BPMartyr's Masochistic Suspended Animation
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bpmartyr
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Update
Well, 4 days into the second week and I can deff tell I am ON.
Negative sides:
Lethargy - On and off, today was real bad. Just about had to pull over and take a nap at one point. :yawn: I may play with some stims to combat the effects. Seemed to be better when I was injecting the 1T before bed vs the transdermal route but I don't know if I can take much more of the injection site pain from that stuff. Perhaps the new batch will be better, I will try again AFTER my belt test on Saturday.
Acne - Nothing terrible. My skin is not real "oily" but I am getting the tell tale eruption here and there as well as a ton of white heads. Looks like a family of larva hatching when I squeeze my nose. I will just continue to shower 2x ed as well as using a wash cloth on the face when I can.
Injection site pain - Even the regular test is getting pretty painfull. Granted I have been hitting the rt ventro over and over. I will try the delt in a bit here. Probably have the wife do that one for me (what a puzzy huh?).:whip:
The 1Test site pain lingers for waaay to long as well as a fair amount of swelling. Again, not sure if that batch is totally clean so a new batch should tell much. Quad pain is nearly gone, lt ventro not so almost gone.
Aggression - I know this can be a positive side as well but I am feeling the "dark side". Just wanna kick the snot out of some people at times. Much more so than normal. Maybe that will become more of a positive on Saturday!:twisted:
:bruce3:
Positive sides
Strength - Weights are feeling lighter already. Still doing TUT but I am increasing the rest between sets and increasing the weight of each set to keep me around 8-10 for set one, 4-6 for set two and 2-4 for set three. I want to take it slow on the strength increases to reduce suspicion with my gym bro's. Sayin I brought the cals back up will only take me so far in believability.
Libido - Not what I am used to with test but elevated just the same. I am thinking perhaps the PP is to blame. I should know more once the PP is discontinued. Don't know if I will go the full 4 weeks. The 1T should really be kickin in by the 4th week so I really should just drop it. That will give my body more recovery before throwing superdrol at it anyhow. We will see, I am an overkill type guy sometimes.
Vascularity - Already increasing. The bi's and delts are poppin a little harder and at times my forearms look like they are sitting on the surface, sweet.
Recovery - A little early to tell much here but DOMS seemed to have decreased. Recovery between sets is going to be difficult to gauge as I am switching up the rest times.
Fullness/Pump - My bi's feel like I just did a set of curls, worked them yesterday.
Appetite - Strong here. Was in the ****ter at first but is really coming around. I am not gonna lie, I am not eating the cleanest but nothing terrible. Just upping the pasta and red meat intake as well as a little more bread (ww hamburger buns). One of the reasons I even do cycles is so I can shovel down some food to treat myself for all the strict dieting without significant damage to the belly. :burg:
Weight gain - can't say it's all clean or that it aint all water/glycogen but I am up ~7-8lbs in these first 11 days.
Can't think of anything else right now, any questions?
Well, 4 days into the second week and I can deff tell I am ON.
Negative sides:
Lethargy - On and off, today was real bad. Just about had to pull over and take a nap at one point. :yawn: I may play with some stims to combat the effects. Seemed to be better when I was injecting the 1T before bed vs the transdermal route but I don't know if I can take much more of the injection site pain from that stuff. Perhaps the new batch will be better, I will try again AFTER my belt test on Saturday.
Acne - Nothing terrible. My skin is not real "oily" but I am getting the tell tale eruption here and there as well as a ton of white heads. Looks like a family of larva hatching when I squeeze my nose. I will just continue to shower 2x ed as well as using a wash cloth on the face when I can.
Injection site pain - Even the regular test is getting pretty painfull. Granted I have been hitting the rt ventro over and over. I will try the delt in a bit here. Probably have the wife do that one for me (what a puzzy huh?).:whip:
The 1Test site pain lingers for waaay to long as well as a fair amount of swelling. Again, not sure if that batch is totally clean so a new batch should tell much. Quad pain is nearly gone, lt ventro not so almost gone.
Aggression - I know this can be a positive side as well but I am feeling the "dark side". Just wanna kick the snot out of some people at times. Much more so than normal. Maybe that will become more of a positive on Saturday!:twisted:
:bruce3:
Positive sides
Strength - Weights are feeling lighter already. Still doing TUT but I am increasing the rest between sets and increasing the weight of each set to keep me around 8-10 for set one, 4-6 for set two and 2-4 for set three. I want to take it slow on the strength increases to reduce suspicion with my gym bro's. Sayin I brought the cals back up will only take me so far in believability.
Libido - Not what I am used to with test but elevated just the same. I am thinking perhaps the PP is to blame. I should know more once the PP is discontinued. Don't know if I will go the full 4 weeks. The 1T should really be kickin in by the 4th week so I really should just drop it. That will give my body more recovery before throwing superdrol at it anyhow. We will see, I am an overkill type guy sometimes.
Vascularity - Already increasing. The bi's and delts are poppin a little harder and at times my forearms look like they are sitting on the surface, sweet.
Recovery - A little early to tell much here but DOMS seemed to have decreased. Recovery between sets is going to be difficult to gauge as I am switching up the rest times.
Fullness/Pump - My bi's feel like I just did a set of curls, worked them yesterday.
Appetite - Strong here. Was in the ****ter at first but is really coming around. I am not gonna lie, I am not eating the cleanest but nothing terrible. Just upping the pasta and red meat intake as well as a little more bread (ww hamburger buns). One of the reasons I even do cycles is so I can shovel down some food to treat myself for all the strict dieting without significant damage to the belly. :burg:
Weight gain - can't say it's all clean or that it aint all water/glycogen but I am up ~7-8lbs in these first 11 days.
Can't think of anything else right now, any questions?
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
bpmartyr said:Update
Well, 4 days into the second week and I can deff tell I am ON.
Negative sides:
Lethargy - On and off, today was real bad. Just about had to pull over and take a nap at one point. :yawn: I may play with some stims to combat the effects. Seemed to be better when I was injecting the 1T before bed vs the transdermal route but I don't know if I can take much more of the injection site pain from that stuff. Perhaps the new batch will be better, I will try again AFTER my belt test on Saturday.
Acne - Nothing terrible. My skin is not real "oily" but I am getting the tell tale eruption here and there as well as a ton of white heads. Looks like a family of larva hatching when I squeeze my nose. I will just continue to shower 2x ed as well as using a wash cloth on the face when I can.
Injection site pain - Even the regular test is getting pretty painfull. Granted I have been hitting the rt ventro over and over. I will try the delt in a bit here. Probably have the wife do that one for me (what a puzzy huh?).:whip:
The 1Test site pain lingers for waaay to long as well as a fair amount of swelling. Again, not sure if that batch is totally clean so a new batch should tell much. Quad pain is nearly gone, lt ventro not so almost gone.
Aggression - I know this can be a positive side as well but I am feeling the "dark side". Just wanna kick the snot out of some people at times. Much more so than normal. Maybe that will become more of a positive on Saturday!:twisted:
:bruce3:
Positive sides
Strength - Weights are feeling lighter already. Still doing TUT but I am increasing the rest between sets and increasing the weight of each set to keep me around 8-10 for set one, 4-6 for set two and 2-4 for set three. I want to take it slow on the strength increases to reduce suspicion with my gym bro's. Sayin I brought the cals back up will only take me so far in believability.
Libido - Not what I am used to with test but elevated just the same. I am thinking perhaps the PP is to blame. I should know more once the PP is discontinued. Don't know if I will go the full 4 weeks. The 1T should really be kickin in by the 4th week so I really should just drop it. That will give my body more recovery before throwing superdrol at it anyhow. We will see, I am an overkill type guy sometimes.
Vascularity - Already increasing. The bi's and delts are poppin a little harder and at times my forearms look like they are sitting on the surface, sweet.
Recovery - A little early to tell much here but DOMS seemed to have decreased. Recovery between sets is going to be difficult to gauge as I am switching up the rest times.
Fullness/Pump - My bi's feel like I just did a set of curls, worked them yesterday.
Appetite - Strong here. Was in the ****ter at first but is really coming around. I am not gonna lie, I am not eating the cleanest but nothing terrible. Just upping the pasta and red meat intake as well as a little more bread (ww hamburger buns). One of the reasons I even do cycles is so I can shovel down some food to treat myself for all the strict dieting without significant damage to the belly. :burg:
Weight gain - can't say it's all clean or that it aint all water/glycogen but I am up ~7-8lbs in these first 11 days.
Can't think of anything else right now, any questions?
What is this? The international "Rob-Mulletsoldier-For-His-Very-Pretty-Log-Setup" week?
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
I'm just playing, great minds think alike. And I never knew I had two, somebody special must have repped me.
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update
Good day. No lethargy, good mood. Appetite only moderate at best today. Still no crazy libido, boys are hangin really low for some reason. Like I just hit up 5000iu of HCG or somethin. Should be shrinkin up from shutdown with all the suppression I am throwin their way, hmm.
Dosing remaining the same:
AM transdermal, net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
Afternoon 37.5mg test suspension
PM transdermal net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
PP 10mg AM, 10mg afternoon
Total net test 91.5mg - weekly 640.5mg (rough equivalent of 950mg enan)
Total net 1test 193mg - weekly 1,351mg
Used the lt pec for the suspension, hurting a bit already. Shoulder feels pretty good, like a small charlie is all. Still waiting for the swelling to subside in the ventro sites. Think I over did it there. I will be rotating every time from now on. Gonna try lats, traps, tri's and bi's. Aint touchin the calfs, LOL.
No workout today save MA class in the evening, low intensity however as I was just brushing up on self defense techniques for this Saturday. I am going to try and take it easy the next couple of days on the training so I will be fresh. No takin it easy on the food however.
Good day. No lethargy, good mood. Appetite only moderate at best today. Still no crazy libido, boys are hangin really low for some reason. Like I just hit up 5000iu of HCG or somethin. Should be shrinkin up from shutdown with all the suppression I am throwin their way, hmm.
Dosing remaining the same:
AM transdermal, net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
Afternoon 37.5mg test suspension
PM transdermal net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
PP 10mg AM, 10mg afternoon
Total net test 91.5mg - weekly 640.5mg (rough equivalent of 950mg enan)
Total net 1test 193mg - weekly 1,351mg
Used the lt pec for the suspension, hurting a bit already. Shoulder feels pretty good, like a small charlie is all. Still waiting for the swelling to subside in the ventro sites. Think I over did it there. I will be rotating every time from now on. Gonna try lats, traps, tri's and bi's. Aint touchin the calfs, LOL.
No workout today save MA class in the evening, low intensity however as I was just brushing up on self defense techniques for this Saturday. I am going to try and take it easy the next couple of days on the training so I will be fresh. No takin it easy on the food however.
LakeMountD
Doctor Science
Glad to hear everything is going well. DEFINITELY don't keep pinning the same spot bro. You can build up scar tissue if you keep hitting the same spots over and over. YOu only want to hit the same spot like twice per week. Delts are fine man, just aim for the center and don't go too deep (for some reason in the delts, going too deep hurts like a mofo). But yeah delta, quads (you have to find the right spot here, took me forever to find it), glute, ventroglut, those are all the best places to go in my opinion.
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
bpmartyr said:Update
Good day. No lethargy, good mood. Appetite only moderate at best today. Still no crazy libido, boys are hangin really low for some reason. Like I just hit up 5000iu of HCG or somethin. Should be shrinkin up from shutdown with all the suppression I am throwin their way, hmm.
Dosing remaining the same:
AM transdermal, net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
Afternoon 37.5mg test suspension
PM transdermal net 27mg/96.5mg test/1test
PP 10mg AM, 10mg afternoon
Total net test 91.5mg - weekly 640.5mg (rough equivalent of 950mg enan)
Total net 1test 193mg - weekly 1,351mg
Used the lt pec for the suspension, hurting a bit already. Shoulder feels pretty good, like a small charlie is all. Still waiting for the swelling to subside in the ventro sites. Think I over did it there. I will be rotating every time from now on. Gonna try lats, traps, tri's and bi's. Aint touchin the calfs, LOL.
No workout today save MA class in the evening, low intensity however as I was just brushing up on self defense techniques for this Saturday. I am going to try and take it easy the next couple of days on the training so I will be fresh. No takin it easy on the food however.
Have you hit the lats alot before BP? For mine I am thinking of rotating quads, delts, and lats.
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
LakeMountD said:
Thanks bro. Do keep in mind that this is a water based suspension using a 29ga insulin pin. I think scar tissue would be of greater concern with a larger needle and oil but yeah, I will be rotating more for sure. I was just a little apprehensive trying many sites with this stuff after the amount of pain I experienced in the quads.
I don't think going too deep is going to be much of a concern with a 1/2" pin.
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Mulletsoldier said:
Never tried the lat. I have predominately used enan with 1 or 2x ew injections so I would just rotate from lt to rt on the glutes. Glutes are by far my favorite for enan as are the vento's. I don't think I can get to mine however with the 1/2" pin. Always use a 1 1/2 there for my oil based.
bpmartyr
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Update
Holy :yawn: I was hit hard this afternoon with the serious narcolepsy! Lucky for me I was at home and the work I had in process could wait for another day cause I was out of it.
Interesting appetite today. I get really hungry and then feel stuffed after eating only half my meal. I hate doing it but I am making up for it today with shakes.
All dosing remained the same. Hit the lt trap with 1/2 cc test. Pec a bit sore but no more than a good case of DOMS. Shoulder still a bit tender. I am thinking this thread was aptly named.
Almost out of this batch of trans. The next batch will be 1test only so I can get an equivalent dose from 6ml ed vs. the 10 I am bathing in now. I will then up the suspension to get the desired daily test. My syringes are only 1cc and I do not feel like injecting more than once so the weekly test will drop to 525. Roughly the equivalent of 750mg enan. I may not be happy with that and opt for 2x ed injections. We shall see.
After my belt test this weekend I plan on downin some spirits. To anyone who advises against this and to my liver whom doth protest too much: :FUfinger:
After recovering this weekend I intend on upping my training split to 2 on 1 off again. With a caloric surplus and a little chemical enhancement it ought to go well.:burger:
Holy :yawn: I was hit hard this afternoon with the serious narcolepsy! Lucky for me I was at home and the work I had in process could wait for another day cause I was out of it.
Interesting appetite today. I get really hungry and then feel stuffed after eating only half my meal. I hate doing it but I am making up for it today with shakes.
All dosing remained the same. Hit the lt trap with 1/2 cc test. Pec a bit sore but no more than a good case of DOMS. Shoulder still a bit tender. I am thinking this thread was aptly named.
Almost out of this batch of trans. The next batch will be 1test only so I can get an equivalent dose from 6ml ed vs. the 10 I am bathing in now. I will then up the suspension to get the desired daily test. My syringes are only 1cc and I do not feel like injecting more than once so the weekly test will drop to 525. Roughly the equivalent of 750mg enan. I may not be happy with that and opt for 2x ed injections. We shall see.
After my belt test this weekend I plan on downin some spirits. To anyone who advises against this and to my liver whom doth protest too much: :FUfinger:
After recovering this weekend I intend on upping my training split to 2 on 1 off again. With a caloric surplus and a little chemical enhancement it ought to go well.:burger:
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update
Feeling fantastic today. Did A set this afternoon and the weight felt really light. Looking forward to next week as that is when 1T usually starts to show it's magic. I am considering bumping the PP to 30 but have not made up my mind. Vascularity improving as well even though I am holding a little more water than normal.
Mixed a new batch of transdermal with 1T only this time. 3ml at a time is much better than 5. I think I will actually get better absorbtion this way as the 5 just didn't seem to fully absorb with the surface area I have to work with. The 3 went right in.
Test injection was 1cc to the lt lat today. Didn't feel a thing and still don't. The trap is just a bit sore from yesterday as is the pec from the day before. Delt is fully healed.
I am off work today so other than hitting the gym I am taking it easy. Napping and eating. I will be ready for tomorrow. Can't wait, finally get to wrap that black sash around me that I have worked very hard for. Gotta go eat!
Feeling fantastic today. Did A set this afternoon and the weight felt really light. Looking forward to next week as that is when 1T usually starts to show it's magic. I am considering bumping the PP to 30 but have not made up my mind. Vascularity improving as well even though I am holding a little more water than normal.
Mixed a new batch of transdermal with 1T only this time. 3ml at a time is much better than 5. I think I will actually get better absorbtion this way as the 5 just didn't seem to fully absorb with the surface area I have to work with. The 3 went right in.
Test injection was 1cc to the lt lat today. Didn't feel a thing and still don't. The trap is just a bit sore from yesterday as is the pec from the day before. Delt is fully healed.
I am off work today so other than hitting the gym I am taking it easy. Napping and eating. I will be ready for tomorrow. Can't wait, finally get to wrap that black sash around me that I have worked very hard for. Gotta go eat!
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update
Dosing unchanged. Rt lat for 1cc. This has to be my new favorite injection site. The 1test transdermal is absorbing much better it seems with the lowered volume. I am still debating whether or not jumping to 30mg PP will be efficacious. I'll hold at 20 for now.
Black belt test today, I was told I did very well. Officially a black belt.:woohoo: :bruce1: :bruce2: :bruce3:
I am now quite exhausted and looking forward to trashing my liver for the rest of the evening.:cheers: :drunk:
Dosing unchanged. Rt lat for 1cc. This has to be my new favorite injection site. The 1test transdermal is absorbing much better it seems with the lowered volume. I am still debating whether or not jumping to 30mg PP will be efficacious. I'll hold at 20 for now.
Black belt test today, I was told I did very well. Officially a black belt.:woohoo: :bruce1: :bruce2: :bruce3:
I am now quite exhausted and looking forward to trashing my liver for the rest of the evening.:cheers: :drunk:
LakeMountD
Doctor Science
bpmartyr said:
You are a still a wimp
. :stick:
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
Congrats BP..Now it will make even more sense when I call you Obi-Wan. 1cc go down smooth in the lat?
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update (for Sunday June 11th - day 16)
Nothing really to update but I am bored so....
Off day from everything. Belt test kicked my arse and I didn't do much more than eat and sleep. Not the clean food you would expect from Obi Wan but I made up for the lack of quality by increasing the quantity. Breakfast burrito stuffed with eggs, bacon & cheese, chicken burrito supreme for a snack, tavern burger for lunch (the one loaded with 1/2 lb of beef, fried egg, ham, bacon & cheese) with a mound of crinkle cut fries (my favorite), turkey sausage Strombolli for dinner (these actually are not that bad save the processed flour they use in the dough 7g fat, 31g carb, 4g sugar, 2g fiber, 15g protein, 250 cals).
This batch of 1test transdermal will be my last. Buddy made me an offer I couldn't refuse on the remainder of powder. I still have about 15ml of the suspension left so I am sure to entertain you with that once the trans is gone.
1cc to rt ventro. PP still at 20mg. Libido still not crazy but random tent pitching has commenced. Appetite out of (my) control. May need to implement some stims for their appetite suppression as I don't want too much adipose gain especially seeing I have reduced cardio tremendously. I will kick it back up during tail end of cycle for the "leaning phase". <--- Said like Dr. Evil with quotation marks signed above head.
Nothing really to update but I am bored so....
Off day from everything. Belt test kicked my arse and I didn't do much more than eat and sleep. Not the clean food you would expect from Obi Wan but I made up for the lack of quality by increasing the quantity.
Breakfast burrito stuffed with eggs, bacon & cheese, chicken burrito supreme for a snack, tavern burger for lunch (the one loaded with 1/2 lb of beef, fried egg, ham, bacon & cheese) with a mound of crinkle cut fries (my favorite), turkey sausage Strombolli for dinner (these actually are not that bad save the processed flour they use in the dough 7g fat, 31g carb, 4g sugar, 2g fiber, 15g protein, 250 cals).This batch of 1test transdermal will be my last. Buddy made me an offer I couldn't refuse on the remainder of powder. I still have about 15ml of the suspension left so I am sure to entertain you with that once the trans is gone.
1cc to rt ventro. PP still at 20mg. Libido still not crazy but random tent pitching has commenced. Appetite out of (my) control. May need to implement some stims for their appetite suppression as I don't want too much adipose gain especially seeing I have reduced cardio tremendously. I will kick it back up during tail end of cycle for the "leaning phase". <--- Said like Dr. Evil with quotation marks signed above head.
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bpmartyr
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Well, since you put it that way .....
Update
Took the day off work today. :woohoo:
A set in the AM. Feeling a little fatigued in the legs and core from Saturday but I was still able to squeeze out a good workout. Strength is on the rise (which is what I want) and recovery is great. Two minutes between sets feels like five but I again must take into consideration that I upped the rest from 60 seconds. The increased rest times are not keeping my heartrate elevated as much but I am pushing more weight. I think the current method will prove to be superior for me in regards to strength and mass but I may revert back while trying to lean out.
Vascularity in my forearms was insane after workout. Love it.
Narcolepsy kicked in a bit after lunch so I hit the couch for a three hour tour. This is the worst lethargy I have ever had from a cycle. I am wondering if the PP and 1T together may be synergistically kicking my tail end. This is also the highest test dose I have ran and it usually seems to make me want to get more sleep to a certain degree as well. The positive side is all the extra rest I am getting. As long as my schedule permits imma gonna keepa nappin.
Dosages unchanged. 1cc test to rt delt.
Weighed in this morning at 178. Thats ~10lbs up since starting but I am looking a bit soft. Gotta be at least a few lbs of water.
Update
Took the day off work today. :woohoo:
A set in the AM. Feeling a little fatigued in the legs and core from Saturday but I was still able to squeeze out a good workout. Strength is on the rise (which is what I want) and recovery is great. Two minutes between sets feels like five but I again must take into consideration that I upped the rest from 60 seconds. The increased rest times are not keeping my heartrate elevated as much but I am pushing more weight. I think the current method will prove to be superior for me in regards to strength and mass but I may revert back while trying to lean out.
Vascularity in my forearms was insane after workout. Love it.
Narcolepsy kicked in a bit after lunch so I hit the couch for a three hour tour. This is the worst lethargy I have ever had from a cycle. I am wondering if the PP and 1T together may be synergistically kicking my tail end. This is also the highest test dose I have ran and it usually seems to make me want to get more sleep to a certain degree as well. The positive side is all the extra rest I am getting. As long as my schedule permits imma gonna keepa nappin.
Dosages unchanged. 1cc test to rt delt.
Weighed in this morning at 178. Thats ~10lbs up since starting but I am looking a bit soft. Gotta be at least a few lbs of water.
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update
As of yesterday I altered the dosage protocol slightly. Upped the PP to 30mg and reduced the trans 1test from 300mg to 200mg. I am hoping less 1T will reduce this life altering lethargy that is beginning to overtake me. I am keeping the test the same but I realized it is not 75mg/ml by the time it is all filtered. I am going to calculate/guess it at 60mg/ml from now on. That would net me ~420mg ew or equivalent of 500mg prop and 620mg enan. That would make more sense as I "feel" like I am on a standard 500mg ew enan. Anyway blah blah blah.
Adding ~10mcg T3 ed to the mix. Been seeing a lot of peeps recommending the low dose while bulking so I figured, what the heck. I will ramp that up to 100mcg when I enter the leaning out phase.
Tried making a new batch of TNE suspension last night using a Titan filter and the dam thing didn't work. No flow at all. By the time I cleaned out and flushed one of my Whatmans the solution crashed. Pissed me off. Tried again this morning and had the same result with another one of the off brands. This time I had a couple Whatmans ready and was able to get a good batch. Reusing filters just makes me nervous. I know you can do it but I would rather just use a new one each time to be safe. Whats $5 right. Some more Whatmans on the way.
Did B set yesterday. Bi's, quads & hams. Slight strength increase and good recovery.
Looking a little bigger/fuller but softer. Weight hangin ~178.
Appetite still crazy at times. Ate a piece of some gourmet chicken pizza yesterday and it felt like I dropped a penny down a well. Just can't seem to fill up at times. Today is the opposite. I get halfway through a sandwich and have to choke down the rest. Weird.
Very moody. Want very little to do with people most of the day. I hope the reduced 1t dose will help with that some.
Yesterday hit the left bi for 1cc test. Still deciding on today's lucky muscle. I need a roulette wheel with the names of all the injection sites.
Today is an off day BTW. Set A in the AM.
As of yesterday I altered the dosage protocol slightly. Upped the PP to 30mg and reduced the trans 1test from 300mg to 200mg. I am hoping less 1T will reduce this life altering lethargy that is beginning to overtake me. I am keeping the test the same but I realized it is not 75mg/ml by the time it is all filtered. I am going to calculate/guess it at 60mg/ml from now on. That would net me ~420mg ew or equivalent of 500mg prop and 620mg enan. That would make more sense as I "feel" like I am on a standard 500mg ew enan. Anyway blah blah blah.
Adding ~10mcg T3 ed to the mix. Been seeing a lot of peeps recommending the low dose while bulking so I figured, what the heck. I will ramp that up to 100mcg when I enter the leaning out phase.
Tried making a new batch of TNE suspension last night using a Titan filter and the dam thing didn't work. No flow at all. By the time I cleaned out and flushed one of my Whatmans the solution crashed. Pissed me off. Tried again this morning and had the same result with another one of the off brands. This time I had a couple Whatmans ready and was able to get a good batch. Reusing filters just makes me nervous. I know you can do it but I would rather just use a new one each time to be safe. Whats $5 right. Some more Whatmans on the way.
Did B set yesterday. Bi's, quads & hams. Slight strength increase and good recovery.
Looking a little bigger/fuller but softer. Weight hangin ~178.
Appetite still crazy at times. Ate a piece of some gourmet chicken pizza yesterday and it felt like I dropped a penny down a well. Just can't seem to fill up at times. Today is the opposite. I get halfway through a sandwich and have to choke down the rest. Weird.
Very moody. Want very little to do with people most of the day. I hope the reduced 1t dose will help with that some.
Yesterday hit the left bi for 1cc test. Still deciding on today's lucky muscle. I need a roulette wheel with the names of all the injection sites.
Today is an off day BTW. Set A in the AM.
bpmartyr
Snuggle Club™ mascot
Update
Set A in the AM. Great workout, nice and strong, small weight increase on some lifts, more reps in others. I am sure it didn't hurt that I got 10 hrs of sleep. Gotta love lethargy sometimes.
The dosing protocol change does seem to be helping keep me more alert. Today I also added an extra cc of test to make up for the under dosed suspension. 1cc in each lat. Deff my favorite site, very little discomfort. Only have enough left in this bottle of PP for 4 more days. That will give me 24 days total and I really don't want to crack another bottle just for a few extra days worth. Figure I will run the T/1T solo for two weeks after the PP runs out for a micro liver/lipid recoup before hitting the superdrol/Zol.
Buddy at the gym commented that I am looking a little bigger. "Naw, just fatter".
Set A in the AM. Great workout, nice and strong, small weight increase on some lifts, more reps in others. I am sure it didn't hurt that I got 10 hrs of sleep. Gotta love lethargy sometimes.
The dosing protocol change does seem to be helping keep me more alert. Today I also added an extra cc of test to make up for the under dosed suspension. 1cc in each lat. Deff my favorite site, very little discomfort. Only have enough left in this bottle of PP for 4 more days. That will give me 24 days total and I really don't want to crack another bottle just for a few extra days worth. Figure I will run the T/1T solo for two weeks after the PP runs out for a micro liver/lipid recoup before hitting the superdrol/Zol.
Buddy at the gym commented that I am looking a little bigger. "Naw, just fatter".
Ubiquitous
Registered User
Well, looks like it's been a while since I checked in on you my friend. You seem to have hit a comfort zone. I think the last time I came about, you were passing out on the couch drinking tea.
bpmartyr
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Ubiquitous said:Well, looks like it's been a while since I checked in on you my friend. You seem to have hit a comfort zone. I think the last time I came about, you were passing out on the couch drinking tea.
Yeah doing better but I would not say comfort zone. Feeling lethargic and lazy aint my bag. Can not wait for the leaning phase with the superdrol and T3. Turns me into a super squirrel (Uber Eichhörnchen).
Update (Friday June 16)
Hit my B set in the AM. Bi's, Quads and hammies. Bi's are still hard as a rock over 24hrs later and my legs are not nearly as sore as they should be for the poundin I gave em. Threw in a mile incline walk afterwards.
Hit up shoulders for a 1cc test each.
Change in dosing has helped quite a bit with the lethargy but I am sleeping a lot. Got over 12hrs in last night.
Today is a rest day. Maybe I will try and overcome the laziness for a bike ride or something. The lawn needs mowed, that is an hour cardio right there.
bpmartyr
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Update Day 23
Did my A set this afternoon. Strength increase is really starting to show. I expected the 1Test to be kicking in the third week and it is.
One more day of the PP left. I am not impressed with it. Perhaps I needed a higher dose as I do with many other orals. Got enough stockpiled to find out another time.
Made a new batch of the test suspension following the recipe exactly (almost) this time instead of the seemingly "common sense" changes I had implemented. This batch is perfect. I feel it is as close to the 75mg/ml as I am going to get. I was adding the water into the dissolved TNE/BA/BB/PS solution, drawing with a 20ml syringe and filtering it all together. I was losing a lot of particulate in the process. This time I filtered the water free solution solo using a 5ml syringe (higher pressure achieved the smaller the syringe). I then ran 5ml of one of the prior underdosed batches through the same filter to minimize any hormone left in the Watman. The remaining 10.9 ml water was bacteriostatic and needed no filtering so I just added, reheated and shake shake shake. Still makes it through the 29ga albeit a bit slower. Also seems to be a bit less painfull, hmmm.
Lethergy still battling me but I am just napping when I can. Might as well take advantage of the extra rest and pray for growth.
Libido low but not non existant. I am interested to see if anything changes once the PP is taken out of the equation.
Weight is climbing steady but I am putting on more fat than I would like. Not a ton, but it is a real mental challenge for me to work very hard at cutting down just to see the adipose creeping back on. It's just one of those mental things that I need to overcome. Doesn't help that I am too lethargic for any cardio.
Not really getting any excessive "pump" but under the bloat and newly deposited fat I am staying rock hard and full pretty much 24/7.
Appetite is out of control, literally. Eating more junk than I would like but I am getting a lions share of all the good stuff as well. Plenty of protein/carbs/healthy fats. Thawing some lean ground beef as I type for some gargantuan ginormous hugantic burritos.
Vascularity scary at times even with increased bf% and some bloating.
Did my A set this afternoon. Strength increase is really starting to show. I expected the 1Test to be kicking in the third week and it is.
One more day of the PP left. I am not impressed with it. Perhaps I needed a higher dose as I do with many other orals. Got enough stockpiled to find out another time.
Made a new batch of the test suspension following the recipe exactly (almost) this time instead of the seemingly "common sense" changes I had implemented. This batch is perfect. I feel it is as close to the 75mg/ml as I am going to get. I was adding the water into the dissolved TNE/BA/BB/PS solution, drawing with a 20ml syringe and filtering it all together. I was losing a lot of particulate in the process. This time I filtered the water free solution solo using a 5ml syringe (higher pressure achieved the smaller the syringe). I then ran 5ml of one of the prior underdosed batches through the same filter to minimize any hormone left in the Watman. The remaining 10.9 ml water was bacteriostatic and needed no filtering so I just added, reheated and shake shake shake. Still makes it through the 29ga albeit a bit slower. Also seems to be a bit less painfull, hmmm.
Lethergy still battling me but I am just napping when I can. Might as well take advantage of the extra rest and pray for growth.
Libido low but not non existant. I am interested to see if anything changes once the PP is taken out of the equation.
Weight is climbing steady but I am putting on more fat than I would like. Not a ton, but it is a real mental challenge for me to work very hard at cutting down just to see the adipose creeping back on. It's just one of those mental things that I need to overcome. Doesn't help that I am too lethargic for any cardio.
Not really getting any excessive "pump" but under the bloat and newly deposited fat I am staying rock hard and full pretty much 24/7.
Appetite is out of control, literally. Eating more junk than I would like but I am getting a lions share of all the good stuff as well. Plenty of protein/carbs/healthy fats. Thawing some lean ground beef as I type for some gargantuan ginormous hugantic burritos.
Vascularity scary at times even with increased bf% and some bloating.
Ubiquitous
Registered User
I hear you on that mental obstacle, but it is a necessary evil when getting the full benefit of your cycle design... I have flubbed many a dip in the pool by cutting in haste when losing my abs. I am yet to learn how to shut off the quasi-nervosa when it happens.
nice job on the susp batch.
nice job on the susp batch.
bpmartyr
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Update Day 24
Did B set in the afternoon. Bi's, quads & hams. Slated for the morning but I though the time was well spent napping.
Strong workout, great recovery between sets.
No lethargy to speak of today. Me thinks the stronger batch of test may be helping. Hit the rt bicep with 1cc, gave me an extra 1/4" on the tape haha.
Today was the last of the PP.
Can't think of anything else. Gonna go eat again.
Did B set in the afternoon. Bi's, quads & hams. Slated for the morning but I though the time was well spent napping.
Strong workout, great recovery between sets.
No lethargy to speak of today. Me thinks the stronger batch of test may be helping. Hit the rt bicep with 1cc, gave me an extra 1/4" on the tape haha.
Today was the last of the PP.
Can't think of anything else. Gonna go eat again.
bpmartyr
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Update Day 25/26
Off day yesterday but I had energy in the evening so I hit up the cardio kboxing class at the gym. Boy how a few weeks off from cardio can leave ya a little winded. Realized halfway through that my wheels hadn't recovered from the grueling training the day before.
Dosings all remained the same: 75mg test suspension lt delt mid day, 100mg trans 1test in the AM and again in the PM. ~12.5mcg T3 in the AM on an empty stomach and .5mg Letro before bed.
Hit my A set this morning. Chest, back width, shoulders, back thickness and tri's. Added 3 sets of dips in addition to my normal chest routine BWx17 +25x9 +35x6. Those are strong numbers for me especially since I havn't done them in a long time and I am ~180lbs now. One of these days I'll have a couple 45's hangin below me. (I said b-low me!)
Trying out a slight dose change starting today. I have been hitting the suspension 75mg 1x ed in the afternoon. Today I did 75mg in the AM and I will hit another 75 before bed. Next 2 days will be 75 in the afternoon and on the third day I will hit it 2x again. This will add 150mg to my currently weekly total of 525mg for 675mg. Equivalent of 1gram of enan ew. Why not.
Lethargy pretty much gone. I am wondering if the under dosed test from my botched batches was to blame or maybe the PP 1test combo. Who knows, but it is gone for now so I am a cappy hampster.
The "boys" have officially begun their metamorphosis from plums to raisins.
Ordered a bottle of GLabz M-TRN today. I am thinking about giving it a try in the stead of the superdrol for this run. Or perhaps both in succession. I have some M1T in the supp cabinet as well. Perhaps I'll stack 20mg M1T with 30mg SD and 6mg TRN and 200mg ZOL all at once? <<<< Joking of course.
Off day yesterday but I had energy in the evening so I hit up the cardio kboxing class at the gym. Boy how a few weeks off from cardio can leave ya a little winded. Realized halfway through that my wheels hadn't recovered from the grueling training the day before.
Dosings all remained the same: 75mg test suspension lt delt mid day, 100mg trans 1test in the AM and again in the PM. ~12.5mcg T3 in the AM on an empty stomach and .5mg Letro before bed.
Hit my A set this morning. Chest, back width, shoulders, back thickness and tri's. Added 3 sets of dips in addition to my normal chest routine BWx17 +25x9 +35x6. Those are strong numbers for me especially since I havn't done them in a long time and I am ~180lbs now. One of these days I'll have a couple 45's hangin below me. (I said b-low me!)
Trying out a slight dose change starting today. I have been hitting the suspension 75mg 1x ed in the afternoon. Today I did 75mg in the AM and I will hit another 75 before bed. Next 2 days will be 75 in the afternoon and on the third day I will hit it 2x again. This will add 150mg to my currently weekly total of 525mg for 675mg. Equivalent of 1gram of enan ew. Why not.
Lethargy pretty much gone. I am wondering if the under dosed test from my botched batches was to blame or maybe the PP 1test combo. Who knows, but it is gone for now so I am a cappy hampster.
The "boys" have officially begun their metamorphosis from plums to raisins.
Ordered a bottle of GLabz M-TRN today. I am thinking about giving it a try in the stead of the superdrol for this run. Or perhaps both in succession. I have some M1T in the supp cabinet as well. Perhaps I'll stack 20mg M1T with 30mg SD and 6mg TRN and 200mg ZOL all at once? <<<< Joking of course.
bpmartyr
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Update Day 27
Weight 182 <<--- sheesh, bodyweight exercises are feelin a littly heavy compared to my 165lb frame 5 weeks ago.
Nothing new to report really. B set in the afternoon (bi's, quads, hams) followed by cardio kboxing ( I was bored ). Eating like a pig, sleeping as much and lifting as heavy as I can. 1cc test to the rt ventro. 200mg trans 1test split dosed. ~12.5 mcg T3.
Weight 182 <<--- sheesh, bodyweight exercises are feelin a littly heavy compared to my 165lb frame 5 weeks ago.
Nothing new to report really. B set in the afternoon (bi's, quads, hams) followed by cardio kboxing ( I was bored ). Eating like a pig, sleeping as much and lifting as heavy as I can. 1cc test to the rt ventro. 200mg trans 1test split dosed. ~12.5 mcg T3.
bpmartyr
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Update Day 28, 29
Yesterday was my A set. Able to up the weight virtually every lift. Recovery is fantastic, I feel like I could hit the same workout again today. Scheduled for legs today but I opted out. Wore myself out in the 3' pool with the kids making wirlpools. That may be a new low intensity cardio routine for me this summer, Really kicks my but walking against the water resistance. Second reason for skipping legs is it's over 100 degrees and the air isn't working at the gym, screw that.
Dosing the same except for adding 25mg MDHT preworkout yesterday. I love that stuff.
Yesterday was my A set. Able to up the weight virtually every lift. Recovery is fantastic, I feel like I could hit the same workout again today. Scheduled for legs today but I opted out. Wore myself out in the 3' pool with the kids making wirlpools. That may be a new low intensity cardio routine for me this summer, Really kicks my but walking against the water resistance. Second reason for skipping legs is it's over 100 degrees and the air isn't working at the gym, screw that.
Dosing the same except for adding 25mg MDHT preworkout yesterday. I love that stuff.
kwyckemynd00
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This officially has my KM00 seal of approvalbpmartyr said:
:bb2:
bpmartyr
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Skye said:
Works well in aiding focus/intensity for me. Seems to dry me out with higher doses (I have used as much as 100mg ed). All I have left are some of the 12.5mg pills so I am just using it as a pre-WO supp. I have always wondered how similar to Proviron this stuff is in regards to anti-E and SHBG reduction but info seems to be quite limited.
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
bpmartyr said:
Right BP, MDHT....
BP Rauch spalten!!!!
(you know what I mean BP!!)
scarfacebling
Registered User
Need a re-cap I did through all 12 pages of this log but now I forgot what is what.
Are you currently injecting the 1-test and test suspension ? How is the pain for both? I am really interested in doing this myself especially with the 1-test I bought a butt load of it before the ban and I hate bathing in it. Thank you for thinking out side the box and taking some possible risks.
Are you currently injecting the 1-test and test suspension ? How is the pain for both? I am really interested in doing this myself especially with the 1-test I bought a butt load of it before the ban and I hate bathing in it. Thank you for thinking out side the box and taking some possible risks.
bpmartyr
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scarfacebling said:
I am currently running the 1test transdermal at 200mg ed. Was at 300mg but the lethargy was killing me so I dropped it and feel much better. Probably not as effective gains wise but I need to be awake during the day.
The 1-test suspension seemed very painfull but I am going to try again after the transdermal is gone. Perhaps using the quads wasn't the best idear. I'll give the lats and shoulders a try next time. Look for that in about 2 weeks. I will lower the injectable dose to more closly resembe the trans dose. ie. 60mg ed.
Test suspension is painfull but bearable. Best in the delts, lats and ventro's.
scarfacebling
Registered User
have you used test prop? how is the pain in comparison to suspension? I haven really been thinking about using test suspension, and 1-test suspension is very interesting to me makes thin about 4ad suspension and boldenone suspension also. How bad the 1-test was was it pretty bad? I suppose I can wait two weeks to see the next go around works out.
Ubiquitous
Registered User
scarfacebling said:
I have a feeling that Bold Susp would make you curdle up into a ball of pain and ache your bones to the very marrow.
Additionally I think you'd feel very, very sick.
scarfacebling
Registered User
yeah I could only imagine with how bad bold prop is reported to be
Ubiquitous
Registered User
Chef Skye would have a recipe if anyone would. I kind of have a crush on him.
BP, I'm laughing at YOU... not with you.
BP, I'm laughing at YOU... not with you.
Skye
Well-known member
Just off of what Kulas (spell?) tried. I made my mix 100mg prop and 50mg TNE and its is painless, completely painless. with the leftovers I did try 100mg test base but it was a 2cc batch and one run only. Painless but it was not prepared in the normal way. the recipie for the mix is 3%ba, 12%BB and a 50/50 blend of grapeseed oil and EO.bpmartyr said:
I still cringe at that 1-test sub.
hey, crush or no crush I have to be drunk first bro.
bpmartyr
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Thanks Skye. I see a prop/TNE journey in my future.
I am here to entertain you. Anyway I can.
Update Day 32
All is well. A set this morning. Up in weight or reps on every lift. A little pooped towards the end so I skipped tri's but a great workout nontheless. Recovery is amazing. I am tearing it up and by the time I get home from the gym it doesn't even feel like I worked out. No DOMS whatsoever in the upper body, only a bit after training legs and typically just those stubburn hams.
Skye said:
I am here to entertain you. Anyway I can.
Update Day 32
All is well. A set this morning. Up in weight or reps on every lift. A little pooped towards the end so I skipped tri's but a great workout nontheless. Recovery is amazing. I am tearing it up and by the time I get home from the gym it doesn't even feel like I worked out. No DOMS whatsoever in the upper body, only a bit after training legs and typically just those stubburn hams.
Beelzebub said:
bpmartyr
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Update Day 36
Added 20mg superdrol as of today. Still at 200mg trans 1T, 75mg test suspension and 12.5mcg T3.
Noticing quite a bit of particulate left behind at the end of this last bottle of suspension. I started using 25ga 1" as of today. Perhaps that will help avoid waste and keep the dosing up to what I want. It took a while of drawing and collapsing the plunger to clear the pin with the 29's and in the process was delivering a lower concentration of test. (IMO) The 25 drew right up with ease and I am hoping a higher dose as well.
Did my A set today and was able to increase weight on a few movements but failed miserably with incline DB's. I knew I had started too heavy and by the last set I couldn't even get one rep. Better luck next time. It doesn't help that the DB's only go up at 5lb intervals. Maybe I will get some 2.5lb wrist weights so I can ease up slower.
Have not done any deadlifts (save light SLDL's) since I started training again a couple years ago. I have been afraid of injuring my back or shoulder again. I figure it's time to start easing back into them. I only went up to 225 today for 4 reps and even that felt hard on my lower back. I will take it slow.
Sides
To date the only negatives are acne (mild), lethergy (mild to moderate) and low libido.
Positives are strength, aggression and recovery.
Added 20mg superdrol as of today. Still at 200mg trans 1T, 75mg test suspension and 12.5mcg T3.
Noticing quite a bit of particulate left behind at the end of this last bottle of suspension. I started using 25ga 1" as of today. Perhaps that will help avoid waste and keep the dosing up to what I want. It took a while of drawing and collapsing the plunger to clear the pin with the 29's and in the process was delivering a lower concentration of test. (IMO) The 25 drew right up with ease and I am hoping a higher dose as well.
Did my A set today and was able to increase weight on a few movements but failed miserably with incline DB's. I knew I had started too heavy and by the last set I couldn't even get one rep. Better luck next time. It doesn't help that the DB's only go up at 5lb intervals. Maybe I will get some 2.5lb wrist weights so I can ease up slower.
Have not done any deadlifts (save light SLDL's) since I started training again a couple years ago. I have been afraid of injuring my back or shoulder again. I figure it's time to start easing back into them. I only went up to 225 today for 4 reps and even that felt hard on my lower back. I will take it slow.
Sides
To date the only negatives are acne (mild), lethergy (mild to moderate) and low libido.
Positives are strength, aggression and recovery.
Mulletsoldier
Binging on Pure ****ing Rage
bpmartyr said:
You ever tried Sumo's BP? You more than likely have, but I would just thought I'd check. I had to switch as well and it has saved my back alot of trouble.