Wow really? I have been trying not to go too far below maintenance. My schedule doesnt allow me to really eat until after work (5pm) unless i skip my lunch time workout.
basically
wake up at 8:45, run to work barely making a 9am meeting.
muscle milk right before meeting. It's all stored in my break room.
then lunch I lift 11:30-12:30
muscle milk.
off work at 5
run home and eggs/meat at 5:20ish
maybe cardio if I'm lucky. Mostly house crap. Car crap. guitar crap. watching my roomates drink until they are retarded and I attempt to stop them from breaking stuff.
Then another egg/meat combo around 7-8ish.
Go to sleep aroun midnight and start all over again.
Should I go lower on Calories? I have been forcing myself to eat.
No, you should NOT go too far below maintenance: the LAST thing you want is to provoke a starvation response! What you're doing is working, so preserve & extend it - plenty of time for change when your body's response changes. As you lose weight, your maintenance cals will shrink, so you'll be re-figuring your appropriate deficit in the next week or two. Put that on your calendar NOW.
Consider re-scheduling your day: getting up an hour later would let you get real food in you at the start of the day & augment it w/ a MuscleMilk mid-morning. Moving your workout to 5:00-6:00 would let you get a decent lunch in, w/ maybe another MM mid-afternoon.
Getting to bed w/ lights out before 11 would be a big help to you as well: eight hours sleep, then up at 7:00, get some stretching in, have a real breakfast, then show up at work calm & clear-eyed & on time.
Since you have a break-room (WITH a fridge, I assume?), make up some tuna salad (Duke's mayo is sugar-free & tastes great) & carry that in for a mid-morning/mid-afternoon snack (you *DO* get 2x 15-min breaks each workday, yes?). I make 4 cans of tuna in a batch, then weigh out half-a-can per serving (80-85g). If for some reason that can't work for you, take a chunk o' cheese with you & keep it in your desk....
Regarding the carb-up: beware of psycho-emotional barriers - which is just fancy-talk for don't eat so much you make yourself feel bad/fat/unworthy. Instead, try & think of it as a reward for your diligent effort & hard-won gains: you've been good, you've done well, today you can have treats. Keeping the proverbial Positive Mental Attitude (tm) is crucial. Without it, caving-in to history is not just easy, it's practically inevitable; with it, staying strong and persevering and *getting* strong becomes practically inevitable.
You're doing great - keep it up, and keep finding ways to treat yourself better, to implement your plans more smartly, more intelligently, more seamlessly. Improving your sleep, eliminating unnecessary wear+tear (like trying to go from 0-60 the moment your feet hit the floor in the AM), distributing your food intake more evenly thru the day - these things will pay BIG DIVIDENDS for you.
You WILL get there if you build on this excellent start.