—BIGGER BY THE DAY—
Ended up fasting all Wednesday until 9pm or so since I was moving my Wednesday night training to Thanksgiving morning - I didn’t plan it, but it’s just something I find easy that drew me like gravity. I spent a lot of time that day reflecting on the idea of benching 405 this year. Not so much that it needs to happen this year, but that I shouldn’t be waiting around to try to make it happen. I had huge squat progress last bulk that would translate to a big total PR, but I needed to play that safe & take the 5.5lb bench PR to lock it in. And it was the right call, competitively that I would do all over again.
I realized I’m at this jumping off point - after losing 20lbs and being off supraphysiological doses for 6 weeks, my body is primed to rebound. My gut is healthy, my body has been recovering, my appetite is solid, and I only need to eat 3 easier meals a day to maintain lately. Everyone knows people who lost 20lbs and gained back 25 as soon as they thought they could go back to their old dietary habits - why should I be any different? So if I eat like it’s my job AND have the benefit of pharmacology behind me, I should be able to exceed my greatest bodyweight ever. And 6-8 weeks is definitely doable to keep up the big eating; it’s 4+ months that can be defeating. It’s a lot of time to be able to lose resolve/focus.
So if I can bloat back up rapidly, add that extra last 5lbs of bodyweight, don’t have to max out on squats prior, and get to do this in the gym, on my time, when I feel ready (regardless of date) - this all seems like a true & reasonable goal. I realized that if I don’t, it might be half a year at least before I get the chance again. My elbow has taught me how fast things can change - you really never know how long you have to do something. So I’m not wasting another day - I’m going for it.
Lowest weight, Wednesday 11/22:
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Starting composition at 246lbs:
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