Way more nervous then let show but was determined to get it done! Watched the video on YouTube about the process for the tenth time and got ready. Picked the spot on my right quad that I wanted to use as the injection site and shaved it clear of any hair. Got the 1ml vial ready and tugged at the "snap away top" (yea right) went at it a second time with a bit more force and shattered the top right off gaining a small cut on my finger in the process.... At this point I was like wtf not a good start! Bandaged up the finger and prepare the first needle and syringe. Tried to draw the test and oil from the vial and completely underestimated what it takes to draw up. Stuff is thick! It didn't make it easy that I was pulling from a single dose vial with an open top so there was no using gravity to help you. Got it all together finally and started getting a bit more nervous as I knew at this point there was no turning back, I had a job to do and damn it I was going to do it! Went through 3 more needles through stupid capping failures and setting the needle down on a surface that wasn't sterilized... Don't even ask! Now I was time to go at it. Pulled the syringe up to the leg after sterilizing the inject area. Went to inject and said no... Repeated 5 times like a little beotch and the sixth time I put it up to my quad and said no once again yet my arm said f u and went for it. Needle entered leg with no pain and sunk into my leg little by little until about 1/2 an inch was showing of the 1.5 needle. Pulled back and tried to aspirate but nothing happened tried to pull harder and still nothing so I said guess that means push! At this point I was incredibly high off the whole experience and was in disbelief that I had actually gone for it. I pushed on the plunger for a solid minute and though I must be done by now but when I looked nothing had even budged! Put a little more force into it and pushed about a quarter inch at a time with 20 seconds of wait in between. By the time I had finished I had just 1/8 inch of the needle showing and let it sit there for about 2 minutes to ensure the oil would spread away from inject site. Pulled the needle straight out and said holy sh1t was it really that easy and did I really just do this??? Let me tell you I am a complete Puss C when it comes to needles so this is a mile stone. I can't even give blood I'm so afraid!! Had absolute no pain and just a spec of blood came out. I think I did pretty damn good for a first timer! However the pain set in about an hour later and got worse and worse as time went by.