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I feel myself getting edgy and angry a bit more then usual now. Is there anything I can take to help keep me at peace mentally? SAM-E?


i only felt like that in the gym. outside the gym i was the happiest guy in the world. test made me feel on top of the world....a feeling i havent felt the past 8ish years (due to my crohn's disease and being constantly sick)
 
Well, I have some anger from my past. Just have a hard time letting things go. But its all good. Ill figure it out. Trying to find something to keep me normal.
 
Every back workout, Im getting strong on my pulldowns by 15-20lbs. 100lb DB x6 I moved up in T-shirt sizes too. WOOT WOOT

My co-worker is a little pudgy mexican guy with a hard accent. About 5'3 200lbs He calls me "hey bro, I want some esteroids, I want to look like you mang so I can get poooooosaay" This guy is hilarious, hes always happy and laughing. People at work have noticed me growing and started already poking fun and trying to put me down. He saw people clowning me at work and just said "chealous *****es man, fawk'em" hahahah ahhh!

I feel much better I got out a lot of my rage last night.
 
Well, I have some anger from my past. Just have a hard time letting things go. But its all good. Ill figure it out. Trying to find something to keep me normal.
its in your head. if you cant control your anger you need to work on methods of doing this, i had anger management before and now that i look at it, it really helped me. I still have anger problems but its easier to control (but still hard lol).
 
i only felt like that in the gym. outside the gym i was the happiest guy in the world. test made me feel on top of the world....a feeling i havent felt the past 8ish years (due to my crohn's disease and being constantly sick)

so chronic mudbutt? DAMN.
 
Well, I have some anger from my past. Just have a hard time letting things go. But its all good. Ill figure it out. Trying to find something to keep me normal.
MJ is really good (cough-cough)............or so I hear!! :head:
 
its in your head. if you cant control your anger you need to work on methods of doing this, i had anger management before and now that i look at it, it really helped me. I still have anger problems but its easier to control (but still hard lol).
I treasure my precious rage! :aargh::twisted: It's the very best steroid I have ever used.........so far. ;)
 
I treasure my precious rage! :aargh::twisted: It's the very best steroid I have ever used.........so far. ;)

Haha, mines more like trans-gender aggression though. Its been passed down.

PS ohh man, do I ever look YOKED, the mdrol made me look Friggin insane...now the test! This is gonna be catastrophic!:head:

I weighed in 207 this morning from 185 so far. haha ohhh the joy!

Also, I went to pin my glute, didn't feel right, pulled out and blood ran down my entire buttcheeks. thank god, I didn't inject it. I screwed up the rotation a bit, i'll just try my right glute again next injection.

The pain is virtually gone. No more virgin muscles. I still dont like doing glutes, its a *****.

I like everything. black metal, death, rock, alternative. Bleeding through one of my favorites but MJ puts me in a good mood.

Also, HCG...does it work from the first injection? cuz I feel like ive done from bowling balls to marbles.
 
Haha, mines more like trans-gender aggression though. Its been passed down.

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I like everything. black metal, death, rock, alternative. Bleeding through one of my favorites but MJ puts me in a good mood.
Ah yes......the sweet leaf! :head: [nomedia]http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1H_RXR31kuE[/nomedia]
 
UPDATE Everything is becoming impressive again since I came from a cutting phase.

shoulders are going up in strength. Ive been scared ever since I messed them up on Mdrol(10 months ago). Im up @ 70x6. Its not super easy, but it aint no struggle.

Will my strength gains continue to be as good as mdrol appears to be doing from test?

Im trying to find a comparison with Test of what im going to experience. Ive tried every PH except havoc. Mostly the newer stuff, since im young to the game.

Tomorrow hits the 3 weeker mark, so im 21 days in of 98

Benching 95'sx6 Flat
85x6 Incline

135x6 Close grip E-Z Bar
100x6 Straight Bar

195x6 Pull downs(wide grip)
155x5/6 CLOSE CLOSE Grip Free weight

Squats 225 x6(messed up my lower back, im sticking with leg presses for a while @ 14 plates x 6

Calves are eh, just doing them really, trying to mix it up nothing steady as a workout.

Shruggs 225x5 (I know, im a wuss)

But I just wanted to share...Its changed a lot, mostly because I was on a zero carb diet with only protein/fat and now im shoveling in 350-400 carbs ED with 300g+ of protein

Tomorrow is the last day of Mdrol :rant::rant::rant:
If I do continue to do injectable cycles, I will do so using mdrol as a kick starter(I plan on cutting in between cycles, so I think mdrol has given me back what was lost or close to when on the cut and in some places MORE.

DHEA REALLY DID CONQUER LETHARGY
 
nice update.

otc comparison to test??? not sure what you mean. If i had to say one off the top of my head id probably say phera. Just be patient, try to optimize your training, daily routine, and diet since ur off the orals and waiting for the test to do the magic. be patient itll hit.
 
and keeps the wood up, phera usually has a nice androgen feel to it too, similar to test.
I agree. I feel better on Phera and the aggression in the gym is great. But I get more strength off of Super-Drol. And mass. Now a combo of the 2...........:think:
 
BC man your cycle is making me jealous as hell!

How far are you into it? How much time do you have left?

Most importantly, how much weight have you gained?
 
BC man your cycle is making me jealous as hell!

How far are you into it? How much time do you have left?

Most importantly, how much weight have you gained?

Today is day 22 of 98 then 4-5 week PCT.
Im at around 20lbs. Im hanging on to some wawa but, its all coming on good right now nothing looks bad. its coming in thick. I told my pops what im doing, he just said...watch ur BP. haha, nuts.

My girlfriend was diggin the results. My friends just gasp and laugh like "omfg, its ur'e F***in hoooooooooogeeee" they were drinking and making me bench press them, and then clean and press, and dead lift. good times. hahaha One friend asked me what if this takes 5-6 years off your life "I dont want those last 5-6 years anyways"

Im around the 206-207 mark.
 
20 lbs. is going to make you look a lot different than those last photos you posted. Are you gonna do some progress pics anytime soon before the end of the cycle? It would be nice to see the progression like from now, and then 4 more weeks into it, and then at the end. Just saying...........
 
20 lbs. is going to make you look a lot different than those last photos you posted. Are you gonna do some progress pics anytime soon before the end of the cycle? It would be nice to see the progression like from now, and then 4 more weeks into it, and then at the end. Just saying...........

I look totally thick. Let me see what I can do as far as pictures. :dance:
 
it never really worked for me, i mean nothing noticable. Some guys say it gives them size the next day.....i didnt see anything that pronounced as far as an increase in size goes.


It definitely added ~some~ size back to mine while on. Usually after a few weeks. It's better to use it on the back end of your cycle to get things going again vs. closer to the front for 'cosmetic' reasons. If you've got enough, just continue to use it as planned to the end. It may not 'plump' them back up fully, but it will stop raisin nuts from progressing.
 
Well, I have another 5000iu's, it wasn't for cosmetic reasons. I could care less at the moment. I was going through swales HCG protocol. But also, if something looks like its shriveling up, definitely doesn't look good or appear to be healthy. If the HCG can assist with helping me stay functional. thats all I need to know.
 
Well, I have another 5000iu's, it wasn't for cosmetic reasons. I could care less at the moment. I was going through swales HCG protocol. But also, if something looks like its shriveling up, definitely doesn't look good or appear to be healthy. If the HCG can assist with helping me stay functional. thats all I need to know.

If it doesn't plump you back up but just stops the shrinkage, its doing its job. Imagine without it where you would be in another month, then trying to 'get going' again naturally on your own.

If you were trying to hide raisin nuts from your gf, then I would have started it sooner. That's what I meant by 'cosmetic'.
 
Oh, nah...she didn't say nothing. I was reading somewhere that it can take up to about 5 days, the half life is 24-36 hours. but who knows. I'll just see where it goes.
 
good info x. i did notice that the hcg kept them from further shrinkage. I imainge if you injected 2500iu at once you could see noticable size gain but that much at once is a no no for several reasons.
 
good info x. i did notice that the hcg kept them from further shrinkage. I imainge if you injected 2500iu at once you could see noticable size gain but that much at once is a no no for several reasons.


Yessssir!

The gf just took off to Santa Barbra for school. About 150 miles away and is a party school like no other. They call the dorms HIV because "everyone has a STD." Im in for a rough one. Shes a good girl though. Shes not stupid nor a bad person.

Man, I love pinning my DAMN DELTS! I actually am getting cocky, shoving like 7/8th of the needle in now like butter. With one of my injection days, you can definitely feel the sharpness of the needle suffer if you pull out and stick it in again

That whole glute thing with it spitting out a lot of blood...Im probably okay now? My ass felt really warm after it happened, like it was filling up in my ass with blood.
 
I didn't once. that was because I only have 25 syringes w/ 25 needles. I used one on HCG But yeah. never again, it was painful man, it was tough putting it in.
 
Yessssir!

The gf just took off to Santa Barbra for school. About 150 miles away and is a party school like no other. They call the dorms HIV because "everyone has a STD." Im in for a rough one. Shes a good girl though. Shes not stupid nor a bad person.

Man, I love pinning my DAMN DELTS! I actually am getting cocky, shoving like 7/8th of the needle in now like butter. With one of my injection days, you can definitely feel the sharpness of the needle suffer if you pull out and stick it in again

That whole glute thing with it spitting out a lot of blood...Im probably okay now? My ass felt really warm after it happened, like it was filling up in my ass with blood.
Thats scary sh1t man. Like these commercials I keep seeing on tv saying that 1 in 5 adult americans have genital herpes. Sh1t makes me almost not want to have sex:run:
 
Thats scary sh1t man. Like these commercials I keep seeing on tv saying that 1 in 5 adult americans have genital herpes. Sh1t makes me almost not want to have sex:run:


Well, If you've slept with 4 women and they didn't have it, you're the one...
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so, I rode my 12 speed @ night with no lights on it. first time. I thought before I rode. Im gonna EAT ****. Then I didn't and I thought, holy **** im almost home and I didn't fall yet. I went up and down freeway hills, etc. Then I cross the street and fall into a groove, BAM ATE **** ALMOST. sliced my leg up on the metal rail. DAMN looks like 15 razor blade slices in me.
 
so, I rode my 12 speed @ night with no lights on it. first time. I thought before I rode. Im gonna EAT ****. Then I didn't and I thought, holy **** im almost home and I didn't fall yet. I went up and down freeway hills, etc. Then I cross the street and fall into a groove, BAM ATE **** ALMOST. sliced my leg up on the metal rail. DAMN looks like 15 razor blade slices in me.
u should have used night vision goggles, duh.
 
I did, I had my intergalactic superior SPK2100 night vision goggles with titanium manifolds, the problem was...the sun wasn't out and they're solar powered.
 
I guess my PP TEST PACKET is on its way to my crib. w00t w00t. a new product to try out with someone new to injectables. WELCOME TO THE SHOWCASE!
 
I guess my PP TEST PACKET is on its way to my crib. w00t w00t. a new product to try out with someone new to injectables. WELCOME TO THE SHOWCASE!
Let us know what it is and how it goes. :thumbsup:
 
I guess my PP TEST PACKET is on its way to my crib. w00t w00t. a new product to try out with someone new to injectables. WELCOME TO THE SHOWCASE!


I'm a ~2 weeks into PCT and am liking the Sustain Alpha. It's a good addition to DTHC. It will be interesting to see the lab results of your test pre and post Sustain usage.
 
For all subbers to my log -

I have for sale -

Sam-e 50 tabs @ 200mg each
Nature Made CoQ10 60 softgels @ 100 mg
SolaRay I3C 60 capsules @ 100mg each
Thermogenix2 by Vitasport

Send a PM if interested or if you have any other requests.
 
For all subbers to my log -

I have for sale -

Sam-e 50 tabs @ 200mg each
Nature Made CoQ10 60 softgels @ 100 mg
SolaRay I3C 60 capsules @ 100mg each
Thermogenix2 by Vitasport

Send a PM if interested or if you have any other requests.
how many of each? guess you gave up on me lol.
 
Not even brother, I have your PM. Just I have more then what you wanted to pick up. LOL. Google that nature Made Coq10, seems like good stuff thats $$$ AHHH!

I have

(4) Sam-e 50 tabs @ 200mg each
(8) Nature Made CoQ10 60 soft gels @ 100 mg
(1) I3C 60 capsules @ 100mg each
(1) I3C 30 capsules @ 100mg each
(1) Thermogenix2 by Vitasport

or any particular requests?
 
Update -
Im using Adex @ .35mg .5 was drying my joints like a MOTHER!
Squatting is going well. After I messed up my back 2 weeks ago. I decided to try again. 225 for 7 deep as squats ASS TO THE GROUND SQUATS OT THE HALF ***** SQUATS!
 
Update -
Im using Adex @ .35mg .5 was drying my joints like a MOTHER!
Squatting is going well. After I messed up my back 2 weeks ago. I decided to try again. 225 for 7 deep as squats ASS TO THE GROUND SQUATS OT THE HALF ***** SQUATS!
How much fish oil are you taking everday again?:think: That really helps with the dry-joints. I take anywhere from 12 to 20 grams per day!
 
Alright. inclined 100's today for 6. "ohhhhh YEAH THE MACHO MAN"

its weird...I feel so tired where I cant even lift more then my incline on flat anymore...its weird..but im looking THICK BROTHERS. GONNA HAVE SOME PICS TAKEN. NOW...AFTER A PUMP? AFTER A WORKOUT? or just raw?
 
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