Recent content by toughchick401

Sending out prayers for phantom reaper, a newer friend and I'm not a prayer person but I wanted to send thoughts out ....

Happy new year!! Didn't think I would still be here but here I am hoping 2024 is my year.

I take it back I'd be ok dying.

To not die.

So this week was a pretty crappy week. My birthday was last Friday and it was OK decent I got a complement at the gym on Saturday which kind of made me smile because I don't really talk to people at my own gym like I teach classes at a different gym, but my own gym is like my place like I go in...

Someone made a comment on my last post which made me a little pissed so I removed the post, it was about me preparing to die which is true.....I'm literally starving to death I have gastric paresis which is when your stomach is paralyzed and when you do eat you get sick , very sick I've had G...

I had a very good friend who recently passed away from breast cancer that was stage four and had gone off her body, we met years ago when I was teaching preschool special, Ed and she was teaching regular classes..... Her myself and another woman became instant friends, and every month we meet...

Well I'm back.

And his gf sent me a nice message telling me to die asap and the world would be better. Sweet

So I worked briefly someplace this summer where I had an attraction to a guy he had attraction to me and it never worked out because he had a girlfriend so moving forward he comes back with. I'm not with her anymore. We broke up and I'd like to see if you wanted to go on a date and I was like OK...

It is. I had another sister who was between her and I who was killed. She has many times told me she wished it was me and not my sister I feel the same but would never say it out loud to her.... I'm not that hurtful

I'll never be ready to leave my home that I fought so hard to keep so she can move in so easily, married he works 2 jobs, she works part time she has no clue what it's like to go without or suffer... I just wish she understood what I go through even with health issues. But I'm the end I need to...

Hard to leave my home, harder to know your sister hates you, I am just sad but your right move far away

What kind of sounds like my sister is like your siblings she just accuse me of being mentally abusive to her which by the way she is to me and she's threatening to kick me out of the house that we grew up in that I paid to live in because I can't afford it every month. It's like oh me my money...

Your sweet. Thank you.