First of all, if you're 153lbs, you probably have NO BUSINESS TAKING PH's.
now, answer these questions.
What's in "Monster?"
Is it an aromatizing compound?
Is it methylated?
What's the common name for the ingredients?
What support sups are you currently taking?
What do you have on-hand for PCT?
What support supps are you taking with it?
How old are you?
How long have you been training?
regarding torem... for a SERM, you have 3 choices, Nolva, Clomid, Torem... available in pharm tabs and research chems. Purchasing research chemicals w/o owning a registered research lab is almost just as "not-allowed" as ordering perscription meds online w/o a perscription. So just take your pick. Both have the possibility of being bunk/underdosed/seized. Although the chance of that happening depends on your source and location. As with anything in this "gray area."
read the stickies, you should've had all your PCT on-hand BEFORE beginning your cycle, since these gray-area products can take 1-4 wks to arrive.
other forums have source information, don't ask about sources here. The only answer you'll get as far as a source for research and pharm tabs is "google."