What I mean is I'm not looking for something that is going to blow me up. I'm 39, 6 feet 3 inches tall, 265 pounds. Been lifting since my high school days. I only take supplements. For example, Whey Isolates, vitamins, Creatine, Diesel Test. I'm not looking to get to big because of my age, maybe a little over 270. I can get to 270 on my own. But I heard that var will increase strength, harden you up, melt away some fat.
So I got interested in it. Plus I thought that since I never used steroids var would produce better results since I'm a steroid virgin. LoL