figured id update you guys.
Bad News.
I have a grade III varicocele, dont know if this relates, but it triggered me to check my T levels. Past 5 months have shown Total T in low 300's with Pituitary LH at 1.5. However, my I feel "normal" and I'm still getting stronger. I've dropped some weight down to 178 but still just as cut.
I feel exactly the same as I did before using any oral prohormone/steroid. I just think this is why I reacted so strongly usage of these methyls. I've come to the conclusion that I've had lower test levels throughout my life and my body has adapted to hold muscle extremely efficiently, thus I explode on any PH. My body was probably used to the 3 years of beating it took with low levels and then when it received a month supply of epistane, it went nuts.
Its bitter sweet to find this out. No doctor wants to help me around here. I feel fine, I am NOT feeling shutdown and I TRULY believe its not related to PH usage. I've always had oddly little amount of facial hair and my size never equals my strength.
When I look back on highschool through college some things may have finally clicked in my mind:
-not much facial hair compared to everyone else in my family
-rediculous stupid gains on havoc
-brain foggy/really sleepy all the time after 3pm
-a nap in the afternoon after classes has always been oddly necessary
-sex drive did indeed drop somewhat after my junior year of high school, I remember taking tribulus/maca root trying to see if I could figure out the problem
-**Mood swings/Easily Irritated - This DEFINITELY started happening around my junior year of High School. My family/friends/and GF certainly can testify. I thought my testosterone was raising.
After seeing these blood tests and rethinking my past few years...I think I have minor symptoms of lower end T.
But, even tho i'm 99.9% sure these lower T levels/LH are probably my normal levels, theres still .1% of me that wishes I knew for sure it wasn't related to havoc.
PLEASE get baseline blood tests guys before you cycle anything in your life.
I'm officially traveling to see Dr. John Crisler next tuesday in hopes of maybe HCG Monotherapy or maybe TRT+HCG. I really want to see for possibly the first time what 800+ average levels for my age. I seriously believe I have the genetic structure to build alot of muscle, its just I've always lacked the Testosterone.
Once again, before you people started pointing fingers with the "under 21 steroids, this is why you don't take orals blah blah blah" I'm VERY certain this isn't related.
Bad News.
I have a grade III varicocele, dont know if this relates, but it triggered me to check my T levels. Past 5 months have shown Total T in low 300's with Pituitary LH at 1.5. However, my I feel "normal" and I'm still getting stronger. I've dropped some weight down to 178 but still just as cut.
I feel exactly the same as I did before using any oral prohormone/steroid. I just think this is why I reacted so strongly usage of these methyls. I've come to the conclusion that I've had lower test levels throughout my life and my body has adapted to hold muscle extremely efficiently, thus I explode on any PH. My body was probably used to the 3 years of beating it took with low levels and then when it received a month supply of epistane, it went nuts.
Its bitter sweet to find this out. No doctor wants to help me around here. I feel fine, I am NOT feeling shutdown and I TRULY believe its not related to PH usage. I've always had oddly little amount of facial hair and my size never equals my strength.
When I look back on highschool through college some things may have finally clicked in my mind:
-not much facial hair compared to everyone else in my family
-rediculous stupid gains on havoc
-brain foggy/really sleepy all the time after 3pm
-a nap in the afternoon after classes has always been oddly necessary
-sex drive did indeed drop somewhat after my junior year of high school, I remember taking tribulus/maca root trying to see if I could figure out the problem
-**Mood swings/Easily Irritated - This DEFINITELY started happening around my junior year of High School. My family/friends/and GF certainly can testify. I thought my testosterone was raising.
After seeing these blood tests and rethinking my past few years...I think I have minor symptoms of lower end T.
But, even tho i'm 99.9% sure these lower T levels/LH are probably my normal levels, theres still .1% of me that wishes I knew for sure it wasn't related to havoc.
PLEASE get baseline blood tests guys before you cycle anything in your life.
I'm officially traveling to see Dr. John Crisler next tuesday in hopes of maybe HCG Monotherapy or maybe TRT+HCG. I really want to see for possibly the first time what 800+ average levels for my age. I seriously believe I have the genetic structure to build alot of muscle, its just I've always lacked the Testosterone.
Once again, before you people started pointing fingers with the "under 21 steroids, this is why you don't take orals blah blah blah" I'm VERY certain this isn't related.