This excuse (
and I am no means pointing a finger at ya Ricky, as I struggle like that daily) can be used for ANY drug, kratom, Xanax, Vicodin, etc, etc.
Its so easy in this life we all live to think "damn today sucks...*pops a Xanax*...wow today is much better...WHY CANT EVERY DAY FEEL LIKE TODAY!!!" And so the cycle continues.
Only thing to do is ACT, and break the cycle.
If you really want to quit. Then you can do it. Stock up on Imodium, stock up on Red Bull, stock up on Valerian Root, hell even Kava Kava (from NOW brand, its decent stuff, cheap and works, not as easy to abuse or get hooked on daily use)...and before anyone starts, the bull about kava kava being hard on the liver is FALSE. The same way that the FDA is saying kratom kills, etc.
I should mention, throughout my 10 years of daily kratom use (usually 10-12g at once), Ive gotten full labwork done quite a few times over the past few years...Kratom has NOT negatively effected my liver or kidneys (as the government is claiming is yet another reason to hate kratom).
At least stopping kratom wont kill ya!!!
But seriously, best of luck to anyone struggling.
If I'm honest with myself, I take kratom daily to keep my addict mind at ease and the "need" and "draw" towards my past evils, satisfied and at bay.