DarkDescartes
New member
Hey Guys,
I may be a little Impatient and overall anxious, but i have to know if and or when this test cyp will kick in.
Due to some horrible advice from a friend and equally horrible judgement on my part, my past cycle use has left me being on TRT for life. After realizing my body could be the culprit for most if not all of my life issues, I've tried my absolute hardest since September 2017 to get my body to function again properly again. Unfortunately all the clomid, nolva, torem and hcg injections proved to be futile in the end.
I've felt lethargic, anxious (especially socially) unconfident, lazy and overall less than Stellar since 2015/16.
the worst part is that all my blood work came out great while attempting a restart, but I'm primary so i couldnt regenerate my shrunken testicles. I accepted my fate in March of this year and began Test injections mid april after freezing my sperm.
Since I'd be on Test for life, i decided to blast and do a 12 week cycle to start off. Even though i stayed big, i haven't gained strength in longest time and i wanted to enjoy making progress in the gym again.
The other and more significant reason i decided to blast was because i wanted a raging libido. I suffered without a libido for way too long and my dating life has practically been non existent for years. I've always felt nervous around women i wanted to bone and for the life of me, regardless of how hard i tried, couldnt get myself to improve or project the proper confidence and energy to attract girls.
Knowing all of this, you can see why I'm eager for test to kick in.
I'm currently on week 6 about to start week 7 on monday and I haven't felt any sort of kick yet.
My lifts are up in the gym, i've gained 5lbs and my libido and mental clarity went up a tad, but nothing like i expected by this point.
Do you think I'm just being impatient? I don't recall having to wait this long in the past but then again i haven't had exogenous test in my body for 3+ years so its hard for me to tell.
I got blood work done earlier this week to get a full comprehensive panel, especially to check on e2. I've played around with adex dosages for the last couple of weeks but to no avail. Despite the ever so slight increase in libido, my penis still hangs high when flaccid and still hasn't regained much sensitivity yet.
I honestly just need some perspective and reassurance that itll eventually kick in and i can start living my life to the fullest once again. Is it possible that the kick in could just take longer for me personally? i hate not being able to be the best version of myself and just want to live my life again.
If anybody can tell me what could be delaying my kick in or anything to that affect, I'd greatly appreciate it!
I'm currently on:
Test C: 500mg/wk
Masteron P: 400mg/wk (added it in 3 days ago for increased libido mainly)
Adex: 0.5/wk
I may be a little Impatient and overall anxious, but i have to know if and or when this test cyp will kick in.
Due to some horrible advice from a friend and equally horrible judgement on my part, my past cycle use has left me being on TRT for life. After realizing my body could be the culprit for most if not all of my life issues, I've tried my absolute hardest since September 2017 to get my body to function again properly again. Unfortunately all the clomid, nolva, torem and hcg injections proved to be futile in the end.
I've felt lethargic, anxious (especially socially) unconfident, lazy and overall less than Stellar since 2015/16.
the worst part is that all my blood work came out great while attempting a restart, but I'm primary so i couldnt regenerate my shrunken testicles. I accepted my fate in March of this year and began Test injections mid april after freezing my sperm.
Since I'd be on Test for life, i decided to blast and do a 12 week cycle to start off. Even though i stayed big, i haven't gained strength in longest time and i wanted to enjoy making progress in the gym again.
The other and more significant reason i decided to blast was because i wanted a raging libido. I suffered without a libido for way too long and my dating life has practically been non existent for years. I've always felt nervous around women i wanted to bone and for the life of me, regardless of how hard i tried, couldnt get myself to improve or project the proper confidence and energy to attract girls.
Knowing all of this, you can see why I'm eager for test to kick in.
I'm currently on week 6 about to start week 7 on monday and I haven't felt any sort of kick yet.
My lifts are up in the gym, i've gained 5lbs and my libido and mental clarity went up a tad, but nothing like i expected by this point.
Do you think I'm just being impatient? I don't recall having to wait this long in the past but then again i haven't had exogenous test in my body for 3+ years so its hard for me to tell.
I got blood work done earlier this week to get a full comprehensive panel, especially to check on e2. I've played around with adex dosages for the last couple of weeks but to no avail. Despite the ever so slight increase in libido, my penis still hangs high when flaccid and still hasn't regained much sensitivity yet.
I honestly just need some perspective and reassurance that itll eventually kick in and i can start living my life to the fullest once again. Is it possible that the kick in could just take longer for me personally? i hate not being able to be the best version of myself and just want to live my life again.
If anybody can tell me what could be delaying my kick in or anything to that affect, I'd greatly appreciate it!
I'm currently on:
Test C: 500mg/wk
Masteron P: 400mg/wk (added it in 3 days ago for increased libido mainly)
Adex: 0.5/wk
