DinosaurMuffins
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Hi all, Again,
I am starting a new log as my blast cycle is over. I learned a lot from that cycle. I learned I don't have many sides with AAS, which is what I experience prior when I cycled a few times about a decade ago. Getting blood work done from cycle to see where I land but a few markers I got back from giving blood came back looking good. Here is my cycle log: High Test / Low Tren / Tbol V.2 - AnabolicMinds.com
I have to comment on how I got here. So I had been planning a cycle for about a year (Nov 22) when I got sick. Bad sick. Like almost died in the hospital. I also am 38 so at a mid-way through the point in life. I think I have been through and still going through a midlife crisis. I took a cycle behind my wife's back since the beginning of the year. It's been really good and really bad for our relationship. Bringing out some fight in me in a good way. I have been fighting for what I need and want out of life and working on it but it has also caused a lot of issues too. Lots of fighting. I am now starting to see a therapist about my relationship and my wife will be joining in the coming weeks. The reason I start with this is that I want to outline that I am doing this for myself. I am doing this for myself and it's about time. I have always put everyone else before me and it hasn't really been returned, so this is me putting myself first. I am proud of who I am now, I am standing up for myself and for what I want. Maybe my relationship is destroyed in the process but I'd rather be fighting for my happiness than sitting back and just waiting for the grave. Gear has given me back a lot of drive and passion and so for that reason, I plan to stay on a cruise.
As of my next injection, I am on a cruise. I will be running 200mg Test E with 800 iu HCG weekly. Both of these split into 2 pins. I will be hiding this from my wife. I feel pretty confident in my ability to do this. My exit strategy is going for 2-3 -5 years (whatever) getting off for a few months and getting my levels checked. At that point, I have the excuse to get on "TRT" either through a clinic or through my PCP. This would be where my wife would approve and be cool with it.
I am excited to see what this brings.
I am starting a new log as my blast cycle is over. I learned a lot from that cycle. I learned I don't have many sides with AAS, which is what I experience prior when I cycled a few times about a decade ago. Getting blood work done from cycle to see where I land but a few markers I got back from giving blood came back looking good. Here is my cycle log: High Test / Low Tren / Tbol V.2 - AnabolicMinds.com
I have to comment on how I got here. So I had been planning a cycle for about a year (Nov 22) when I got sick. Bad sick. Like almost died in the hospital. I also am 38 so at a mid-way through the point in life. I think I have been through and still going through a midlife crisis. I took a cycle behind my wife's back since the beginning of the year. It's been really good and really bad for our relationship. Bringing out some fight in me in a good way. I have been fighting for what I need and want out of life and working on it but it has also caused a lot of issues too. Lots of fighting. I am now starting to see a therapist about my relationship and my wife will be joining in the coming weeks. The reason I start with this is that I want to outline that I am doing this for myself. I am doing this for myself and it's about time. I have always put everyone else before me and it hasn't really been returned, so this is me putting myself first. I am proud of who I am now, I am standing up for myself and for what I want. Maybe my relationship is destroyed in the process but I'd rather be fighting for my happiness than sitting back and just waiting for the grave. Gear has given me back a lot of drive and passion and so for that reason, I plan to stay on a cruise.
As of my next injection, I am on a cruise. I will be running 200mg Test E with 800 iu HCG weekly. Both of these split into 2 pins. I will be hiding this from my wife. I feel pretty confident in my ability to do this. My exit strategy is going for 2-3 -5 years (whatever) getting off for a few months and getting my levels checked. At that point, I have the excuse to get on "TRT" either through a clinic or through my PCP. This would be where my wife would approve and be cool with it.
I am excited to see what this brings.