We all go through this, bro. Of course you wanna stay on top of the world, but you can't do that if you're dead. This board is pretty damn good for solid, reliable advice. I think I can speak for everyone on the board when I say that the safety of our body is always number one importance - I mean, you can't cycle again if your body shuts down on you, bro. The universe is equal and opposite... live by karma... and everything will come back to you good good good.
Start PCT, hit the gym hard, let your body heal for 8wks-ish and let those hormones get back to a natural homeostasis.
What does PCT look like for you?