To explain my goals I'll have to explain my history. Starting at about 35-40% bf I have been lifting heavy consistently for 2 years. I dropped down to about 30% bf in the first year with minimal attention to my diet, only consistent lifting. After a year, I dialed my diet in and started monitoring calories and macros. Now for about 7 months I have consistently hit calorie and protein goals. Got myself down to about 20% bf but with my frame am still "buff fat" at best. Most of my goals are aesthetic, but I do have some specific strength goals as well. I would like to see myself bench 250, squat 350 and DL 300 lbs and hopefully be at a low teen bf%. I'm currently stalled on both strength goals and bf% goals. I had my testosterone tested recently and it was 340, so higher than what they would prescribe TRT but when reading studies I found it was incredibly low for my age (36).
Your not in a good position to run a cycle, I know for people who struggle with diet it's hard to hear it but loosing weight is simple, eat less and move more. Cycling won't make the diet easier and diet is the issue. When using steroids for physique goals, ideally you wanna end your cycle once your abs are no longer visible. 10% is a good starting point and 15-18 is usually time to pull the plug. The higher your bf, the more side effects. Gyno and acne are much more likely with high bodyfat as you will most likely convert to estrogen at a higher rate then normal. Also, there are androgen receptors in fat tissue, the more fat you have, the more of your gear is lost to those receptors. Honestly it's all irrelevant but I wanted to give some reasons why you should wait. Steroids build and maintain muscle well but they don't do much for fat loss. And most fat loss drugs are stimulants and heavy stim use on someone with poor cardiovascular health isint alway a great idea either. I would explore a few natural ways to see if yiu can get your testosterone up to a healthy range, (getting to a healthy bodyfat % will help too). If you do end up on try I would not push the envelope until you have gotten down to a solid healthy weight.
If your over 10% bodyfat it's very unlikely you stalled on bf goals, your just not making the right adjustments.
Keys to reach your goals
Track every calorie every day, if your dieting and normt following a set plan then you don't have a plan.
If your not following a workout routine and keeping a logbook again you don't have a plan
Cardio is kinda king here, you should be increasing cardio until your doing about 45min to a hour 4-6 days a week. Once you max out the cardio you gotta increase the intensity of the cardio.
If you wanna spend a few bucks I'd look into a non stim fat burner but again, diet is more important.
Also, if fat loss has really stalled I'd look to your total calories and food selections, insulin sensitivity is very important for loosing fat and building muscle. You can get a glucose monitor for 25 bucks at Wal-Mart.
Sorry for thevrant. I had a lot more stuff I wanted to say but I tried to condense it best I could