thx for the reply. I am going in a few days and am currently taking around 40mg ralox and 50mg clomid to try n get my balls back to normal size. I ran the bad batch of rxt so hopefully shutdown was not permenant. I can still have sex and have no problems getting anything up-the boys are there, but not as gigantic as they were. Also I have developed quite a painful lump the size of a marble under my right nip and my nips are puffy. I am also looking a lot softer and put on fat easier than before. My weight is the same, and the strength is the same, but I suspect estrogen levels are still high? I ran my cycle in April and ran RXT all of May. I then found out the batch was bunk and ordered clomid, nolva, and currently purchased Novedex XT from the local store which didnt do anything. So here I am now with old reliable SERM's. I have been running Nolva/clomid/ralox for a month and sex drive slowly seems to be comming back Boys seem to be sloooooowly getting bigger, but cant really tell. Any input, comments, etc would help greatly. Thanks guys.