Bleeeeh. Day 21 took a turn for the lame as per usual with my life. This chick came over at 8pm on a sunday to hang out and crash (tell me if im crazy...but that has sex written all over it). We hang out and she doesnt seem to be moving things towards that until I suggest we go to the bed (it was 1am already...she knew I had work the next day but apparently not crucial). Then I make a move on her and shes like.."Yeah im not feeling it"....So basically , I cleaned up my entire house, washed my sheets, make this girl dinner, smoke her up and host her despite the ridiculous time she chose to hang out and the decides she just wants to go to sleep... Im not the kind of guy who expect girls to sleep with me just because you come over...but when THE WHOLE situation is geared towards that happening (including conversations we had previously where she even mentioned how it was a good thing things didnt work out with the last girl so now we wouldn't upset her) including me choosing to sleep less to cater to your time request...yeah Im going to expect sex and her last minute change of heart pissed me off. Of course I was a gentleman about it, treated her with respect the entire time and even let her stay at my place after I had to go to work... All in all i slept for 4 hours, worked my ass off and ended up EXHAUSTED AS HELL this morning and ended up with some blue balls to show for... But hey...men are dicks...
Damn tease! Sorry bro! What does she expect coming to a guys house to stay the night when he's on cycle! Hahaha
Dawgggg, not fair at all. I get that she has that choice, yes she can choose to change her mind and theres nothing I can do about it. However, I can also choose to not like you anymore for toying with me when you know very clear what would make me happy. I went out of my way to make her happy and give her the best night I could...she CHOSE not to do the same for me. Oh well, not giving that girl another second of my life. Im done with girls who dont know how to return the effort or think of sex as something they own and have to give up...sex is an amazing experience for both of us (especially her according to all my previous experiences lately) so yeah, im just gonna smoke a blunt, get over it and take my business elsewhere.
Hahaha!... that's right brotha! It's her loss! She was lucky to be offered a slip n slide by you bro! She missed out on that one! Hahaha! Fuk it bro! Ur gettin shredded and soon every biatch in the known galaxy will be at your finger tips!![]()
Bleeeeh. Day 21 took a turn for the lame as per usual with my life. This chick came over at 8pm on a sunday to hang out and crash (tell me if im crazy...but that has sex written all over it). We hang out and she doesnt seem to be moving things towards that until I suggest we go to the bed (it was 1am already...she knew I had work the next day but apparently not crucial). Then I make a move on her and shes like.."Yeah im not feeling it"....So basically , I cleaned up my entire house, washed my sheets, make this girl dinner, smoke her up and host her despite the ridiculous time she chose to hang out and the decides she just wants to go to sleep... Im not the kind of guy who expect girls to sleep with me just because you come over...but when THE WHOLE situation is geared towards that happening (including conversations we had previously where she even mentioned how it was a good thing things didnt work out with the last girl so now we wouldn't upset her) including me choosing to sleep less to cater to your time request...yeah Im going to expect sex and her last minute change of heart pissed me off. Of course I was a gentleman about it, treated her with respect the entire time and even let her stay at my place after I had to go to work... All in all i slept for 4 hours, worked my ass off and ended up EXHAUSTED AS HELL this morning and ended up with some blue balls to show for... But hey...men are dicks...
Man you should get used to straight rampaging girls if they dont like it at first they will have no complaints afterwards! Just dont Bill Cosby them and act like the mad hazard.
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There have been a change of plans...I got some Phera on hand and I cant wait to use it hahaha. I will be restructuring my cycle a bit to replace triumph for phera. I said id go balls to the wall with this cycle...and thats exactly what im going to do! Metamorphosis, HERE WE GO!
I will be taking my first 20mg of phera today before hitting the gym for the first time in weeks. Hopefully all the strengthening and stretching will pay off and I will have an amazing session to brag about.
Oh, for those that dont know. Running Phera has been a dream for me for some years, so this is legit dream coming true level ****! Only fitting for the most important cycle I will ever run.
are you talking phera-plex AKA phera-flex AKA p-plex AKA phera feavor? BEAST mode GO
To be honest, im worries my initial assessment was correct. I can feel the phera and its amazing but i feel like im wasting it. I still cant push weight around and im forced to rest a lot in between workouts. If the phera helps me get to the point where i can lift again then itd be worth it but it doesnt feel like its having the best injury healing effect. It might be too soon to tell though. If things keep going the same way, i might switch things up. My main goal is healing all the way up and if this isnt contributing and wrecking my liver in the process, its pointless
Honestly bro i would cut it. If your not lifting i feel its going to be more detrimental to your health then it would be beneficial. Save it for when your back lifting decent weight. Just my 2 cents.
Update: Since I have been struck by what seems like endless amounts of lethargy for an unknown reason, I will be posting proper updates once a week until either I start feeling more energetic or the end of PCT. I will try to add shorter updates as I go. Those are easier to sneak in during work
Recently ive been feeling lethargic, woke up with a lot of tightness in my neck and havent been able to do yoga because of easter (fuking bunny) so ive been doing cardio and rehab exercises. I am definitely making great comp progress but the fact that I cant lift properly is starting to drive me insane...I keep going to the gym and trying to do a proper set and theres ALWAYS some ****ing muscle that is hurting or is so tight it makes others hurt as the range of motion is degenerated. I am about to start using some heavy benzos to try to prevent the tightening that happens overnight. I am also looking int scheduling appt with a doctor that performs ART and GRASTON scrapping close to home.
As always, my mother****ing life is an uphill battle and this cycle is no different. Just when you think things are gonna start going smoothly,
SURPRISE MOTHER****ER SPOOKY TIGHTNESS AND LETHARGY!
....Round *insert long number*....FIGHT!
Hey! According to: Invalid Link Removed my hunch of applying EP1C TD to my midsection every day might not have been so crazy after all.
Major pros/cons of your bold cycle?