James Tyr
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So, i figured in order to stay motivated, I would do a beginning write up on my journey. I used to be approximately 190 lbs/ 5% body fat. I was various comps and lifting comps. Then i went into the military. While i was active i had to continually reduce my mass for a more active and kinetic body style. This dropped a ton of my size. at one point i was at 175lbs. I never thought i would be the skinny guy, but i felt good performance-wise so who cares right? I did. I was so damn weak compared to my former self. I went from benching 365 lbs to having 315lbs cave my chest in. But hey, I could run like the damn wind and swim like a fish. Its like i traded one strength for another and i didn't really enjoy the marathon lifestyle too much. Then the unthinkable happened. My first severe injury happened during training. Tore my ACL and MCL and pulled my ITB band. Holy fire in the knee. From that point on i slowly gave up running as important. after a few more injuries, slipped disks and other mishaps, I let myself start to balloon. I used to have the ability to compartmentalize pain and turn it into motivation. Somewhere along that road I've forgotten how. Giving up on diets was easy. Giving up on conditioning even easier. I became the very person i despised and preached against. I became a walking hypocrisy. I told myself that I like feeling comfortable and i love tacos too much too change. Fast forward to a few years since i've been out and i look and feel like a turd-bag. So, I wanted to write this up during the beginning of my journey to rediscovering myself. 7days ago i weighed in at 302.4lbs. Today, I'm at 291lbs. The diet is clean and calorie deficient. My lifting regimen is hard ,but max effort is there. lets see where this will take me. Look in on this thread in the future for progress pictures. Thank you for your time and I appreciate any words of wisdom.