So its been about 3 weeks now and noticed the following
most noticeable:
- 3rd leg very alive (erection) whenever I wake up from nap or in middle of night and when I wake up
- I feel confident with whatever I am doing (workout, work and/ or making love). I am usually very shy and don't like to interact with strangers. I usually workout by myself b/c of my insecurity/lack of confidence, but lately either I all of a sudden don't give a **** about what others think or something is working because I am not afraid to workout in fron of other people. Maybe this is the alpha'ness kicking in. To be honest, I feel so happy and confident that I might even post a pic of myself....(or mayb not....I started getting a panic attack thinking about it).
Starting to notice more:
Strength and endurance. My starting weight (after warmups) has increased. My working weight has increased. In otherwords, I am getting stronger!!!! I've not attempted any PRs yet, but I've noticed that I can easily bench 185 for 5 reps. A month ago, I struggled to bench 185 for 3 reps.
Slight notice:
Acne. I have excellent skin but last couple days, I've noticed that my face is more oily and 1 pimple is brewing.
Background:
I consider myself very coordinated and athletic now that I am getting back in shape
40yr old / Asian Male / 5'7" / 150lb
E9, PES protein, Kaged Muscle BCAA and occasionally I use a prework called P.W.O. by gym ratt.
Used to play basketball and tennis in highschool and used to be in great shape. I took about 15 years off of working out or any sports b/c I got hooked on pharmaceutical drugs (pain killlers, benzos and amphetamines). ...took me nearly 15 years to get off that **** and nearly loss
everything. About 4 months ago I deceied to do something about my weak ass. I was 160lbs and probally +20% body fat.
enought about me...thanks for listening