Yo,
@Whisky bro, i the were buddies...
On the topic, it seems that dht derivatives cause anxiety. Masteron did for me, way more than tren (which actually didnt). Crashing e2 sends anxiety through the roof (consequently dht shoots up).
Who is to say that your anavar isnt indeed winstrol?
I know the feeling. You wanna jump out of your own skin. You feel like you are about to get your sh1t snapped all the time. Also paranoia. "These damn women looking at me like that they are prolly up for sth" and then you feel threatened feel like everyone is out to get you hahaha
Have you ever tried hcg?
Some time ago i stumbled upon a statement that exogenous testosterone has troubles crossing blood brain barrier, hence some people dont have any libido while on trt/cycle. Just browse through the internet, tons of people who complain they have 0 libido on trt.
Take this with a huge grain of salt as it sounds sketchy at best, but is intriguing considering my case as I am certainly one of those people and neither masteron, tren, proviron help, 0.
I actually just started a cycle because i need to be in a photoshoot of a kind (yep read that right) with my buddies and i need to look a bit better but immediately, like the nnext day after 1st test injection libido dead as fuk. Sense of calmness and numb d1ck, thats what i get from test, ha, who would have said that.
Seriously considering trying pt 141 but am scared of potential side effects reported such as depression and complete anhedonia.
Only thing that ever helped was hcg.