Oh f*ck bro. You need to do a lot of research before you run a cycle.
A SERM is a selective estrogen receptor modulator. it makes it so your balls come back after a cycle and you don't grow man boobs. YOU NEED ONE. SERMs are : Nolvadex (not novedex XT) aka tamoxifen citrate; Clomid aka clomephin citrate, and toremifine.
You have HOURS upon HOURS of research to do.
PM me for my email. I'll help you out, but we can't talk about where to find SERMs on the board. They are prescription drugs.
And actually, if this is your first steroid, don't run Cyclobolan. Superdrol is way too strong and f*cks way too many people up to run as your first run. Buy 2 bottles of CEL hdrol. Run it 50/50/75/75/100
You'll have a bit left over, but in my opinion that is the SAFEST cherry popping cycle for orals. No worries about gyno or hair loss. Just worry about recovering your test production... and that is what your SERM, Test booster, and AI will do.
Just PM me dude... I'll help you out.