I read it in some forum, I think it was this one...in the section about natural body-building. Someone was competing non-AAS, and the discussion was sparked that it is such a sad myth that people can achieve a certain level of gains without AAS...it's just so demoralizing if you hold the false notion and feel inadequate all your life. The myth doesn't matter if you don't care about lifiting and putting on mass...but tragic if after years you just can't seem to reach that level beyond a general plateau. Not only do I have the smallest skeletal frame (small wrists, ribs, shoulders, etc.) in the world, not only do am a ectomorph type, I happen to be Asian and totally unsucceptible to muscle stimuls. I used to be 130 lbs. at 6'". Since 16 I've lifted, and I turn 22 this year, but without my first cycle of AAS coming up I don't think I could ever reach 200. Currently I'm hovering around 185. As I go through my 10 week cycle, I plan on taking a picture every week...this should be miraculous...
if I don't put on the expected weight from this, I totally think I should just kill myself. (figuratively). I mean, AAS is the last resort right? My workout ethic is unbelievable, appetite is enormous...there's not much else I can improve on in terms of effort. I'm gonna make a post asking some questions about supplementing during this cycle.