Unanswered Concerns.

[Brain5ick]

This whole thing with HGP has me very worried and at the same time I know he’s not the only one that has health issues. A lot of us are just trying to make things happen, make a small dream come true in the way of fitness or just feel and be better versions of ourselves. No one ended up getting his info from what I understand although I hope something comes to light so we can figure out something for him or at least check in on him.
I think given everything going on, it may be time to open a more personal group for the iron brotherhood. I’m going to make a group on some kind of platform for more personal interactions and info about each other to be shared. I understand anonymity is important but this group will be rather exclusive and anyone not added in the first wave will need a certain amount of time within AM and people to vouch for them to be added so we can keep the group close knit.
I just know that if something was going on with me as seriously as HGP then I’d want to be checked on or at least have some of my closer AM buddies able to see what’s wrong with me for several reasons.

Comment your favorite platforms, although I think I already have a couple in mind.
MESSAGE ME, DO NOT COMMENT IF YOU WANT IN. We know each other, that’s all there needs to be. Keeping a rather anonymous adding list on here to be moved into the group is important.

This was going to be added to general chat but given the situation I think anabolics fits well.

 

[Matthersby]

I like it. And I didn’t know about HGP, just missed it I guess. I hope he’s ok. I think those of us that have been around this long enough know there’s no LE just lurking around these forums just hoping to catch one misdemeanor possession bust. It’s literally never happened. I wouldn’t think twice sharing my personal info with about 15 of the guys here. It would help so we aren’t left wondering. There has been a lot of drop-offs lately and those of us that know the people a little better are still hesitant to share their dirty secrets (whether they are struggling with addiction, caught a charge for something and have to do time, going through depression or divorce) I know I don’t come on when I’m not training 5 days a week, my priorities shift and I’m not in BB’ing mode, but we’ve had deaths too and we all speculate for weeks, passing around rumors like sewing circles. I like the idea and it’s just proof that this forum is very different and full of guys that actually are here to give and not just take, that give a **** about sometimes the only people in their life that share their same obsession. I talk to NOT ONE person outside of here about what we talk about. I’ve got my gf, kids, and 2 friends I see once every 6 months. Sometimes I think you guys know me better than a lot of people in my life.
/rant

 

[Matthersby]

And FYI I post everything in Anabolics if I want it to actually get read.

 

[SFreed]

Good idea. In my case, there are a few guys on here that I actually stay in contact with through texts and phone calls.

Biggest reason I think that isn't the case with HGP is the fact that he's in Paraguay

 

[jrock645]

Did something else happen with HGP?

 

[Anabaholic]

Did something else happen with HGP?

He kind of disappeared about 2 weeks ago, obviously everyone is allowed to take a break from AM if they want, but it's odd to not see him posting around, and with his recent health scare, we're concerned for his wellbeing.

 

[CroLifter]

He kind of disappeared about 2 weeks ago, obviously everyone is allowed to take a break from AM if they want, but it's odd to not see him posting around, and with his recent health scare, we're concerned for his wellbeing.

Yes i hope he is alright.

also @Old Witch, what happened to him?

idk man this stuff what we do is dangerous. When i think abput ot, first time in my life that i am intentionally harming my health. i mean, previously i did stuff that was potentially dangerous, like jumping off cliffs into the sea, messing with gunpowder, operating machinery but this is the first time that i am fully aware of harm and yet plan to continue to do it. Kinda messed up.

Now that i have discovered gear there is simpl no way for me to tell myself "i shouodnt hwve done it" becaise i know i would eventually do it.
But part of me wishes i never discovered it.

also the fact that i see plenty people on this board use various kinds (or did on the past) of recreational party drugs is concerning. I for one never did and will never take any of thise druhs however it seems to go hand in hand with steroids, risk-taking personality.

edit: sorry for typos there is a significant delay between my writing and letters actually appearing. I surrender.

 

[bigbeaph]

As old witch slowed down a little here I saw him on a couple other boards. I bet if we look hard enough we could find him out there. But theres a handful of guys I've been wondering about since my little hiatus. I hope old rickyblobby is doing alright too. I was surprised to see him not posting anymore.

Mathersby has a point. This is a really cool board...its really different. Dont know why?? But you get some genuine people around here. I've had my account since 2003 - no matter how many times I get wrapped up somewhere else I keep coming back.

 

[bigbeaph]

also the fact that i see plenty people on this board use various kinds (or did on the past) of recreational party drugs is concerning. I for one never did and will never take any of thise druhs however it seems to go hand in hand with steroids, risk-taking personality.

Good for you man, genuinely. However, I think this is what drives us to this place in our lives. Imo the risk taking behavior of rec drugs is NOT at all equal to that of calculated and responsible (maybe semi responsible at times) aas use. Plenty of guys use these compounds for years or even decades and come out just fine. Just saying, be careful and don't stress over that too much. I can't say the same thing about getting hooked on rec drugs... that has never worked out well for anyone.

But you do bring up a good point in that people fall into old habits. Id feel awful to see one of our brothers throw this away to go down that shtty rabbit hole again.

 

[Brain5ick]

Like Matthersby said, some of you guys know me better than my immediate family does haha but I’m all reality, we all have families and friends outside of here that have no idea what we do. I think staying in touch would kind of put ease to a few things for us. Shoot me a message Cro and Sfreed if you want added to the group. It takes personal info to get added so I obviously don’t want it put on the board.

 

[Matthersby]

As old witch slowed down a little here I saw him on a couple other boards. I bet if we look hard enough we could find him out there. But theres a handful of guys I've been wondering about since my little hiatus. I hope old rickyblobby is doing alright too. I was surprised to see him not posting anymore.

Mathersby has a point. This is a really cool board...its really different. Dont know why?? But you get some genuine people around here. I've had my account since 2003 - no matter how many times I get wrapped up somewhere else I keep coming back.

Both OW and RB were pretty open about use of harder drugs and both were having a little turmoil in their lives with their partners (RB was newly single so she was out of the picture but he was pretty wild while recovering from it.) Hopefully both are good and both I enjoyed conversing with AM is the first thing to go when your life isn’t manageable imo.

 

[Brain5ick]

@Hyde @Mathb33 pm me.

 

[solidsnake]

I also find myself not coming on here as often when I’m off cycle. It happens. I still lurk a bit but if I feel I can’t contribute anything to a conversation or my point of view has already been said by someone else I don’t bother commenting. Ow though pretty much replied to every thread. Hope he comes back. Had some good knowledge

 

[solidsnake]

I also find myself not coming on here as often when I’m off cycle. It happens. I still lurk a bit but if I feel I can’t contribute anything to a conversation or my point of view has already been said by someone else I don’t bother commenting. Ow though pretty much replied to every thread. Hope he comes back. Had some good knowledge

 

[Codybenz]

Both OW and RB were pretty open about use of harder drugs and both were having a little turmoil in their lives with their partners (RB was newly single so she was out of the picture but he was pretty wild while recovering from it.) Hopefully both are good and both I enjoyed conversing with AM is the first thing to go when your life isn’t manageable imo.

I don’t know him personally, but Ricky blobby lives a few towns over from me. I found his Facebook from some of his post on here and searched local news a while seeing if he showed up arrested or in an accident and never found anything.

 

[DemntedCowboy]

I'm here and a few of y'all got my personal info from contacts and mailings.
I know Sfreed, Bman, Beast, Swim and a few other guys have my info

 

[SFreed]

I'm here and a few of y'all got my personal info from contacts and mailings.
I know Sfreed, Bman, Beast, Swim and a few other guys have my info

True story. I give your info to all the far chicks I bang. They're all looking for that trip care!

 

[SFreed]

True story. I give your info to all the far chicks I bang. They're all looking for that trip care!

Should have said Tri care. Stupid auto correct

 

[DemntedCowboy]

True story. I give your info to all the far chicks I bang. They're all looking for that trip care!

You seen pics of my ex's. I know how to roll with tri-care Bit**es. Lol. But, right now good with the one I got. She being good right now for once

 

[SFreed]

Should have said Tri care. Stupid auto correct

And fat chicks. Fckn auto correct

 

[Matthersby]

And fat chicks. Fckn auto correct

Best lay of my life was a fat chick. She was a Recently divorced jacked Mormon that had a severe porn addict ex husband, so she learned a lot of fun stuff trying to keep that asshole interested since he just wanted porn. I couldn’t imagine wanting porn over that fun of a slut. I had decided to say celibate during my 10 month divorce and the day it was final I went to a bar in the middle nowhere and said to myself I’m gonna fck the first girl that walks in here. She was the only one there all night so......

 

[Codybenz]

Best lay of my life was a fat chick. She was a Recently divorced jacked Mormon that had a severe porn addict ex husband, so she learned a lot of fun stuff trying to keep that asshole interested since he just wanted porn. I couldn’t imagine wanting porn over that fun of a slut. I had decided to say celibate during my 10 month divorce and the day it was final I went to a bar in the middle nowhere and said to myself I’m gonna fck the first girl that walks in here. She was the only one there all night so......

Sure it was actually the best lay of your life, or just the fact you hadn’t had any in 10months?

 

[Mathb33]

Damn low blows

 

[Nac]

How fat is "fat" in this case? If she is so fat she has lost her curves/lady lumps, then thats too fat. Just IMO. Chubby, but still curvy is ideal. Maybe you could poast a reference pic, Matt.

 

[bigbeaph]

Best lay of my life was a fat chick. She was a Recently divorced jacked Mormon that had a severe porn addict ex husband, so she learned a lot of fun stuff trying to keep that asshole interested since he just wanted porn. I couldn’t imagine wanting porn over that fun of a slut. I had decided to say celibate during my 10 month divorce and the day it was final I went to a bar in the middle nowhere and said to myself I’m gonna fck the first girl that walks in here. She was the only one there all night so......

Your life keeps getting more interesting....

 

[SFreed]

Divorced after 34 year of being married. When it was over I had about 6 months of banging whatever stood still long enough.

 

[Ironpirate]

Big girls are much easier to please and they usually don't play games. I've always liked bigger girls but definitely not too big. I like women that dont like themselves is the best way to put it.

 

[Whisky]

When I was younger (and fat myself) I was a good catch for fat girls. I was fat but imo I was an alright looking fat guy so I’ve run through more than my fair share of fatties. They are normally a lot of fun (although some were freaky and not in a good way lol)

on the main reason for the post I’m fortunate I have a bro who I can talk to and who cycles himself but generally no one else in my life, I must admit I’ve always been a bit concerned when people go quiet ever since fritzfury.....I guess the more we push the boundaries the more chance for problems but nothing in life is completely risk free. Good to see that it seems hpg is ok though, love that guy

 

[jtmartin18]

I don’t post or comment often, but I read this section of the forum just about every day and feel like I know everybody in this thread well just from reading. Love the brotherhood here and really appreciate everyone’s advice and experiences!

 

[Matthersby]

Sure it was actually the best lay of your life, or just the fact you hadn’t had any in 10months?

No way my friend. She was wild and really good at what she did. Pro. Don’t want to be a scumbag getting too detailed but she did stuff girls usually only do on your anniversary.

 

[bigbeaph]

No way my friend. She was wild and really good at what she did. Pro. Don’t want to be a scumbag getting too detailed but she did stuff girls usually only do on your anniversary.

Pics or it didnt happen

 

[Matthersby]

How fat is "fat" in this case? If she is so fat she has lost her curves/lady lumps, then thats too fat. Just IMO. Chubby, but still curvy is ideal. Maybe you could poast a reference pic, Matt.

She was just chubby but didn’t look bad naked. Had a few kids and I guess had lapband so her boobs were deflated and she had a little loose skin but she was so freaking fun I didn’t even notice. Her confidence was that of a girl way hotter and she knew how to please like someone you’d been with for years. She probably took a lot of notes with porn trying to keep her marriage together. Fun girl. And I’m not bragging but I was a good looking guy and I really started aging these last 5 years but prior to that I’ve been with close to 100 if I were to sit and count them and I know a really really good lay when I have one. A+ for that girl. Only 2 that come close was my ex from 2011-2014 and my current gf. The dirtier and degrading the better with her. Glad I found her.

 

[Matthersby]

Pics or it didnt happen

If I’d have known how good she was going to be I may have documented it, but this was 2010 and I probably barely had a flip phone until the end of the year.

 

[Matthersby]

And my ex is still blaming me for **** after 10 years of divorce

 

[ChocolateClen]

I can’t do fat chicks, after my gf cheated on me I slept around a lot. Ended up smashing a MILF for a while and damn she was fun. Learned a lot from her. That’s about the time I ran my first hardcore cycle too.

 

[ChocolateClen]

I can’t do far chicks, after my gf cheated on me I slept around a lot. Ended up smashing a MILF for a while and damn she was fun. Learned a lot from her. That’s about the time I ran my first hardcore cycle too.

 

[bigbeaph]

If I’d have known how good she was going to be I may have documented it, but this was 2010 and I probably barely had a flip phone until the end of the year.

Ha...I'm just fukin around...seemed like a good time to take a chance!

 

[bigbeaph]

I can’t do far chicks, after my gf cheated on me I slept around a lot. Ended up smashing a MILF for a while and damn she was fun. Learned a lot from her. That’s about the time I ran my first hardcore cycle too.

In my younger years you had to be something special for me to try to smash. I really wasnt conceded at all, just how I saw it for some reason. 95% of them I had no interest in. Now in life I'm starting to take notice of some of those chubby chicks. Wish I would have been more open minded back then....its all for not nowadays.

 

[Nac]

I can’t do fat chicks, after my gf cheated on me I slept around a lot. Ended up smashing a MILF for a while and damn she was fun. Learned a lot from her. That’s about the time I ran my first hardcore cycle too.

MILF eh...bet she loved rimming amirite

 

[Matthersby]

In my younger years you had to be something special for me to try to smash. I really wasnt conceded at all, just how I saw it for some reason. 95% of them I had no interest in. Now in life I'm starting to take notice of some of those chubby chicks. Wish I would have been more open minded back then....its all for not nowadays.

Same exact thing. I probably was a little bit conceded. I wouldn’t bang anyone unless I was really into them. Just was a snob and always thought I had options. It really messes with their heads when they are trying to fck you and you’re like nah...
but then by 25-26 it was on, I would just pick one that seemed the most down regardless of looks just to finish the night off right. Never had to get a penicillin shot either. Lucked out.

 

[DemntedCowboy]

Same exact thing. I probably was a little bit conceded. I wouldn’t bang anyone unless I was really into them. Just was a snob and always thought I had options. It really messes with their heads when they are trying to fck you and you’re like nah...
but then by 25-26 it was on, I would just pick one that seemed the most down regardless of looks just to finish the night off right. Never had to get a penicillin shot either. Lucked out.

Come on man....In the Army Infantry, we used to say. STD's are like Pokemon, You Gotta Catch them All.

 

[jrock645]

Come on man....In the Army Infantry, we used to say. STD's are like Pokemon, You Gotta Catch them All.

I was at a vietnam reunion last year in my late grandfathers place. There were several branches and units there, and they had different displays and stuff up with pics and whatnot. One was an infantry group, and there was a pic of a chick taking her panties off under her dress captioned “infantry man? Guess i wont be needing these!”

 

[DemntedCowboy]

I was at a vietnam reunion last year in my late grandfathers place. There were several branches and units there, and they had different displays and stuff up with pics and whatnot. One was an infantry group, and there was a pic of a chick taking her panties off under her dress captioned “infantry man? Guess i wont be needing these!”

Thats how it was too. Meet a chick off base, she be like you military. Yes I am, what you do, Infantry. Lets go outside.

 

[DemntedCowboy]

Also probably why I got 2 ex wives. Lol

 

[DemntedCowboy]

Thats how it was too. Meet a chick off base, she be like you military. Yes I am, what you do, Infantry. Lets go outside.

My first wife I had sex with her in a park 2 hours after meeting her. My second wife, we had anal sex 20 mins after she picked me up from the airport. Current wife we had anal sex in the hottub 30 mins after she picked me up, and I was beating that pussy up 20 mins later in her room. Her boyfriend at the time went to go get beer. Came back and dropped the beer over the fence when he saw me pounding her in the yard. We had sex in the hottub, in the yard, and then in the house after her daughters went to bed.

 

[DemntedCowboy]

Which makes it hard this year with 2 surgeries. Cause she has a high sex drive, and me being on cycle I just wanna hit that. But I cant do to the surgeries

 

[bigbeaph]

My first wife I had sex with her in a park 2 hours after meeting her. My second wife, we had anal sex 20 mins after she picked me up from the airport. Current wife we had anal sex in the hottub 30 mins after she picked me up, and I was beating that pussy up 20 mins later in her room. Her boyfriend at the time went to go get beer. Came back and dropped the beer over the fence when he saw me pounding her in the yard. We had sex in the hottub, in the yard, and then in the house after her daughters went to bed.

I've got a new kind of respect for you now DC! Lmao

 

[DemntedCowboy]

I've got a new kind of respect for you now DC! Lmao

And thats just the ones I married. Lol. In Germany, some.of the Older folk will remember the book, Around the World in 180 days, I went Around the World in 180 Girls. Lol

 

[Matthersby]

I've got a new kind of respect for you now DC! Lmao

Much bigger fan of anal than I used to be. My current is a toy freak. Our nightstands have absurd amounts of stuff.
Libido is just nuts lately, this is all that’s on my mind.

 

[ChocolateClen]

And thats just the ones I married. Lol. In Germany, some.of the Older folk will remember the book, Around the World in 180 days, I went Around the World in 180 Girls. Lol

Reminds me of some **** me and my roommates did.

$100 on the table, first person to **** a girl from every continent + India and an extra European girl of your choice, would win.

Good times, I didn’t win though.