It's your body, your choice. If it was me, I'd run some OTC supps. Weight gainers, creatine, DAA for a few more months. Prob not what you wanna hear, but would be best to hit 185 all natural at least. Get your diet/ lifting routine on point and do more research on PH/DS compounds along with support supps and PCT supps. Tall frame, I know its hard to add mass that shows so to speak. I ran my first cycle, when others said I shouldn't. And now, I'm where others wished they were. Your call boss