update!!
on my 2nd week of pct and im back down to 195. but very solid. i was gettin a bit puffy, i started taking in some vitex and that blew all that out the window. i took a road trip to houston last week and that had a major effect on my weight. i was at 205, before leaving florida.. since i didnt want to be stopping to piss every 30 minutes, i slacked on water, and i only snacked during the trip. nothing major. crazy but i dropped 10 pounds from saturday night to wednesday night.. probably alot of water retention and bf anyways, but 10 pounds nontheless!!! im fluctuating between 195 and 199, back and forth.. my strength is there, and im hitting the weights relentless.
My libido has been behaving quite normally. Just to point out to you guys.. There was never a situation during my cycle where i could not perform! so for you guys scared of shutdown and lack of sex drive.. you probably shouldnt be. but then again, different folks different strokes!
I have however been goin thru some issues.. seems like depression from being off the tren. i read about that in another thread somewhere.. well, i have to say, its a mix of that and a few personal issues im goin thru. but the stress definitely seems to be amplified by the lack of tren. I wish i could stay oncycle for ever!
I will keep yall posted, but so far im holding on to these 25 lbs like a meal ticket!!!