I would go with Hdrol or epi. Both are fairly mild, produce great strength and can be used for size, cut or recomp depending on your diet and routine. Both could go with an otc. I would keep around 4 weeks for your first. For otc look into reversitol, hypertest and lean extreme. There are similiar compounds that work. Those are what I used for my last Protodrol cycle and worked well so they are fresh on the brain. I would still keep a SERM on hand just in case. Also, there are few products I would go OTC on and these are 2 of them. Good luck and please dont be stupid.