wildman536
Active member
Long post but some of you may relate.
i was at a supplement store tonite and was talking to a guy who about 5 yrs ago probally was me. He was asking about diet and nutrition (how and what i did) then he got into the steroid/PH/PS subject. It was pretty obvious that he wasnt just taking the OTC stuff that he was selling and was trying to find out info on products that they arent aloud to sell, 1AD, M1T, DBol, Anadrol, etc. i just got that feeling that he was taking some of the before mentioned stuff just diddnt know what and was seeking info on how to best use them. So using some of my AM.com knowledge that i have aquired over the years i helped him out. but that got me to thinking (getting to my point of the thread) about how young and unknowledgeable (SP?) i was when i first picked up a weight and a pill for the first time. I do not blame my lack of knowledge on laziness but on pure not knowing how or where to find the info that i so very much so needed. So like MANY others i proceeded to use the supps the best way i knew how--- Blow the f up lift heavy ass weights and win on the fball feild-- as much as i could. Of course over the years i have become more informed on the subjects (to include diets, and routines etc) and can go forth into good things. Its just the going foreward part that makes my stomach churn, Do i want to continue on this Get Huge routine that i have worked SO HARD AND LONG to aquire, or do i just want to be that joe that walks into the gym and lifts has a 6-pack yr round and go on forever like that?
I know that in my heart i will not be happy if i do not get huge and onstage, maybe not win but at least be there and compete and JUST DO IT. But when i look on the otherside i realize that i do want to sleep sound at night and not have the sides of what getting to the point that i want to get to has in store.
Im going to take a look at the whole thing and weigh out the good vs. the bad and go from there (but i have to tell you that when i see a deisel guy that competes i will be that guy that says i could have done that but diddnt.)
Thanks for reading. Please post what you think.:icon_lol:
i was at a supplement store tonite and was talking to a guy who about 5 yrs ago probally was me. He was asking about diet and nutrition (how and what i did) then he got into the steroid/PH/PS subject. It was pretty obvious that he wasnt just taking the OTC stuff that he was selling and was trying to find out info on products that they arent aloud to sell, 1AD, M1T, DBol, Anadrol, etc. i just got that feeling that he was taking some of the before mentioned stuff just diddnt know what and was seeking info on how to best use them. So using some of my AM.com knowledge that i have aquired over the years i helped him out. but that got me to thinking (getting to my point of the thread) about how young and unknowledgeable (SP?) i was when i first picked up a weight and a pill for the first time. I do not blame my lack of knowledge on laziness but on pure not knowing how or where to find the info that i so very much so needed. So like MANY others i proceeded to use the supps the best way i knew how--- Blow the f up lift heavy ass weights and win on the fball feild-- as much as i could. Of course over the years i have become more informed on the subjects (to include diets, and routines etc) and can go forth into good things. Its just the going foreward part that makes my stomach churn, Do i want to continue on this Get Huge routine that i have worked SO HARD AND LONG to aquire, or do i just want to be that joe that walks into the gym and lifts has a 6-pack yr round and go on forever like that?
I know that in my heart i will not be happy if i do not get huge and onstage, maybe not win but at least be there and compete and JUST DO IT. But when i look on the otherside i realize that i do want to sleep sound at night and not have the sides of what getting to the point that i want to get to has in store.
Im going to take a look at the whole thing and weigh out the good vs. the bad and go from there (but i have to tell you that when i see a deisel guy that competes i will be that guy that says i could have done that but diddnt.)
Thanks for reading. Please post what you think.:icon_lol:
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