Alright guys. I need to get a verbal bitch slapping if it is due... I've learned alot on here. But I need to get slammed with cold hard facts. Regrets. And warnings. I did my first cycle in September of ostarine. 30mgs ED for 5 weeks. I was a MACHINE. The transformation was Insane. I almost wonder if there wasn't something stronger mixed with it... During November I didn't do any pct because I was uneducated. Then a helpful member on here enlightened me and I started my pct during December with nolvadex.
Now it's January and it's been almost 4 weeks now since I finished my pct. My life had fallen apart. I shut down my business. Moving. I'm beyond broke. And life has been rock bottom. I started taking LGD 4033 about a week ago. because I was so depressed I impulsively took a full squirt. Then I freaked out and took clomid RC. But I killed the workout and felt awsome. Could have been mental. But I felt in control again. And so basically I've been taking clomid 30mgs and about 5-10mgs of lgd everyday for about a week. I know this is fucking stupid. And this is where I need someone to rip me a new one. But I just feel so good. Althought my prostate is inflamed and I did feel some SLIGHT nipple sensitivity today. Other then that my workouts are Insane. And I'm confident and motivated. I think my stress is clouding my judgement and I turn a blind eye to TRT being required if I do **** like this. Although I just thought "**** IT" Life is so shitty right now ill just get juiced up and then who gives a **** if I die early or something. But it's hard to say **** it when I don't know what trt is really like. I've asked a few times before. But I'm really wondering if I'll regret it. Or maybe I'll wish I had started sooner... I like that mental clarity. Drive and confidence I get. But maybe I'm not really thinking about the negatives enough such as costs. Bloodwork. Appointments. Health effects. Children. Just how fucking stupid am I? I am 25. I have not done blood work. "I am too broke.. honestly I have no money right now. But i think I do suffer from low T. I feel like I SHOULD feel what normal people feel when I'm on sarms. Could be mental. Or it could be what I'm missing. Either way. I need a reality check. Roast me. Tell me your stories. Pros and cons. I need to make up my mind and make it up now. As of now i just don't care about anything nor my own health at this point... This **** makes me a whole new man. my thoughts are If TRT will make me feel this way forever I'd give my nuts up for that.. literally..
I need detailed responses. And yes I've looked it up and I don't see many people with regret stories. I'm tired of feeling like a run down old man at the age of 25. I'm tired of feeling like a little bitch. I want to be alpha and huge. Sarms have given that to me. It's given me the glimpse of who I feel like I should be. It's given me results. Given me respect from others. Girls. Confidence. Even when people look at me the energy is just different. So this is why it's so hard for me to not say **** it. So like I said. Please share your thoughts. I could use all of the opinions. And experience!
Now it's January and it's been almost 4 weeks now since I finished my pct. My life had fallen apart. I shut down my business. Moving. I'm beyond broke. And life has been rock bottom. I started taking LGD 4033 about a week ago. because I was so depressed I impulsively took a full squirt. Then I freaked out and took clomid RC. But I killed the workout and felt awsome. Could have been mental. But I felt in control again. And so basically I've been taking clomid 30mgs and about 5-10mgs of lgd everyday for about a week. I know this is fucking stupid. And this is where I need someone to rip me a new one. But I just feel so good. Althought my prostate is inflamed and I did feel some SLIGHT nipple sensitivity today. Other then that my workouts are Insane. And I'm confident and motivated. I think my stress is clouding my judgement and I turn a blind eye to TRT being required if I do **** like this. Although I just thought "**** IT" Life is so shitty right now ill just get juiced up and then who gives a **** if I die early or something. But it's hard to say **** it when I don't know what trt is really like. I've asked a few times before. But I'm really wondering if I'll regret it. Or maybe I'll wish I had started sooner... I like that mental clarity. Drive and confidence I get. But maybe I'm not really thinking about the negatives enough such as costs. Bloodwork. Appointments. Health effects. Children. Just how fucking stupid am I? I am 25. I have not done blood work. "I am too broke.. honestly I have no money right now. But i think I do suffer from low T. I feel like I SHOULD feel what normal people feel when I'm on sarms. Could be mental. Or it could be what I'm missing. Either way. I need a reality check. Roast me. Tell me your stories. Pros and cons. I need to make up my mind and make it up now. As of now i just don't care about anything nor my own health at this point... This **** makes me a whole new man. my thoughts are If TRT will make me feel this way forever I'd give my nuts up for that.. literally..
I need detailed responses. And yes I've looked it up and I don't see many people with regret stories. I'm tired of feeling like a run down old man at the age of 25. I'm tired of feeling like a little bitch. I want to be alpha and huge. Sarms have given that to me. It's given me the glimpse of who I feel like I should be. It's given me results. Given me respect from others. Girls. Confidence. Even when people look at me the energy is just different. So this is why it's so hard for me to not say **** it. So like I said. Please share your thoughts. I could use all of the opinions. And experience!
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