I ****ed up. Need input

Jurassic

Jurassic

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Long story short I started taking steroids about 8 weeks because I thought they would make me feel better because I had been having issues with severe depression for a long time and after years I finally went over the edge so to speak. Like my profile says, i'm 17. Flame if you wish I've heard it all. In all honesty I started taking them with no intentions of coming off until I died, but recently decided I didn't want any of it anymore. As Greg Valentino says, you can have your apple pie.

I tried to come off about 2 weeks ago, but that failed miserably because as soon as I came off I had severe anxiety worsened depression etc and I needed them to just think with a clear head and feel normal.

I'm planning a rigorous PCT that I need input on. I AM planning on going to see an endocrinologist after I come off so that my progress can be monitored. I hope I haven't ****ed myself up for good and I really need some reassurance and advice. Hopefully I'm doing the right thing.

My PCT plan:

3 weeks of 500 iu HCG a day until last injection. with 1000 iu vitamin E a day
week 1 after last injection: 500mcg A-dex EOD
week 2 after last injection: 250mcg A-dex EOD

Wait 2 weeks before starting PCT.
(testosterone cypionate, pharmacy grade in 2ml amps)

Week:
1: 20mg Nolva 50mg Clomid
2: 20mg Nolva 50mg Clomid
3: 20mg Nolva 50mg Clomid
4: 10mg Nolva 50mg Clomid
5: 10mg Nolva 25mg Clomid
6: 10mg Nolva 25mg Clomid



I will also be taking PP's Testosterone Recovery stack starting week one until it runs out at the recommended dosage, as well as Phyto Testosterone and TCF-1

I'm running A-dex right now at 500mcg EOD to control estrogen.

I have access to everything and anything but it will take 2-3 weeks for the HCG because I dont know and Research Chem companies that sell it.

Cost is no issue at this point, please provide any input and/or reassurance. I really need some support.

Thank you.
 
clomid 100/75/50/50
Nolva 20/20/20/10

you shouldnt need nolva unless ur suffereing from estrogen related sides. Cut the adex out u dont need that in ur PCT.

HCG- i dont think it will be necessary cause test c takes about 3 weeks to really start peaking and u have been on for only 8 weeks.

Wait two weeks after your RX pct (clomid and nolva) then run your PP tesosterone recovery stack.

You are going to crash and you are probably going to feel worse than when u did when uy first went on them. Eventually (hopefully) u will recover from it.

DO NOT ASK ME FOR SOURCES and before you decide if your gonig to be on hormones the rest of your life you should figure out wtf ur doing first.

you should probably go consult a doctor to check your hormone levels and tell him what you did to yourself. And you should probably find a good psych to help you deal with ur problems, jabbing needles in urself isnt the answer to just wanting to feel normal.
 
slacker86 said:
clomid 100/75/50/50
Nolva 20/20/20/10

you shouldnt need nolva unless ur suffereing from estrogen related sides. Cut the adex out u dont need that in ur PCT.

HCG- i dont think it will be necessary cause test c takes about 3 weeks to really start peaking and u have been on for only 8 weeks.

Wait two weeks after your RX pct (clomid and nolva) then run your PP tesosterone recovery stack.

You are going to crash and you are probably going to feel worse than when u did when uy first went on them. Eventually (hopefully) u will recover from it.

DO NOT ASK ME FOR SOURCES and before you decide if your gonig to be on hormones the rest of your life you should figure out wtf ur doing first.

you should probably go consult a doctor to check your hormone levels and tell him what you did to yourself. And you should probably find a good psych to help you deal with ur problems, jabbing needles in urself isnt the answer to just wanting to feel normal.
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Thank you for input. I have plenty of sources, no worries there...
I've had a various psych's for ~8 years.
 
ur in for a rough ride there bro. good luck
 
Best of luck to you bro. On the plus side you have seen the mistake and you are getting on top of fixing it. Please Please go to the doc and be honest. You may be in for some hard times but always remember that things have a way of working out.


BTW What compounds were you on.
 
Best advice I could give you is to come clean about this with your parents because 1)you're gonna need them for support; this won't be easy. And 2) you're a minor and any physician you see will require your parents permission for any treatment. You need bloodwork to see where all your levels are at so you know where you stand. An endo could help if he is enlightened and forward thinking. An anti aging doc could be a better option. This kind of problem is what they specialize in especially with the drugs in question. You really should not try to do this by yourself. You need support and help with this one,get it. Good luck:)
 
Aldross said:
Best of luck to you bro. On the plus side you have seen the mistake and you are getting on top of fixing it. Please Please go to the doc and be honest. You may be in for some hard times but always remember that things have a way of working out.


BTW What compounds were you on.
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I started with Epistane and P-mag until my order of Test Cyp came in...
My balls shrunk but not too much, so I was hoping that the HCG would bring them back to normal/larger size before I started PCT.

I just finished sending the orders in for everything, so for now i'm just waiting.

BTW, since I'm going to make an appointment with an endo, what specialty of Endo should I see? Some are listed as pediatric and others as "reproductive endocrinologists" etc
 
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