After successfully cutting how do you guys transition back to a bulk. I really don’t want to lose my ****ing abs. Seriously I like having them. Every time I start to gain a little weight back I subconsciously dial back my calories and boom I’m back at square one again. I don’t like how I look while bulking. I don’t even feel like I look like I lift when I’m bulking. I just become a cloud of fat walking around. Ok I mean that’s an exaggeration. Maybe just attempt some lean gains with natty supplements and if I don’t like the way it’s going start a cycle? I’m 32 years old. I have narrow deeply embedded uneven abs. Requires me to go do damn lean to make these suckers pop. Worked too hard for it so yea now I’m stuck unfortunately. Anyone else have these mental struggles or am I developing a mental disorder?
I hear you. As a former fat kid, getting too fluffy is always in my head. You can lean bulk and just eat at a smaller surplus. You will put some fat on, but not nearly as much as you normally would.
I would also be weary of what carbs can do to your body. I thrive on higher carbs, performance wise, but keep in mind, if you do eat a higher percentage of carbs, your body is going to hold onto more water and glycogen, which may make you appear to be fatter, but you are not.
One way you can transition into bulking is by reverse dieting. Here is a good article on that.
https://www.t-nation.com/diet-fat-loss/how-to-bulk-and-keep-your-abs
You need to figure out if you are happy with your current mass level, if not, then accept you will need to put on some fat in order to get there. But think about it this way too, you now know what you need to do to get that lean. So after you bulk, it shouldn't be nearly as hard to achieve that level of leaness again!