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  1. toughchick401

    Health

    I want to so badly but my oldest nephew came to see me this week and he looked at me and started to cry and said :Auntie I love you fight hard" damn that kid, if It was not for him I would take my supply of meds I have been saving but I am not do that to him not after I sat with him all 6'4, 210...
  2. toughchick401

    Health

    So I am here still confused to say the least another surgery for 10/7/26, taking out my thyroid, they think all the tumors are making it so I can no longer swallow anything. I went to drink last night and it came out my nose....I wanted to be thin, have a great boyfriend who loved me and what...
  3. toughchick401

    Health

    This will be my last post I have enough medication to do what needs to be done,everyone I ever loved dies or leaves, so its my turn to be in charge of my destiny, sorry if my venting bothered anyone...But I am beyond broken..... thanks for letting me vent goodbye AM
  4. toughchick401

    Health

    So I waited for the other shoe to drop and it did, last night my nephews and my sister came over, with we don't want you to do this surgery.....Now mind you my sister has been wanting this surgery for me because she thinks It will fix me, which it wont it will buy me sometime or I die on the...
  5. toughchick401

    Health

    So I spoke to my DR quickly today and he is now saying ok, all on board GREAT!!!! right??! no..he now wants to remove the new small stomach and place a ostotomy bag( usually people have that when they need to poop in the bag)...mine would be to collect my bile and stomach juices so I can remove...
  6. toughchick401

    Health

    I went to my surgeon yesterday and after 45 mins of us fighting on the next step he finally said ok, but also said he could and would not make any promises about the outcome..I was more impressed with the 45 mins he spent with me, we both were heated him saying I could die and me saying I died a...
  7. toughchick401

    Health

    Cant seem to get people to get this, I can not make a GI bleed, my sisters husband thinks I can and told me in a text this am "get your head out of your ass and fix this no one takes that many trips to the the ER"...I saw red so I typed back and I refuse to answer him or my sister who of course...
  8. toughchick401

    Health

    Almost went back in today, could not catch my breath had to keep stopping and breathing ( happens all time when I tank out)but than my nephew who I love more than anything else in this world said to me,"again" well asshat, I can'tt help the GI bleed I have its out of my control, ( I had called...
  9. toughchick401

    Health

    Just home from om another GI bleed in my small intestines so my DR and I have a plan, well more me than him, I am refusing all care, comfort measures only, no more blood, no more surgeries no more nothing....And although he Is not ok with this , he has no choice, my body, my DNR, my way...
  10. toughchick401

    Health

    There was but I was 2 weeks past the sature of limitations so all people know is my case and what happened to me, feel free google it...Dr Micheal Coburn, now get this he works at a addiction center and he is allowed to prescribe medications that are well that he abused..... I thank you for the...
  11. toughchick401

    Health

    I decided to write my thoughts here, FB is not an option ( sister sees it all) so here it goes...I had weight loss surgery in 2010, lap band ( they don't even do it anymore) and than it was removed in 2013, my first doctor lost his license and was a drug addict, fast forward to only 2026, Over...
  12. toughchick401

    How to pick up chicks 101.

    I am trying started a new job today the DR who writes the orders ( Im a mental health therapist, used to be in a hospital setting my whole life, things changed and after some time away ) I am back but in a private rehab facility, only one small issue, this is the same DR who operated on me when...
  13. toughchick401

    How to pick up chicks 101.

    that's me living in hell, job sucks, things are way to much alone to pay...but yeah good times,....
  14. toughchick401

    How to pick up chicks 101.

    ive been single way to long.........lol I love my alone time but do miss someone....
  15. toughchick401

    Karma

    Matthew D wow....hope all is well friend I have not seen any names I remember from my days on the board.....Sara
  16. toughchick401

    Prayer Request Thread

    I always have thought God hated me, still do, lost to many people in my life, hard to lose that many and have faith but I do hope if there is a god, he cares and looks after my nephews, ( a firefighter, and one with a health issue) so for those reasons prayers, my family all I have left, my...
  17. toughchick401

    How do I get her back?

    You don't. Sorry to say in this whole scenario she is not chasing you, no disrespect meant but unless she is chasing you let her go. I'm sorry I know it sucks but in the end you will find someone better.
  18. toughchick401

    Happy New Years

    Happy new year!! Didn't think I would still be here but here I am hoping 2024 is my year.
  19. toughchick401

    Your Christmas wishlist 🎅

    I take it back I'd be ok dying.
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