously great. I look great, my libido is literally through the roof and I feel great. I had blood work done about 2 years kinda hoping my test levels were already low so I could get on a regiment but I was good. Now I'm in a situation where I'm seriously DREADING getting off cycle. I enjoy pinning and really feeling great. My wife is happy cause I come home from work ready to hit the bedroom and I'm also not aggressive at all.
My issue is that I can't dream of maybe wanting to take a few months off of the gym and my test is fully shut down from running this stuff for a full year or whtever and I'm eating ice cream and donuts while pinning myself to keep my levels up. I'll feel like the biggest fraud. I mean, no...ice cream and donuts is just funny and thats not the real reason but I'm just concered about totally shutting my test levels down for good.
anyone go through this?