hey i haven't had the time to get on here as much as i'd like lately and i just saw your message to me so please forgive me if i'm late in responding....anyway decabolen is horrible because it contains 3 oral steroids, thats right, they are active steroids, not prohormones like the company would have you believe....being oral steroids they are methylated at the 17th carbon making them toxic, especially to the liver. one is bad enough but 3 is outrageous....is a recipe for disaster, how old are you by the way... i could recommend some good supps for you