I was a problem drinker starting at an early age, I also abused drugs in my youth. things escalated over the years and I attempted to quit many times, I knew I had a problem but the urge to drink was too strong. I would quit for awhile, then think I could handle it and go back...I did this yoyo act for many years until things got to the point where I just didn't feel that drinking was worth all the good things in my life that I was very close to losing, primarily my wife and kids. I have always held a job, I guess I was what they call a functioning alcoholic but my job performance was definitely suffering.
then one Friday night I really tied one on, I woke up the next day and felt like I wanted to die, and I couldn't remember hardly anything from the night before....I sat there on my bed and thought this is not the life I want, so I decided once and for all to quit....I have never looked back, and hardly ever am tempted to drink-all I have to do is tell myself how much better my life is since I quit drinking....I would be remiss if I didn't include willie and GOD, willie convinced me to turn my life over to my higher power [GOD]. I was brought up in the church but wasn't really very religious, it was a struggle to turn my life over to GOD but it was the best decision I have ever made, it saved my life!!!!
thank you willie, I love you man!!! RIP...seriously brought a tear to my eyes typing that....