My First Cycle

Things have been great. No sides at all, libido is still awesome. I have been burnt out from the gym so I've only been going 2-3 times a week the past week and a half. I had some backache from hell that forced me to take a week off. I actually miss pinning but I've learned so much this cycle that I'm excited to give the next cycle even more dedication. Last day of cycle I was about 233lbs and I weighed in yesterday morning at 233.1 so I'm maintaining weight. I need to pinch and see how lean mass is holding.
 
2-3 times a week is always better than not going at all grats on a succesful cycle bro

Thanks! After all I've heard about losing gains during PCT I've been maintaining the same calories, if not more. I'm allowing a little more slack right now. You can only be so strict for so long before going a little crazy.
 
Approaching the end of the first week of PCT. Clomid at 50ed and Nolva at 40ed and the past two days I've felt so depressed. I'm gonna start splitting the two and take Nolva in the morning and Clomid before bed. I told my wife I thought she would be better off without me yesterday. I made sure to tell her before hand that this isn't how I truly feel but the mood swings put those feelings into me. It's frustrating.

So I came home last night and had a whole bottle of wine and went to bed lol. Not the best thing to do but it made me feel better for a couple of hours.

Any advice or tips to help me through this I'd greatly appreciate.
 
Ok so as of this morning, either the Clomid or Nolva or combination is killing my erections. I mean, I feel like a limp dick all day, it's depressing. Should I add something? Or drop something?
 
Well that being said i cant help i get erections i jist dont get horny ever anymore not sure in these areas but it sucks
 
Well that being said i cant help i get erections i jist dont get horny ever anymore not sure in these areas but it sucks

I've been good now. It was 1-2 days of hell and I blame myself for drinking during PCT. I'm good, strong and erect now ;)

Hahaha too much insight on these forums lol
 
I thought about it but I am gonna pct and wait a bit and start cutting and then jump on cycle again. Trying to plan better for next time and time it around a show.

I'd wait a couple months at least for those new gains to settle in before cutting or ur gonna lose that new muscle fast
 
I know I haven't been updating as much as I used to, been pretty busy with work. I'm still hitting the gym 3-4 days a week, weight is still holding steady, still eating the same macros. I'm sitting at 228.4 lbs right now which is a big jump from where I started at 212 lbs. I'm in week 3 of PCT and feel normal again, emotionally/mentally/physically. I think I have adjusted to the new weight because I feel small again haha. How is it we are never completely satisfied with our results?I haven't taken any update pics lately, mostly because I'm busy as hell and also my motivation was basically sh*t the first two weeks of PCT. I know I read plenty of warnings about potential emotional stuff during PCT but week 2 was seriously horrible. I've learned a lot in this cycle, especially about myself and my commitment to my fitness. I have made some solid gains, and I can't wait to cut and see the results from all the hard work I put into my cycle.

So far though I've learned this:
1) I thought I knew enough, but was still asking questions throughout the entire cycle
2) I was extremely motivated the first half but let life distract me and I lost sight of the end goal; result? I had too many cheat meals, and drank alcohol when I shouldn't have. If you are on cycle, it's simple....don't drink alcohol. It completely takes away your results, and takes you a step back with every drink. I knew this going in, but felt stronger, more motivated, more invincible...and complacency set in. It was stupid.
3) Order more supplies than you think you need. Have extra ancillaries on hand for possible sides.
4) Listen to the vets on here, if they suggest a simple cycle, don't over do it.
5) Liver support with an oral is a must. The Dbol I had the first 4 weeks gave me insane back pumps, crippling even. Then I noticed my finger nails looking different (odd right?) turns out when your liver takes a hit, it shows in your finger nails with ridges/bumps/discoloration.
6) Blood work before, during, after cycle is a must. Don't be cheap and think you don't need it.
7) Buy a blood pressure monitor before starting your cycle. You kind of have to be your own doctor and monitor your mood/sleep/eating/BP/liver/water/etc. I've really learned what to look out for, what to feel for, and even have my wife tell me if she notices anything different from me; emotional/temperament.

I'm sure there is more that I learned but if you're new to AAS, read, read, read. Ask questions, Google things you don't know. If you're going to put it into your body, research it; don't just trust your friends advice from the gym. This is your one and only body and if you mess it up, you're the only one having to pay the price for your actions.

Thank you to everyone that has contributed to this log, to my PM's, and to my frustrations. You are all appreciated!
 
99% of liver support sups are garbage dude.. Don't buy into that.. The best liver protection is avoid booze, paracetamol, and significantly up water intake..
 
Good **** man sitting here week 2 in my test e cycle drinking a beer at the restraunt im at but im gonna try to stay away once week 5 comes
 
99% of liver support sups are garbage dude.. Don't buy into that.. The best liver protection is avoid booze, paracetamol, and significantly up water intake..

I threw in Tudca and NAC. I've read conflicting reports, opinions on liver support. Most of which say milk thistle is a joke. So I stuck with the two most referred supps. It was less than $40 for more peace of mind. Honestly the finger nail change made me realize that something I was doing was making my liver respond, within 30 days of taking the Tudca and NAC my nails started growing back normal. Might be a coincidence but like I said, peace of mind was a measly $40 while I was taking dbol.
 
Good **** man sitting here week 2 in my test e cycle drinking a beer at the restraunt im at but im gonna try to stay away once week 5 comes

It got away from me around week 13. I wasn't taking anything during those crucial weeks and I had way too many beers on far too many occasions. Sabotaged myself and although my cycle wasn't wasted, I know I could have had far better results. Enjoy that cold one brother!
 
I threw in Tudca and NAC. I've read conflicting reports, opinions on liver support. Most of which say milk thistle is a joke. So I stuck with the two most referred supps. It was less than $40 for more peace of mind. Honestly the finger nail change made me realize that something I was doing was making my liver respond, within 30 days of taking the Tudca and NAC my nails started growing back normal. Might be a coincidence but like I said, peace of mind was a measly $40 while I was taking dbol.

I've had bloods taken with 100mg blue heart dbols with and without support sups.. No difference.. Same as a few Bros of mine. And the Thai dbols the best.. Fair enough at that price but its smoke and mirrors dude.. Placebo
 
Wow that's crazy didn't know that about finger nails and liver. Currently at beginning of 2nd week winny and only taking tudca and lots of water. So far, nothing good info thanks
 
So I am looking into running a new cycle. Any ideas? Lean mass is fine obviously but I want to cut some fat, so more of a recomp.

Thanks!
 
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